Pick-A-Thought

I am my own enemy. I am in constant battle with my pride and everything else that comes with it. Complications arise when my pride gets the better of me. And oh boy!! What opportunities I had let slipped through my grasp because of that damn pride!! So boys and girls always remember that pride is one of the seven capital sins so don't fall prey to it. It might consume you without noticing it.

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Opportunity is always knocking at my door. And it is my choice whether to let it in, make it wait until it gets tired of waiting and leaves or immediately swing the door open and welcome it with glee. But expect a stupid girl like me to make Mr. Opportunity wait with the hope that I'll accept it with open arms but in the end it's either I'll shoo it away or tell lies just to get away from it. Many times I landed on a job despite competition. But I always find myself looking for a flaw or something to complain about the job. So in the end I say no at the job offer. See at what I'm doing with opportunity? I'm not proud of it really, and I hope Mr. opportunity won't get tired of me.

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I have this habbit of starting something and not finishing it. I am very fond of reading but in the span of three weeks I have read several books without really finishing it. Grrr!! I'm frustrated with my own self argh!!

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Ah!! Last tuesday Labidabs treated us at Pancake House for her birthday. Thanks Labs!! I really had fun. Now I miss you even more!!

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I can't believe Christmas is just around the corner. My Chritmas last year wasn't as great as our new year's celebration. I really hope that this year Christmas will be better.

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Again, for the past three week I had read two romance novel and I had noticed several things with the story elements. But I'll post those observation next time haha!!

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I suddenly remembered this guy haha!! I can't even remember his name or how me met but we were enjoying talking with one another until we were subtly flirting na. We were talking about food yata, he's a HRM student and he told me that it'll be a pleasure for him to cook for me. I can't remember the details of the things we had talked about. Basta the very thing that I remember about our coversation was what he said to me haha!! He said "kainin kita dyan eh". I told him "Di pwede no, unless kumakain ka ng kapwa tao mo" Haha!! Every time I remember what he said natatawa talaga ako bwahahaha!!

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As of this moment I am reading yet another novel haha!! multi-tasking at its best haha!! After reading five pages I realized that I don't like the Lorraine character and it's silly to be engage or be in a relationship with someone you don't trust. Hay naku...

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Who ever is the good soul who gave me a 135 worth of phone credit thank you. Haha!! Two days ago between 1:30-2 in the morning I found out that I have mysteriously acquired phone credits. But I think it came from my network service provider. I read na they're giving prepaid credits as a form of reward.

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Bwahahahaha!! I jut want to laugh wala lang haha!!

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Think positive

Just recently I realized that I was running in circles, stalling, procrastinating. I was leisurely passing time just for the hang of it. And it has to end sooner or later. I'm really feeling miserable right now. I'm having one of those moments again where I should feel glad but instead I want to scream and cry. I just want to cry but the tears won't fall out. And I'm scared. Scared of the big world I have to face. I really should/must stop wanting to turn back time and be a college student again. I'm the type of person who tends to hang on to something important for a very long time. And college life was a blast. And I really don't want to let go. But I have to.

From now on I'll try my best in everything. I don't want to be a disappointment. I want to have fun and be happy.

Emergency!!

Stop the press!!

Stop whatever it is that you're doing!!

There's a national crisis brewing...

Let us all kneel...

Kneel in front of the television and watch the blow-by-blow account of the two tv stations with the word war between two persons.

This is huge I say!! Huge!! This might change our lives as we know it.

Call the police, the MMDA, SSS, MTRCB, PCSO, the Disaster Coordinating Group, call everyone phuuuleeeeeeeaaaaaasssssseeeee!!! We should stop the word war before other countries get involve. Oh!! The humanity!! What is it coming to?

Yes, what is it coming to? Especially with the people in this country. Instead of filing a petition for certiorari with the controversial human security act, some people wants the senate to investigate the scandal that had happened in a noon time show. After watching that on the news I thought "wala na bang magandang magawa ang mga tao ngayon at pati yun kailangan pang gawing national issue?" There are other things far more important that the senate should investigate, like the revival of the "Hello Garci Scandal" Uhhmmm... I understand that it is really important for most people to know whether or not the alleged cheating happened. But come on!! Is it really really that important? Let people handling media regulations and DTI(I guess) solve the problem. And let us all have a peaceful afternoon instead.

Nyak!!

Bye bye DSL!!

OO!! tatanggalin na DL namin. Bakit? Kasi di kami maawat sa pag gamit ng PC huhu... Kaya sa susunod baka mad dial-up na naman ulit kami. Kasi naman di ko maintindihan kung bakit *toooooooooooooooooot* Kung kailan *tooooooooooooooooooot* Asar!! Di ko alam kung ano ginagawa nila *tooooooooooooooot* Dapat nga ngayong *toooooooooooot* Di ba? Hay wala tayo magagawa ganyan talaga eh...

grrr..

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

I just want to scream!! I'm starting to panic because I'm still a bum. And I really do want to work na. It's really hard to find a job that's related to my course nowadays. And I don't want to be a call center agent again. GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGOOOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDNNNNNEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Top 10

I just want to kill time and well, I decided to post a new entry. I really don't have much to share because currently my life revolves around teaching my little brother with his homeworks and helping him study for a test. Argh!! It's boring right? I really need to find a job soon. What was I gonna write about again? Oh!! I'm going to share random facts about me teehee..

1. Milo serves as milk for me. So when I can't sleep I drink Milo.


2. I eat fruits with salt. So even though it's a sweet one, I still partner it with salt


3. There's a certain shade of green that whenever I stare or see makes me wanna throw-up. And if I don't feel really really good, any shade of green will make me puke. That is if I stare long enough. Also, just last year I found out that staring at any shade of green while in a moving vehicle will make me feel sick.


4. I can't sleep alone.


5. I have lots of pillows.


6. I don't eat paksiw. I haven't tasted one and I will never taste one.


7. Even though I'm not really fond of fish, I actually like seafoods


8. Aside from sinigang na baboy my other favorite ulam/viand is ginataang hipon/alimasag


9. I eat alot but it doesn't show.


10. I'm a semi I repeat semi-man hater. Keyword:SEMI

trabajo

Still confuse. But I think I have an idea as to what I want to do. It's just that I don't know what's next if I ever work in that field. I'm still enjoying vacation but I need work.

The path

To think at this point I should already know what I want to do. But then again, it's me we're talking about so expect me to be confusing or procrastinating. I was in third year college when I decided/realized/knew that after graduation I will work at an advertising agency. I never really gave much thought about my career path back then or the other possibilities the 'working world' has to offer. It's just me working at an ad agency. Me in an ad agency. That's all I ever wanted two years ago. That's my plan A, B, C and so on. Again, it's me we're talking about so don't expect me to follow any plan. But one thing is for sure, I want to be filthy rich haha!! So after graduating I entered the call center world. Far from the ad ageny I dreamt about. But working in an ad ageny is always within reach. It's just that I treaded a different path. I still know my way though. After a month of working in a call center, I realized that I didn't graduate from a very good university with a bachelor's degree just to answer calls, so I resigned when the opportunity striked. Another job was offered to me even before I resigned from work. And at that moment I really wanted the job the company offered. When I have completed everything, passed the interview with flying colors and the third stage of application I suddenly felt that, that job is not for me. In the end I delined the job offer. And recently I decided not to go on with the final interview with an ad agnecy haha!! So can you see the pattern here? Haha!!

So based on my observation, I therefore conclude that:
1. Planning doesn't suit me.
2. I'm very fickle.
3. I'm confusing and confused with what I want to do.
4. I think I'm trying to escape reality that I already graduated.
5. I still don't know what I really want.

Twinkle, twinkle little star

Time's up!!

That's what I have been hearing at the back of my head. It's over. But I refuse to accept that just yet. Stubborn, I know that's just how I am. I want to scream and cry. I'm falling into that hole again. A hole where I find myself walking in and out. I just want to break through this void I created beause of fear. I want to break free.

Jingle Bells

I was reading something over the net describing a window. The description is simple yet I can picture the window in my mind vividly. The colors, the weather and the miniature display of little bears going about their work to prepare for Christmas. Then a sudden longing for Christmas washed over me. The feeling of lightness I feel every Christmas season was like a wave that suddenly toppled me over my seat. It's still halfway 'till Christmas but I want it to be now. The Christmas season gives me an easy and warm feeling. It's my most favorite time/season of the year.

Crunchy

Eto ang ginagawa ng mga walang ginagawa na katulad ko(walang ginagawa pero may ginagawa contradicting ba?) haha!! Manood ng manood ng kang anu-ano. Yun ang ginagawa ko ngayon pag walang magawa haha!! So for one month na pagbabakasyon I have watched several drama series and animes. Thank goodness kahit papaano maayos dsl namin kahit palokoloko minsan hehe.. Right now I'm watching a not so horror series from Japan. It's a nice series though. You get to see and learn Japanese folklore. I remember watching the tagalized version of the series back in high school. Wala lang it's nice to watch it again hehe...

So yun.. sana magkawork na din kami hehe.. magiging farmer na lang yata ako a Australia haha!!

Reading the past

Haha!! I was reading my past blog entries here and I noticed that the words 'agitated', 'vacation', 'stress' and 'frustration' were almost present in every entry haha!! Grabe I realized that I won't feel agitated, stressed or even frustrated over the same things anymore. Now if ever I will feel those unpleasant feelings again, it'll be for a different reason. So anyways, I can't help but laugh at my past entries. There are incomplete sentences, wrong punctuation or lack thereof haha!! My past entries even though serious, now seemed funny. and it brings back memories haha!!

Snippets

For the past few days PBB viewers have watched how the conflict between the remaining girls inside the house became a full-blown awayan, bangayan at parinigan. And from a viewer's point of view I think that what Wendy said about Gee-ann was foul(it's the Pamela thing...). And come on, at one point the houmates became plastics with the exception of Mickey and Bea I think. Also, it doesn't mean na tahimik ka lang habang may nagpoprovoke sayo o nang-aaway ay plastic ka na. That's because people deal with things differently. Bea has been consistent with how she deals with situation like that. I mean some people really opt to stay calm when everything is becoming such a big mess. I'm also like that. I rather stay quiet than makipagsabayan sa height ng emotions ng ibang tao.

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I really need to find work na. I'm lucky that Mama is not pressuring me to get a job pronto!! But I really feel that something's after me and running after something and there's this time limit. Maybe I'm jut pressuring myself.

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I slept early last night haha!! That's one big accomplishment for me na semi-insomniac. At around 8:30 in the evening nakatulog ako tapos nagising ako ng 1:30 in the morning. I thought that I won't be able to go back to sleep. But after two hours yun nakabalik na ako sa dreamland.

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The keyboard of our computer is such pain. After we purchased this I immediately noticed that the letter 's' is screwed up. If there's no missing 's', there is an excess 's' naman. And now nakikipagabayan yung letter 'c' argh!! I want a new keyboard.

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Yesterday was a relatively a nice day. Went to St. Mary's College QC to buy my little brother's book. Met up with Zon and kwentuhan kami. I really miss talking to her. I miss her. Period.

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I'm so happy na may work na si Mellannie. Go Ate!! Go!! Thankful din ako na kahit papaano eh most of my classmates have work na hehe... I really want each and everyone of us to be successful. Go CA1!!

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I miss my CA1

Chikadora

To the right corner wearing a red shirt and heavy mascara Babydoll!!

To the left corner wearing a green shirt and eye glasses Peter Pan!!

And on the other side err.. on which ever corner that is, wearing a yellow shirt and a bright smile Happy!!

But wait there's more on Peter Pan's side, err.. a lap dog?

Just when I thought that that reality TV show couldn't get anymore exciting, well I was proven wrong... NOT!! yet I think things inside that house is starting to spice up. I wonder when will I see more action inside that house haha!! A fist fight might do... violent... how about pulling each other's hair? haha!! that would be pretty fun to watch right? haha!! But right now I think who's poor, who has the money or who has a celebrity for a dad is out of the question as to who deserves to win the grand prize of that competition. The way I see things inside the house the one who's in dire need of the money doesn't deserve to win at all. People who are an avid watcher of that reality TV show are entitled to their own opinion regarding the whole ordeal inside the house now and who they think should win. As for me I always root for the one who needs money, but after watching the recent development inside the house, I changed my mind.

Errr... scrath this entry... I just read online that that reality TV show is rigged and it really doesn't matter who gets the most number of vote as long as yung mga tao na nagpapalakas sa rating ang matitira.

So I guess we'll see more Peter Pan and the lap dog... grrr...

wwwwaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!

For the past few days I've been out of it. My mind and heart had turned into an ocean of mixed emotion with frustration being the domineering feeling. My mood swings had been drastically changing every now and then, meaning, it's worse than the usual. I don't like this feeling... argh!!

raindrops keep falling on my head

I am not an emotional type of person. But I'm such a sucker for bittersweet movies/stories. Wala lang hehe.. Siguro kaya gusto ko ng mga ganoong movies/stories kasi nga I rarely cry for myself. Kaya isinasabay ko na lang sa pagiyak ko habang nanonood o nagbabasa ng mga ganoong stories. Pero pag ibang tao na ang nahihirapan o umiiyak, naiiyak ako para sa kanila. Weird ba? haha!! Weird nga hehe..


ana magkawork na ko hehe..

Let there be rain!!

There's one thing a person should never say to a communication arts student, and that is 'ang saya naman ng AB walang ginagawa' and the worst thing one could ever say is 'madali lang course mo'

I mean come on!! Most people think that taking up communication arts in college is easy. And that idea is dead wrong. WRONG!! WRONG!! WRONG!! INCORRECT!! NOT TRUE!! What else should I say to make people understand that any course in AB is just as hard as an engineering or a science course? How many times have I defended my course to those people with 'my course is harder, we have lots of things to do blah blah blah' attitude. Hmmmm... that sounds like someone we had interviewed months ago (but I do hope he gets into a medical school) haha!!. People like that don't understand that any course is as hard as any other course there is and it doesn't matter what school you come from. My blood boils everytime I remember those people who belittled my course or my faculty. This rant about those people who think that way about my course and my beloved faculty has long been overdue. How many times have I wanted to write about how irritating it is when people say 'madali lang naman course mo eh'? Some people don't understand how grueling it is to produce a 15-minute seconder teaser for an advertisement or how mentally taxing it is to coneptualize a film, documentary, communication plan or a storyline for a script. No one really knows that until they experience the things I have mentioned. It's a widespread common misconception that people from the Faculty of Arts and Letters have it easy. Is it our fault that our we study and have fun at the same time? Courses from my faulty are really interesting because we're not boxed within the four walls of our classroom, the library and the univesity itself. Some people think that it's fun to shoot films, commercial, documentary etc. and well they are correct but it doesn't mean that it is easy. We don't just point and shoot our cameras and capture footages on a whim. There's a process we follow and because other people doesn't know about that, they think it's a breezy and dandy task. They don't even know how long it takes to edit a 5-minute documentary.

SHORT BREAK...
eeekkk!! the electricity suddenly went out!! Thank goodness blogger has an autosave feature now teehee..

AND NOW WE RESUME...

Hay!! nawala na ko sa mood magsulat, nawala na rin yung pagkairita ko hehe... next time ko na lang itutuloy reklamo ko sa mga taong nangmamaliit sa course ko. Hmpf!! akala mo kung sino hmpf!!

The sky is as blue as yessterday..

There are some things I wish I knew and some things I wish I didn't do. Because of the things I now knew which I obviously didn't know about or lets just say semi-knew about then, now it feels like my mind is spinning and my chest constricting with frustration and not to mention pressure. How I hope that people around me would be more open so as to avoid this situation from happening again. And I hate being left out in the dark. I always have to grasp things in the dark in order for me to find even the slightest ray of light. Goodness!! I really want to scream right now!! Argh!! If only I knew maybe just maybe I wouldn't be that selfish, I wouldn't have done that, that soon and I wouldn't feel this heavy load. The pressure is kicking in and the frustration is just plain troublesome.

confusing

Fickle

: "marked by lack of steadfastness, constancy, or stability"
: "given to erratic changeableness"
(Merriam-Webster Dictionary. http://m-w.com)

Fickle is one of the many words that can describe me. Being fickle is one trait that I am not proud of. I want some thing now as in really really want, but in a blink of an eye or even a fraction of a second poof!! I don't want it anymore. Which brings me to this dilema: I want this but I'm not really sure of that anymore. I'm beginning to be confusing now I know. Bear with me or just don't try to grasp whatever I'm trying to convey here because believe me you'll just be confused. I want so many things in life, so many things, but I also want that, and I also want another thing and another and another and another and the list goes on. I really don't know what to do regarding with this matter. I am not a very good decision maker and I don't want to make a decision right now without giving it much consideration and deliberation. I know I must weigh the pros and cons first before jumping into any decision. Oh my!! what to do?! What to do?!



My bak is aching, I have to lie down now... Argh!!

Happy Shalala!!

I wonder why I can easily cry when I see people hurting, sad or crying. It's as if I can feel their pain, agony and suffering. But why can't I cry for myself?

A little bit of everything

May 27, marks the last week of May for year 2007. Bye bye excruciating heat and sunny sunshine, hello rain, heavy clouds and oh!! let's not forget flood. Supposedly by this time I'm already preparing stuff for the new school year. But this year and for the years to come it'll be different. No more shopping for school supplies, books, bags or shoes. Those things that I've been doing for the last 16 years of my life before the new school year starts will soon become a distant memory of a now graduate student.





When I was still studying all I can think about is graduating so I can finally earn my own money. Buy the things I want and eat at retaurants and eat more. I never actually thought that it will be this hard to let go of the things you've been accustomed to for the past 16 years. 16 years of studying, 16 years of spending 75% of my life inside the classroom, 16 years of making projects and reports and 16 years of priceless experience. When I was in college sometimes I think about the good old days in high school, wishing that the hands of time will turn back to those years. Now I wish I was a college student again, eager to see my blockmates at the first day of the new school year and excited to exchange stories of our summer adventures.





Now, it'll be different. All of us will face the 'real world' for the working people and that, will also be our 'real world' now. And I'm afraid. Most of my classmate are working now. I used to work but I resigned and I don't want to go on with the details about that matter. So... yeah, most of them I think already knows what they really want to do in life and I'm happy for them. I really want each and every one from CA1 to be successful. But as for me, I'm still trying to figure out what I want to do. I want an exciting work, a work that will allow me to travel and learn new things about stuff not discussed inside the classroom.





Sometimes I feel lonely that I won't be able to spend time with my classmates especially with Amz and Pinks. Also, Labs has a work na as an agent for a call center I'm afraid that we won't see each other that much anymore or text each other as much as we want to because by the time she's working and awake I'm sleeping. And everything is changing fast. Change that I must accept. And I don't really know how I feel. It's a mixture of fear and loneliness and add a spoonful of pressure, not from anyone but from myself. I want more in life and I hunger for adventure yet I'm not brave enough to make it happen, to search for my happiness and place in this new world.








This whole world will be my classroom now where everyone is both a teacher and a student.

Ranting

Sleep is what I wanted most after almost a year of sleepless nights due to amazingly heavy load of school works. And now I'm unemployed and a professional bum again who has all the sweet time in the world to sleep and yet can't. You see, even though I'm so sleepy I can't stop myself from staying up until the witching hours. I already know that my body-clock is all screwed up and just when I thought I already got it fixed, it went haywire again. I sleep at around four in the morning and I wake up at around seven in the morning also. More or less I only get two-to-three hours of sleep and I don't like that, I really don't. *sigh* I know it's my fault, why I'm not getting enough sleep. I stay up late surfing the net then after that I'll read a book and I know I really need to stop this bad habbit of staying up late. I should start now but the PC won't let me go haha!! Yes!! It's the PC's fault!!

Ranting

Kahapon May 1, Labor Day and it's an official holiday so mas mataas ang rate per hour sa work hehe.. Sana yumaman ako sa pag OT lagi haha!!

Birthday ngayon ni lola yey!! hehehe.. punta kayo sa bahay ang daming spaghetti nyahaha!!

Grabe, almost everyday I feel like pulling my hair out from its roots. I feel frustrated over something na alam ko na ako ang may gawa. Nafrufrustrate lang talaga ako.

Randomness

Tomorrow will be the 'SOAP Lelen Day' haha!!

I think I deserve that. Stupidity is not an excuse and what I did, though an honest mistake, is still a mistake so there's really no way out of this but to face the conequences.

Good luck for me tomorrow haha!!

On a different note, yesterday I was reading a 2005 issued magazine and guess what I saw and read?

Clue: "We dance... we dance... to the music lalalala..."

Yep I saw a picture of the cast of 'Once on this Island' and read the article. Just looking at the picture makes me wanna go back in time and perform the muiscal with my classmates all over again. Just looking at the picture, brings back fun memories. The 'Zagu' break, lunch or dinner at 'Bingkay's', the backdrop painting, the grand stand, and everything else that we did with the last month of our second year college came rushing back in my memory in vivid colors.

Oh how I long for those days gone by... How I miss my classmates and our profs... I miss UST...

¿Habla usted español?

Regret...

That's what I'm feeling right now. I should have paid more attention to my Spanish class, memorized each verb ending with ar, er, and ir by heart, memorized the ten rules, and everything else!! I can't even remember the spanish version of The Lord's Prayer, Hail Mary and Glory Be... It's really sad that I didn't took those two semesters of Spanish lessons seriously...

Best Spanish learned words and phrases:

oruga: caterpillar
distraida: abent minded
el sol es el centro del sistema solar: the sun is the center of the solar system(hehe... I remember this sentence as one of the example of rule #1)
Caliente: hot!! (We even used this word as our class agency name hehe... 'CAl1ente')
que le pasa a usted?: what is the matter with you? (our prof told us that this sentence is grammatically incorrect, but still, it's written in our book)
no me pasa a nada: nothing is the matter with me (the answer to the question que le pasa a usted? Again this is a grammatically incorrect sentence haha!! But this one's my favorite sentence as well as the question)
soy bonita: I'm pretty
feo: ugly
feliz año nuevo: happy new year!!

Best Spanih movie:

De Eso No E Habla: I Don't Want to Talk About it
El Lobo: The Balloon... Hahahaha!! It's actually 'The Wolf'

*sigh*

I miss Spanish class, Señora Ferrer and Sir Obusan(kahit na nahuli niya ko na ginagaya ko isya hehe..)

What your name means (numerology)

You entered: Merlynnjer Pineda Ato

There are 19 letters in your name.
Those 19 letters total to 93
There are 7 vowels and 12 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 3

The characteristics of #3 are:
Expression, verbalization, socialization, the arts, the joy of living.

The expression or destiny for #3:
An Expression of 3 produces a quest for destiny with words along a variety of lines that may include writing, speaking, singing, acting or teaching; our entertainers, writers, litigators, teachers, salesmen, and composers. You also have the destiny to sell yourself or sell just about any product that comes along. You are imaginative in your presentation, and you may have creative talents in the arts, although these are more likely to be latent. You are an optimistic person that seems ever enthusiastic about life and living. You are friendly, loving and social, and people like you because you are charming and such a good conversationalist. Your ability to communicate may often inspire others. It is your role in life to inspire and motivate; to raise the spirits of those around you.
The negative side of number 3 Expression is superficiality. You may tend to scatter your forces and simply be too easygoing. It is advisable for the negative 3 to avoid dwelling on trivial matters, especially gossip.

Your Soul Urge number is: 5

A Soul Urge number of 5 means:
The 5 soul urge or motivation would like to follow a life of freedom, excitement, adventure and unexpected happening. The idea of travel and freedom to roam intrigues you. You are very much the adventurer at heart. Not particularly concerned about your future or about getting ahead, you can seem superficial and unmotivated.

In a positive sense, the energies of the number 5 make you very adaptable and versatile. You have a natural resourcefulness and enthusiasm that may mark you as a progressive with a good mind and active imagination. You seem to have a natural inclination to be a pace-setter. You are attracted to the unusual and the fast paced.

You may be overly restless and impatient at times. You may dislike the routine work that you are engaged in, and tend to jump from activity to activity, without ever finishing anything. You may have difficulty with responsibility. You don't want to be tied down to a relationship, and it may be hard to commit to one person.

Your Inner Dream number is: 7

An Inner Dream number of 7 means: You dream of having the opportunity to read, study, and shut yourself off from worldly distractions. You can see yourself as a teacher, mystic, or ecclesiastic, spending your life in the pursuit of knowledge and learning.

Source: http://www.paulsadowski.com/Numbers.asp

Birthday Calculator

9 March 1986

Your date of conception was on or about 16 June 1985 which was a Sunday.

You were born on a Sundayunder the astrological sign Pisces.
Your Life path number is 9.

Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 3, 6 & 9.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 1 & 5.You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 7 & 11.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 4, 8 & 22.

The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2446498.5.
The golden number for 1986 is 11.
The epact number for 1986 is 19.T
he year 1986 was not a leap year.

Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/9/1986 and ending 1/28/1987.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Tiger.

Your Native American Zodiac sign is Wolf; your plant is Plantain.

You were born in the Egyptian month of Pachons, the first month of the season of Shomu (Harvest).

Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 28 AdarI 5746.
Or if you were born after sundown then the date is 29 AdarI 5746.

The Mayan Calendar long count date of your birthday is 12.18.12.14.14 which is12 baktun 18 katun 12 tun 14 uinal 14 kin

The Hijra (Islamic Calendar) date of your birth is Sunday, 27 Jumadiyu'th-Thani 1406 (1406-6-27).

The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 30 March 1986.
The date of Orthodox Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 4 May 1986.
The date of Ash Wednesday (the first day of Lent) on your birth year was Wednesday 12 February 1986.
The date of Whitsun (Pentecost Sunday) in the year of your birth was Sunday 18 May 1986.
The date of Whisuntide in the year of your birth was Sunday 25 May 1986.
The date of Rosh Hashanah in the year of your birth was Saturday, 4 October 1986.
The date of Passover in the year of your birth was Thursday, 24 April 1986.
The date of Mardi Gras on your birth year was Tuesday 11 February 1986.

As of 3/26/2007 5:46:50 AM EDT

You are 21 years old.
You are 252 months old.
You are 1,098 weeks old.
You are 7,687 days old.
You are 184,493 hours old.
You are 11,069,626 minutes old.
You are 664,177,610 seconds old.

Celebrities who share your birthday:
Bow Wow (1987)
Chingy (1980)
Emmanuel Lewis (1971)
Juliette Binoche (1964)
Robin Trower (1945)
Bobby Fischer (1943)
Raul Julia (1940)
Mickey Gilley (1936)
Yuri Gagarin (1934)
Keely Smith (1932)
Irene Papas (1926)
Mickey Spillane (1918)
Samuel Barber (1910)

Top songs of 1986

That's What Friends Are For by Dionne & Friends
Walk Like an Egyptian by BanglesOn My Own by Patti LaBelle & Michael McDonald
Greatest Love of All by Whitney HoustonStuck with You by Huey Lewis & the News
Rock Me Amadeus by FalcoKyrie by Mr. Mister
Kiss by Prince & the Revolution
Papa Don't Preach by Madonna
How Will I Know by Whitney Houston

Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 3.00861056751468 years old. (Life's just a big chewy bone for you!)

There are 349 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 22 candles.

Those 22 candles produce 22 BTUs,
or 5,544 calories of heat (that's only 5.5440 food Calories!) .

You can boil 2.51 US ounces of water with that many candles.

In 1986 there were approximately 3.7 million births in the US.
In 1986 the US population was approximately 226,545,805 people, 64.0 persons per square mile.
In 1986 in the US there were 2,400,000 marriages (10%) and 1,159,000 divorces (4.8%)
In 1986 in the US there were approximately 1,990,000 deaths (8.8 per 1000)
In the US a new person is born approximately every 8 seconds.
In the US one person dies approximately every 12 seconds.
In 1986 the population of Australia was approximately 16,138,769.
In 1986 there were approximately 243,408 births in Australia.
In 1986 in Australia there were approximately 114,913 marriages and 39,417 divorces.
In 1986 in Australia there were approximately 114,981 deaths.

Your birthstone is Aquamarine

The Mystical properties of Aquamarine

Aquamarine is often used to experience love and mercy.
It is said to help ease depression and grief.
Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone.
(Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)

Jade, Rock Crystal, Bloodstone

Your birth tree isWeeping Willow, the Melancholy

Beautiful but full of melancholy, attractive, very empathic, loves anything beautiful and tasteful, loves to travel, dreamer, restless, capricious, honest, can be influenced but is not easy to live with, demanding, good intuition, suffers in love but finds sometimes an anchoring partner.

There are 274 days till Christmas 2007!There are 287 days till Orthodox Christmas!
The moon's phase on the day you wereborn was waning crescent.


Source: http://www.paulsadowski.org/BirthDay.asp

Random musing...

For the past few weeks I've been reading about the dicoveries of new species of plants and animals and can you believe that scientists found a new specie of mollusk here in the Philippines? Great huh? There's really so many things to discover and in this world.

So everyone put on your walking shoes and follow me (secret code for: everyone help me spread merlynniasis) as we explore the endless posibilities the world has to offer!! (secret code for: world domination)

Haha!!

Just wondering...

Hey, still remember when we were little kids and a candy or a peso can satisfy us, or the days where we spend most of our time running around not really caring if the world ends the next day? Sometimes I wonder what happened and why we became the way we are now. Times change. People change. Every thing's in flux. But don't you wish that the little child that we once were will always be with us? I mean, lets face it, somewhere along the way we lose that little child within us. I know some of us won't admit it but through our journey we became jaded, cynical and afraid. I myself wonder what ever happened to me and why I lost some part of me along the way. I miss Me. And I really want Me to come back...

I guess I should staryt looking for Me now.

The Circus

It's that time again when the circus comes to town. We see different kinds of animals performing amazing acts, trying to catch each and every spectator's attention. And sometimes the animals try to outshine one another in the quest for popularity.

Where else can you see a monkey singing, dogs dancing and crocodiles dancing to the tune of tango while juggling truckloads of chips? Nowhere but in the Philippines!!

Let's all sit down and enjoy the show...

wala lang

1. Masarap umuwi sa bahay kc:
- kasi masarap humiga sa kama yakap mga unan ko

2. Di ako umaalis ng bahay kung:
- walang pera hehe..

3. Masarap kumain sa Mcdo kc:
- favorite ko ang cheese burger nila at fries at mcflurry

4. Masarap manood ng Wowowee kapag:
- tapos na ang bulagaan ng eat bulaga

5. Masarap magcomputer kung:
- walang magawa hahaha!!

6. Umiinom ako ng C2 kc:
- mas maarapo ang C2 kaysa sa ibang flavored iced tea

7. Masaya mag-aral kung:
- maraming oras

8. Ayoko pumasok ng CR kung:
- nakapa-off ang ilaw

9. Kumakain ako ng footlong dahil:
- di ako kumain buong araw at footlong na lang ang mabibili dito sa madaling araw

10. Boring ang survey kung:
- di ko feel ang mga tanong

11. Kumakain ako ng Sizzling dahil:
- masarap eh

12. Maganda makinig ng music kung:
- umuulan at nakahiga ka sa kama

13. Takot ako sa:
- dilim at etc... etc... etc...

14. Masaya ako kc:
- mas maraming dapat ikasaya kaysa ikalungkot

15. Magaling ako sa:
- drawing

16. Ang idol kong Hentai superhero ay si:
- huh!? meron non?

17. Ang powers ng idol kong superhero ay:
- wala

18. Nung bata ako, madalas ako bumili ng:
- junk foods

19. Gus2 ko ang crush ko kc:
- cutie pie siya

20. Pinatulan ko ang survey na to kc
- wala ako magawa at gusto ko na matulog

Wala lang...

makulit ka ba? kung oo, paano? -
[*] oo pero ang hirap explain kung papaano

ano ang madalas pang asar ng mga kaibigan mo sayo? -
[*] oldie? hahaha!!

pikon ka ba? -
[*] sometimes...

pang ilan ka sa inyong magkakapatid? -
[*] Eldest

ikaw ba ay isang "positive thinker"? -
[*] I think so... hehehe...

ano ang paborito mong numero? -
[*] wala ako favorite number pero 5 or 9 ang lagi ko pinipili na number...

bingi ka ba? -
[*] minsan... wahahahaha!! mabingi tawag nila sa akin nung h.s.

saan mo gusto dito o doon? -
[*] kahit saan

ano ang mga paborito mong kulay? -
[*] sky blue

nakakain ka na ba ng hayop maliban sa manok at baka? -
[*] oo naman...

galit ka ba sa mundo? -
[*] paminsan-minsan...

naiinis ka ba sa mga taong kinukwento ang katapusan ng pelikulang hindi mo pa napanood?
[*] hindi... mahilig ako sa spoilers eh

saan ka mahilig sa sapatos o sa
damit? -
[*] damit at bag wahahahaha!!

sino mas gusto mo si juan o si pedro? -
[*] si Tom

ang boses mo ba mataas o mababa? -
[*] di ko alam

nagtatago ka ba ng sama ng loob? -
[*] lagi...

sumasayaw ka ba? -
[*] pag na sa mood

magaling ka bang kumanta? -
[*] nope

natutulog ka ba ng patay o buhay ang ilaw? -
[*] nakabukas ang ilaw

mas marami bang naidulot na masama o mabuti ang friendster saiyo? -
[*] iguro mabuti

mukha ka bang cartoon character?
[*] minsan sabi nila

saan mas masaya sa sun o sa moon?
[*] sa jupiter

ano ang gusto mo sa lalake/babae,
[*] sarili ko

mahilig sa sports o sa music? -
[*] sa movies

Random Stuff

Dinner conversation with my family last Sunday...

I was teasing my youngest brother about him not being special earlier that day and the day before. I told him that when I was little our mother would make me sandwiches and now she buys me cookies so I have something to eat at school. And lasst sunday mama bought me some cookies so I can eat something on school for our 3 p.m.- 9p.m. sched. with no break time.

Dinner around 7 in the evening

Len: wah!! si Jasper di special!! ako special ako!! wahahaha!!

(Jasper frowning)

Jasper: Mama di ako special?

Mama: OO di ka special normal ka di ka naman special child di ba?

Len: wahahahaha!! di siya special!! ako special ako nung bata ako... ginagawan ako ni mama ng sandwiches...

Jasper: Mama tatanong ko ulit... special ba ako?

Mama: di ka nga special....
(then our mother explained to him what is a pecial child)

Jasper: Mama tatanong ko ulit... special ba ako...

Mama: (explain nanaman si mama) ...yung mga batang malalaki na pero inuubuan pa ng pagkain special child yun...

Bryan: special child nga si jasper!! hanggang ngayon sinusubuan pa siya ng pagkain

Jasper: eh di special child ako?

Mama: di ka nga pecial child

Len: gusto niyang tawagin iyang pecial child, eh di special child siya

Jasper: o pecial child ako...

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While waiting for a jeepney going to Quiapo yesterday around 11:30 a.m. I saw a mobile ad of efficasent oil with that Korean actor as the endorser. And guess what I remembered? haha!! If your a marian I think you would have an idea what that is... haha!! yes!! the clinic!! hahahahaha!! I remember that everytime I'm not feeling well the clinic personel will give me efficasent oil. Just efficasent oil. Efficasent oil!! the wonder ointment!! the all aroung ointment!! wahahahahahaha!!

In high school

1

Len: Madam masakit po ulo ko... may migrane po ako...

(the nurse will asks questions about my condition)

Nurse: efficaent oil mo na lang...

2

Len: Madam my dysmenorhea po ako...

Nurse: efficasent oil mo na lang yan...

(after taking the wonder all-around ointment for so many years for many different sickness...)

len: Madam pahingi po ng efficasent oil... may migrane po ako

The Drama...

I've been feeling down lately though its not evident to the people around me. Looking back, I guess I have alway been like that. Putting up the happy face and locking all this bitter and sad feelings in the recess of my being. I never really get to express what I feel, main reason is I don't know how to. And now it feels like I'm falling in and out of this void over and over again. I want to stop but the thing is I don't know how. Sometimes I really really want to cry to let it all out but the tears won't fall out of my eyes. Usually, I find comfort in the form of food: ice cream and chocolates to be exact. But now it feels like no one or nothing can get me out of this except me. Sleep the one thing I love the most can't even comfort me now...


Everytime I visit the chapel I feel well, but the moment I step out of the sacred place, unwanted feelings rush back...

I want to get out of this, I want to stop it...

ranting...

Wah!! I'm really really nervous about this coming sem. I know it's too early to worry about things yet to come but... wah!! I'm really really nervous!! wah!! I know everything will be a lot harder this time and I know I can get through all of the hardships!! AJA!! AJA!! AJA!!



wah!!

Random things...

Random converations with my family...

Me and Jasper
(Me dancing while sitting haha!!)

Jasper: "Bakit ka nagsasayaw?"

Me: "Gusto ko eh pakielam mo?"

Jasper: "Bakit bakla ka ba?"

Me: "Eh bakit ikaw? nagsasayaw ka bakla ka?"


Me and Lola
(Me and lola watching TV)

Lola: "Mengan ka nandin?"

Me: "Hindi..."

Lola: "Ot ali ka mamangan?"

Me: "Gisingin niyo ko ng maaga para makapag-lunch ako..."

Lola: "Kape mu ing iinuman mu... ali ka mamangan ken..."

Me: "Alam niyo naman na pag gising kape lang talaga ang gusto ko eh lunch na ako nagigising kaya lunch ko kape lang..."


Me and my Tita
(We were sitting at the sala)

Tita: "Biruin mo niluto niya(my tita's boyfriend) yung 1/2 kilo na pork ng sinigang... 1/2 kilo ang dami noon!! sabi ko sa kanya mauubos ba natin lahat yan? Sabi ko nga sa kanya kainin niya lahat yun..."

Me: "Eh di isang buong araw na kayo kumakain ng sinigang?"

Tita: "Pangalawang araw na ngayon..."


Me and Mama

Mama: "CL lang at Math ang mababa na grade ni Jasper"

Me: "Cl lang binagsak pa niya?!"

food for thought...

A friend forwarded this email to me... just want to share it with you guys... :)



The ten types of relationship that won't work:

1. You care about your partner more than he does about you.
2. Your partner cares more about you than you do about him.
3. You are in love with your partner's potential.
4. You are on a rescue mission.
5. You look up to your partner as a role model.
6. You are infatuated with your partner for external reasons.
7. You have partial compatibility.
8. You choose a partner in order to be rebellious.
9. You choose a partner as a reaction to your previous partner.
10. Your partner is unavailable.


The six BIGGEST mistakes we make in the beginning of a relationship:

1. We don't ask enough questions.
2. We ignore warning signs of potential problems.
3. We make premature compromises.
4. We give in to lust blindness.
5. We give in to material seduction.
6. We put commitment before compatibility.


Seven Wrong Reasons to be in a Relationship:

1. Pressure (age, family, friends, etc.)
2. Loneliness and desperation
3. Sexual hunger
4. Distraction from your own life
5. To avoid growing up
6. Guilt
7. To fill up your emotional or spiritual emptiness.


The Lust into Love Formula

1. First, you feel powerful sexual chemistry with someone or, in raw terms,
lust.
2. Next, you act on those urges and have sex with that person.
3. Then you experience some guilt or discomfort having been so sexually
intimate with someone you aren't that emotionally connected with.
4. Finally you create a relationship with that person to legitimize your
lust.


Five Realities about Love

1. Love is not enough to make a relationship work -it needs compatibility
and it needs commitment.
2. It just takes a moment to experience infatuation, but true love takes
time.
3. It is possible to experience true love with more than one person - there
are many potential partners you could be happy with.
4. The right partner will fulfill many of your needs but not all of them.
5. Good sex has nothing to do with true love, but making love does.


Five Deadly Myths about Love

1. True love conquers all.
2. When it's really true love, you will know it the moment you meet the
other person.
3. There is only one true love in the world who is right for you.
4. The perfect partner will fulfill you completely in every way.
5. When you experience powerful sexual chemistry with someone, it must be
love.

Fatal flaws to watch out for in a partner:

1. Addictions.
2. Anger.
3. Victime consciousness.
4. Control freak
5. Sexual Dysfunction.
6. Hasn't grown up.
7. Emotionally unavailable.
8. Hasn't recovered from past relationships.
9. Emotional damage from childhood.


Here are seven compatibility time bombs that can destroy a relationship:

1. Significant age difference.
2. Different religious background.
3. Different social, ethnic, or educational background.
4. Toxic in-laws.
5. Toxic ex-spouse.
6. Toxic Stepchildren.
7. Long-distance relationships.


Six qualities to look for in a mate:

1. Commitment to personal growth.
2. Emotional openness
3. Integrity
4. Maturity and responsibility
5. High self-esteem.
6. Positive Attitude towards life

Phobias

Just want to share what I read online about different phobias.

1. Arachibutyrophobia is the fear of peanut butter sticking on the roof of your mouth.


2. Triskaidekaphobia is the fear of number 13


3. paraskavedekatriaphobia is the fear of friday the 13th


4. Heliophobia dread or avoidance of sunlight


5. Pteromerhanophobia fear of flying/ air travel


6. Coulrophobia fear of clown


7. Glossophobia fear of public speaking


8. Aichmophobia fear of medical proceduresinvolving injections


9. Emetophobia fear of vomiting or being around others who are vomiting

Tetraphobia fear of number 4

source: wikipedia.com

A Woman Should Have

Just want to share this... I got this from my email...


A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE...

A set of screwdrivers,
a cordless drill, and
a black lace bra...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE...

One friend who
Always makes her
Laugh...
And one
Who lets her cry...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE...
A good piece of furniture
not previously owned by
Anyone else in her family...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE
Eight matching plates,
Wine glasses with stems,
And a recipe for a meal that will
Make her guests feel honored.

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE...
A feeling of control over Her destiny...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
How to fall in love Without losing herself...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
HOW TO QUIT A JOB
BREAK UP WITH A LOVER
AND CONFRONT A FRIEND WITHOUT RUINING THE FRIENDSHIP.. .

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
When to try harder... and
WHEN TO WALK AWAY...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
That she can't change
The length of her calves,
The width of her hips, or
The nature of her parents...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
That her childhood
May not have been Perfect...
but; Its over...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
What she would and Wouldn't
Do for love or more...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
How to live alone...
even if She doesn't like it...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
Whom she can trust, Whom she can't,
And why she shouldn't Take it personally.. .

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
Where to go..
Be it to her best friend's kitchen table..
Or a charming inn in the woods...
When her soul needs soothing...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
What she can and can't accomplish
In a day...
A month...
And a year...

Bakit Single Ka?

Got this from my email... just want to share kakatawa kasi...


Top 11 Reasons kung BAKIT "SINGLE" ANG STATUS MO

Kaya heto ako at sasabihin ko sa inyo ang ilang mga rason kung bakit.

11. Destiny Adik

Eto yung mga naghihintay kay "Destiny" na gumawa ng paraan para pagtagpuin sila ng kanilang mga "partner in life".. ayannn... kapapanood nyo ng "Serendipity" eh feeling nila ang nangyari sa movie eh mangyayari rin sa kanila such a cliche.. hindi ba nila alam na kung walang effort destiny is useless.

10. Perfectionist/Mapili

Yes, isang taong perpeksiyonista. Yung tipong dapat ganito ang magiging kapartner ko. Pag may nakilala, nakita lang na pangit ang kuko o may dumi lang, turn-off na agad. O kaya ang daming ayaw. Ayaw sa mabait boring daw, gusto bad boy/ pilya pero kapag pinaiyak ka tatanungin ka bakit ang sama mo bakit mo nagawa yun! Adik ka ba?! Ayaw sa cute, ayaw din naman sa panget. meron dyan gusto ka ayaw mo naman.. ung gusto mo halos magtambling ka pero deadma parin yang stunts mO sa kanya! Pasaway ka rin e! Ano ba talaga kuya?

9. Busy Busyhan

Opo, eto yung ang mundo e gumagalaw lang sa libro at ballpen kung estudyante ka o kaya naman sa computer at files kung office staff ka. Yung tipong aalis ng bahay ng alas 6 o alas 7 ng umaga at uuwi ng bahay ng 6 hanggang alas 8 ng gabi [baligtad naman para sa mga nag tratrabaho sa call center. Sabay tulog na. Kapag sabado masaya na sila sa tv, sa pagkain na niluluto ni mama at sa linggo naman sisimba at maghahanda na ng kelangan para sa lunes hanggang byernes. Pssssst.. pause for awhile.

8. Friendship Theory

Ano naman ito? Eto yung ang buhay ay kay bestfriend o kaya kay special friend na hindi masasabi sabi sa friendship nya sa loob ng kanilang mahabang panahon na pagsasama dahil baka daw maapektuhan ang pakikipagkaibigan at iwasan sya. Yung tipong pag may kasama si friendship na iba, nagseselos na wala naman sa lugar, pero syempre wag pahalata, kunyari happy sya for friendship. ABA! Oi lakasan mo ang loob at baka mamaya forever mong pagsisihan yan kaw rin. Minsan pa naman pareho kayong naghihintayan.. hmmp!

7. Born-to-be-one (Authestic)

Eto yung nasa palad na ang pagiging single daw. Walang reasons. Basta lang nabuhay sya sa mundo na mag-isa at feeling nya mamatay sya sa mundo ng mag-isa. Kesyo magmamadre o magpapari na lang. Asa kang tatanggapin ka pa noh!

6. Happy-go-lucky

Eto yung taong walang alam kundi kasiyahan at trippings. Kahit sino nalang basta no string attach. For fun lang daw... Walang halong seryosohan. ABA hoy! yang init ng katawan mo e ikiskis mo nalang sa pader. Makakahanap ka rin ng katapat mo!!!

5. Wrong Place

May nakaranas na ba nito? Yung pakiramdam mo nasa ibang mundo ka. Yung ang nakakaharap mo e yung mga hindi mo gusto, yung mga hindi mo hinahanap. Alam mo yun Halimbawa nasa ibang bansa ka, pero ang hinahanap mo e yung amoy ng nasa sariling bayan mo. O kaya naman e nasa sarili mong bayan ka, nasa normal na lipunan, pero ikaw ang abnormal at hindi mo kayang sabihin na abnormal din ang hanap mo kung ayaw mong ibitin ka nila ng patiwarik.

4. Wrong Time

Eto yung mga tao na sinasabi na, hindi pa ako ready e bata pa kasi ako o kaya naman hindi pa ako handa sa panahong ito, wala pa ako kayang ipagmalaki. Yes meron pong ganyan. Yung feeling nila may tamang panahon para sa love. Awwwwwww. Aba kelan yun? Pag uugod ugod ka na at yung time mo e bitin na? O baka naman pag pang out of time ka na? Oist, sugod lang ng sugod.

3. Si parents kasi¦

Yes, factor din ang komyunidad na ginagalawan mo. Una, ayaw pa ni mader o pader na magkaron ka kahit 22 anyos ka na at kelangan umabot ka muna raw ng 40 bago magkaroon ng gf/bf. O kaya naman ikaw mismo! Takot sa sasabihin ni parents at ni kapitbahay na tsismosa sa magiging kasama mo. Aba ikaw na nga ba ang sabihan na.. Alam mo hindi kayo bagay. langit at lupa kayo. Awwwww. Payo ko sayo, Pakialam nila diba? Palibhasa inggit!

2. Traumatic Experience

Eto kalimitan ang reason ng marami. Ayaw ko na!!! takot na ako mangyari pa ang nangyari dati! O diba ang drama ng layp? Yes, tama ka. Eto yung dahil sa past relationship mo, e until na ayaw mo ng magkaroon at sinumpa mo na ata ang magmahal. Dahil sa pinagpalit ka sa mas pangit, o kaya naman iniwan ka ng walang word na bye-bye, o dahil binugbog ka!, ano pa ba? Madami yan wag na nating isa isahin at baka tumulo si tears heheh Gayunpaman, eto lang masasabi ko mga hija at hijo. Ibat iba ang lasa ng pag-ibig. May mapait, may mapakla, may matamis at may maasim. Aba mapalad ka at natikman mo ang ibat ibang lasa nito. Kaya ikaw, Do not be afraid to fall in love again malay mo sweetiness na ang malasahin mo next time. E di panalo ka sa lotto. Yan ang nagpapalakas sayo¦ Yang ang bumubuhay sayo, ang pag-ibig. tsk! drama!

1. EX to the nth power

Oi aminin!!! LOVE parin si Ex kahit 1 or 2 yrs na ang nakakalipas. May ganito naman. Yung tipong ilang taon ang nakakalipas, hindi parin makalimutan si ex. Yung pinagsamahan, yung tawanan, yung iyakan, at lahat ng nangyari sa inyo nung kayo pa. Malungkot man at sa kung anumang kadahilanan, maganda man o masama ito, kelangan nyong magpaalam sa isa't isa. YES, after ay year sasabihin natin, im over him/her na, pero pag-usapan natin ang love at ang nangyari sa ating relastionship from the past, TADANNNNNNNNNNNNN, eto na, sya agad ang naalala mo. At habang nagkukwento ka, ouch may kirot, o kaya may ngiti at may bumabagabag sa ating kalooban. Ano kaya yun? AMININ mo na kasi MAHAL mo pa si EX. Isa lang ang masasabi ko, well mahirap sya kalimutan alam ko yan pero open your heart and makipagdate ka, lumabas ka, at try to entertain someone. Wag mo ikumpara si ex sa iba. At give urself KITKAT, take a break.

Just a thought...

My daily Mantra:

God iss here with me, everything will be just fine.
Everything will be just fine, the best is yet to come.

and a new addition to my daily Mantra:

God please give me the strength to go on.

For days now I've been feeling agitated over something I don't even know. I'm on the brink on going crazy... err.. as if I'm still sane... *sigh* It feels like I'm gonna break into pieces anytime soon and when that happens don't be surprise. Because when that day comes maybe I'll feel a 'lil bit better. Actually, it's been very hard lately, and it's as if I'm loosing me. I'm still optimistic, though there were times hopelesness gets into my system... Blame it all on school, on IMC, stupid professors, the government,the weather, everything!!... *sigh* I miss the sun, I miss the moon, I miss my night outs with friends, I miss having time for myself.

Announcement!!

Drinking cold water after meal = Cancer!
(this is not a joke)


For those who like to drink cold water, this article is applicable to you.
It is nice to have a cup of cold drink after a meal.
However, the cold water will solidify the oily stuff that you have just consumed.
It will slow down the digestion.

Once this "sludge" reacted with the acid, it will break down and be absorbed by the intestine faster than the solid food.
It will line the intestine.

Very soon, this will turn into fats and lead to cancer.
It is best to drink hot soup or warm water after a meal.



A Serious note about Heart Attacks



HEART ATTACK PROCEDURE": (THIS IS NOT A JOKE!)

Women should know that not every heart attack symptom is going to be the left arm hurting.
Be aware of intense pain in the jaw line.
You may never have the first chest pain during the course of a heart attack.
Nausea and intense sweating are also common symptoms.
60% of people who have a heart attack while they are asleep do not wake up.
Pain in the jaw can wake you from a sound sleep.
Let's be careful and be aware.
The more we know, the better chance we could survive...

A cardiologist says if everyone who gets this mail sends it to 10
people, you can be sure that we'll save at least one life.
Read this..... It could save your life!!

Let's say it's 6.15 pm and you're driving home .

Suddenly you start experiencing severe pain in your chest that starts to radiate out
into your arm and up into your jaw.
You are only about five miles from the hospital nearest your home.
Unfortunately you don't know if you'll be able to make it that far.
You have been trained in CPR, but the guy that taught the course did not tell you
how to perform it on yourself.



"HOW TO SURVIVE A HEART ATTACK WHEN ALONE":

Since many people are alone when they suffer a heart attack, without help,
the person whose heart is beating
improperly and who begins to feel faint,
has only about 10 seconds left before losing consciousness.
However, these victims can help themselves by coughing repeatedly and very vigorously.
A deep breath should be taken before each cough,
deep and prolonged, as when producing sputum from deep inside the chest.
A breath and a cough must be repeated about every two seconds
without let-up until help arrives, or until the heart is felt to be beating normally again.
Deep breaths get oxygen into the lungs and coughing movements squeeze
the heart and keep the blood circulating The squeezing pressure on the heart
also helps it regain normal rhythm.
In this way, heart attack victims can get to a hospital. Tell as many
other people as possible about this.
It could save their lives!! "

**PLEASE BE A "TRUE" FRIEND
AND SEND THIS ARTICLE
TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS
YOU CARE ABOUT.

(Helth, Retrieved Aug. 13, 2006 from yahoomail)

Ranting again

Currently listening to Magic 89.9...

Just bear with me, I'll be ranting again here...

I just finished reading about the different art movements, we have a long test about that tommorrow by the way. But here I am surfing the net while I should be studying really hard for the long test hahahaha!! So anyways, I need something to calm my nerves right now. I'm feeling agitated right now over school works. So many things to be done, so little time. Tsk.. tsk.. tsk.. I know I should be taking each task one at a time, but I can't help it. *sigh* I really really want to have a very long vacation somewhere away from everything. Several weeks of little sleep and pure schol works have already taken its toll on me. hehehehe... On a different note have you noticed how humid its been lately? Goodness the weather we have in this country is really something. Summer's over for months now and it's still relatively hot tssk.. tsk.. tsk... is this some kind of post summer heat? hehehehe... So anyways, We went to a photo exhibit yesterday at Kalaw hahahahaha!! Well the photo exhibit was... liberating hahahahaha!! go figure with what I mean hehehehe... I really need to go to the salon to have my hair trimmed or just avail a hot oil or something, anything that will be relaxing. Just awhile ago I thought an eeky-yucky cockroach landed on my shoulder but it was actually my hair!! hahahahahaha!! You see long hair does not fit me... Now I feel like crying!! huhuhu... for what reason? Nothing. And now I'm hearing weird noises hahahahaha!!

I want the "Kami Na Po Muna" album, a tribute to APO Hiking Society hahahaha!!
Bob Marley sung the "I Shot the Sherif"?

I refuse to adhere to society's aptitude and mental ability...

translation:
yoko na mag-aral!! ~~~~Liszt

Ranting again

Currently listening to Magic 89.9...

Just bear with me, I'll be ranting again here...

I just finished reading about the different art movements, we have a long test about that tommorrow by the way. But here I am surfing the net while I should be studying really hard for the long test hahahaha!! So anyways, I need something to calm my nerves right now. I'm feeling agitated right now over school works. So many things to be done, so little time. Tsk.. tsk.. tsk.. I know I should be taking each task one at a time, but I can't help it. *sigh* I really really want to have a very long vacation somewhere away from everything. Several weeks of little sleep and pure schol works have already taken its toll on me. hehehehe... On a different note have you noticed how humid its been lately? Goodness the weather we have in this country is really something. Summer's over for months now and it's still relatively hot tssk.. tsk.. tsk... is this some kind of post summer heat? hehehehe... So anyways, We went to a photo exhibit yesterday at Kalaw hahahahaha!! Well the photo exhibit was... liberating hahahahaha!! go figure with what I mean hehehehe... I really need to go to the salon to have my hair trimmed or just avail a hot oil or something, anything that will be relaxing. Just awhile ago I thought an eeky-yucky cockroach landed on my shoulder but it was actually my hair!! hahahahahaha!! You see long hair does not fit me... Now I feel like crying!! huhuhu... for what reason? Nothing. And now I'm hearing weird noises hahahahaha!!

I want the "Kami Na Po Muna" album, a tribute to APO Hiking Society hahahaha!!
Bob Marley sung the "I Shot the Sherif"?

I refuse to adhere to ociety's aptitude and mental ability...

translation:
yoko na mag-aral!! ~~~~Liszt

for the twenteens out there...

got this from an email just want to hare... Ü

Being Twenty-Something

They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis."

It is when you stop going along with the crowd
and
start realizing that there are many things about
yourself that you didn't know and may not like.

You start feeling insecure and wonder where you
will
be in a year or two, but then get scared because
you
barely know where you are now.

You start realizing that people are selfish and
that, maybe, those friends that you thought you
were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people
you have ever met, and the people you have lost
touch
with are some of the most important ones.

What you don't recognize is that they are realizing
that too, and aren't really cold, catty, mean or
insincere but that they are as connfused as you.

Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what
others are doing and find yourself judging more
than
usual because suddenly you realize that you have
certain boundaries in your life and are constantly
adding things to your list of what is acceptable
and what isn't.

One minute, you are insecure and then the next,
secure. You laugh and cry with the greatest force of
your life.

You feel alone and scared and confused.
Suddenly,
change is the enemy and you try and cling on to
the
past with dear life, but soon realize that the past is
drifting further and further away, and there
is nothing to do but stay where you are or move
forward.

You get your heart broken and wonder how
someone
you loved could do such damage to you. Or you
lay in
bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent
enough
that you want to get to know better.

Or maybe you love someone but love someone
else too
and cannot figure out why you are doing this
because you know that you aren't a bad person.

One-night-stands and random hook ups start to
look cheap. Getting wasted and acting like an idiot
starts to look pathetic.

You go through the same emotions and questions
over
and over, and talk with your friends about the same
topics because you cannot seem to make a
decision.

You worry about loans, money, the future and
making a
life for yourself... and while winning the race
would be great, right now you'd just like to be a
contender! What you may not realize is that
everyone
reading this relates to it.

We are in our best of times and our worst of times,
trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing
out.

Send this to your twenty-something friends...
maybe
it will help someone feel like they aren't alone
in their state of confusion...

Ranting

I want to take a very long vacation. I want to sleep 15 hours a day. I want to relax, escape from thi world even jut for a while...

Warning!! Rantings ahead

WARNING: This entry contains ranting of a sick mind... Read at your own risk... You've been warned...


*lalalalala... (Len-Len humming a tune. What tune you ask well, any tune you want it to be)* I want to sleep, I really do. But the thing is, when you have a lot in mind the luxury of sleeping seem so far away. You lie awake on your bed, thinking and thinking, and more thinking of the things you want to forget momentarily *sigh*. Now I'm depriving myself of sleep. Hahaha!!

Oh!! Last thursday mean, meadian, mode and mode's friend went to St. Jude's Church. Hahaha!! But before that Medaian met up with Mean at Delifrance at SM Manila. They strolled around the mall for a while. Then Meadian got hungry becaue he did not eat anything for breakfat and lunch hahahaha!! So what' new with that?! Hahahahaha!! Median doesn't really eat breakfat but boy, was she hungry. So Mean and Median went to KFC. Median ate Chicken Steak Combo and after talking a lot with each other they decided to stroll around the mall again. Before Median and Mean met up with Mode and her friend, the two ate 'platito wrap' and drank a super expensive juice which is way out of it's usual price. By 7:20 p.m. Mode texted Median that she and her friend are already waiting for us at the entrance, Median and Mode were currently at a video shop browsing for a Mary Poppins 40th Anniverary DVD. So the met up with Mode and her friend, and then the four took a jeep, then afterwards they walked a mile pr two to get at St. Jude's Chapel. It's a long walk but it's worth it. After the novena Median, Mode, and Mode' friend lighted several candles for school, health, life etc. Afterwards, the four went home.

Ranting Again

Ever felt like jumping off a cliff all of a sudden? Haha!! I'm sure once in your life you felt like doing it. *sigh* Things are getting more complicated by the second and sometimes I find myself wanting to be a 5 year-old again. Funny because when we were little we can't wait to grow up, but now that were all grown up we want to be a kid again. hahaha!!

Anyways, the whole class will be busy for the next month or so. I believe that eerythig wi e aright though and the best is yet to come.

Darn keyboard!! It's damn broken and now I'm using the on-screen keyboard!!

Eerything will be just fine, God is here with us always...

Rants

Darn!! I'm doing it again!! Procrastinating. Procrastinator, that would be me. I should be doing this critical analysis about a 1941 movie, but here I am typing words in this entry while I should be doing something more important. I'm such a bum. A slacker... tsk.. tsk.. tsk... that's not good I know, but old habbits are hard to break. I really need divine inspiration right now. Hahahaha!! I know I should be concentrating on finishing this paper work but what the hell?! It's already 3:21 p.m. and I promised myself that I'll be doing the paper work at 3 p.m. hehehehe... so I guess I should be doing the critical analysis now...

:)

I'm in love!! In love with Orlando Bloom and Tom Welling!!

Bonkers Over Love...

I'm surrounded by people driven crazy by love...

Case 1: Once and Again

Girl loves boy, boy loves girl(?). They got together, they fell apart. 3 years later they got back together. Girl got lost, boy is still the boy she knew. Girl lied to everyone and they always get in a very bad situation. Boy became a bad influence to girl, girl follows boy blindly. Girl left her pampered easy life to be with the boy, boy took her away. Girl suffers, boy suffers. They decided to part, then after a while girl went back to the boy. Girl caused trouble, boy caused trouble. After almost 3 years of being together finally!! They decided to live their lives apart.

Case 2: Unrequited Love

Girl got acquainted with boy, they became friends. Girl and boy communicates constantly. They talk on the phone, chat, and talked some more. Girl fell for boy, boy already has someone special. They continued communicating with each other, girl fell harder. Boy was too sweet, girl got to know more about boy and she fell harder than before. Everywhere girl looks, she see boy. Every man that sought after her, she can't find anyone suitable enough to take boy's place in her heart. They continue to be "friends", in fact they were "like more than just friends". Girl fell harder for boy each day, but boy is already committed. It breaks girl's heart, but she kept on loving him anyways. Then one day communications stopped. Girl tried to live her life without boy. After a year without any communications, girl still longs for boy. Hoping to be with him one day. She suffers, and until now still trying to piece together her broken heart. It's been so difficult for her, and boy still with his special someone... And he keeps on breaking girl's heart without him knowing.

Case3: You and I Against the World.

Girl and boy can't be together. Girl followed her heart with a love that's forbidden by everyone. Girl is too stubborn, she caused a very large crack in their family. Boy left his family, girl eloped with him. Girl was blinded, boy lost his sense of responsibilty. Their relationship is against morality, against chruch's teachings, against what every man in their right mind believes in...

Case 4: Vicious Cycle

Girl definitely crazy in love with boy, boy loves her in return. Girl so stubborn, boy... oh boy!! Girl keeps on hurting. Girl lets herself get hurt over and over again and again and again and again...

Case 5: Love Unfulfilled

Girl liked boy, boy liked girl. Boy courted girl, girl liked him even more. Boy suddenly backed out leaving girl perplexed. Girl heard rumor about him and boy which so noy true. Girl remained silent. Boy moved on.

So you see? people in general goes "coo-coo" in one way or another when they fall in love. There are some who's still in touch with their individuality, who knows what they want and won't sacrifice their own happiness for their love. But there are those who become blind, stubborn, and martyr. I just hope there are lots of people out there truly happy with their significant others

Ü

Soon I'll be out there looking for a job, making money, and living in the so-called 'real world'. For one thing I want to know what is the 'real world? Aren't we in the 'real world'? If not, then in what world are living in now? hehehe... just wondering... But whatever tommorrow brings I know I can make it, because I know I can and I believe in me. I know I'm made for something great, I just need to discover it just yet. Actually I'm thinking of joining an organization or something that helps the community, because I know I'll find the experience worth a million. I'm also planning on going back to school after having a stable job and career. I want to pursue Marine Biology. Yes, the girl who doesn't like the beach nor the sea or whatever vast amount of water and who also happens to hate swimming with the fishes!! And she wants to be a Marine Biologist!! hehehe... Is that a joke you aks? No it's not even though I don't know how to swim. I really wanted to be a Marine Biologist. I really do. Sometimes I think of the possibilities that would have happened if I only pursued Marine Biology or Aeronautics. But no use to that now, I'm a C.A. student and I love it. I really want to be a marine biologist and I hope one day I'll be one. So 'real world' be ready because I'm comming to dominate!! wahaha!!

Matinong post daw request ni Glai...

They say cholates make people feel good, like chicken soup. It's one of those comfort food that you want to have when you feel bad. Odd, but I'm not that fond of chocolates anymore. Unlike few years ago wherein I would love to have a chocolate each day. Especially chocolates with almonds. I don't know when I started losing interest with chocolates, actually, I've lost my interest with all kinds of sweets. I wonder where my sweet tooth went? On vacation I guess... hehehe...

ranting

I always find myself walking in and out of this hole. In and out, in and out and back again.

*sigh*

Look how time flies faster than anyone could imagine. It's like one minute you're trying to learn the ABC's and the next thing you knew you're surrounded with blinding light of aging and maturity. Though maturity doesn't neccessarily comes as aging every year. It's really weird though, now that you're older, you keep on wanting things like the way they used to be when you were little. Simple and free. Simple and free. When did things started to get complicated anyway? Why can't things stay the way you wanted them to be? Everything's in flux. There's no stopping it. You can stall it though. But still... *sigh* Nostalgia is such a good friend... you welcome every time it visits you but leaves you frustrated and logning for something.

*I'm just ranting here don't mind me...*

Argh!! part 2

Red blotches...

Red blotches...

Red blotches...

Damn alcoholic beverages... damn allergies... damn!! damn!! damn!!

Okay, so I thought it'll go away after one day. But no!! These icky-yucky red blotches decided to stay for a while!! This is what I get from having a good night out. Oh my grrrr... it's all over me and it's so itchy, itchy, itchy!! And have I already mentioned that it's itchy?! Well if not, it's so damn itchy!! After this whole ordeal I'm sure I'll have stretch marks all over my body. If not, then bruises!! Argh!! This is torture!!

Argh!!

Never again will I ever drink any alcoholic beverages!! As in never again!! But with the exception of Red Wine. I can drink a bottle of Red Wine without feeling dizzy or tipsy, other than that, is banned on my never again list. Ofcourse drinking with friends is fun, but the feeling after you've consume several bottles is really bad!! As in it's the worst feeling I've ever encounter. The dizziness I can handle, but the hyper acidity, allergies and nausea wah!! It's the worst feelingever!! As in!! argh!! I feel like vomiting again... Excuse me...

Bummer

Papara-pacquiao...

Who wouldn't recognize that tune from a very famous fast food chain? And who wouldn't recognize the man from that commercial? Apparently most people know him, except from those who lives far away without electricity or any form of communication with civilization.

Pacquiao is our country's pride. He gave joy to his country men when he won against Morales. He's a hero for many people. But come on!! Too much of him is becoming so annoying. Where ever you look, you see him. In TV ads, print ads, TV shows etc. From fast food ad to socks ad and now a videoke mic? What in the name of good graces is happening to this world? He's being over sensationalize!! But I can't blame anyone for doing so. He did made our country proud. And now I'm hearing another one of his ads!! Oh!! the Horror!!

Books... books... books...

Books i intend to read:

Lovely Bones by Alice Sebold
The Catcher in the Rye by J.D. Salinger
The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time by Mark Haddon
Sybil by Flora Rheta Schreiber
The Mermaid Chair by Sue Monk Kidd
The Twelfth Angel by Og Mandino
100 Years of Solitude by Gabriel Garcia Marquez
Orange Girl by Jostein Gaarder
The Bridges Over Madison County By Robert James Waller
The God of Small Things by Arundhati Roy
11 Minutes, The Alchemist, Veronika Decides to Die by Paulo Coelho

Pakikipagsapalaran sa MRT Part 2: Sigawan

8:00 a.m. Rush hour...

8:30 a.m. Siksikan

Lumagpas ng ng 1 second ang 8:30 super siksikan na yan.

Last monday late ako sa OJT. Sa pangatlong train na dumating pa ako nakasakay sa MRT... grabe talaga!! siksikan!! tapos pagdating sa may Cubao station grabe kulang na lang arena at refree subtukan na!! Wahahahaha!! Doon kasi ako sa dulo pumunta di don sa entrance bago ung sa may dulo. Eh di yun nga asa may Cubao station na kame... grabe and daming tao. Siksik kung siksik sila tapos eh halos wala nang space grabe biglang nagkaroon ng commotion!! Wahahahahahaha!! nagsigawan yung mga tao sa kasi nagkatulakan ata tpos eh di ang ingay ingay na kasi nga yung iba pang 6 train na nila yun tapos di pa rin sila nakasakay... Wahahahahahaha!! nag-aaway na nga yung iba tapos yung iba sigawan kung sigawan di may sumingit na Egnr. nung una binara pa siya nung isang pasahero tpos nung sinabi nya na Egnr. sya eh di tumahimik yung mga tao... Tapos explain explain sya tungkol sa capacity ng train at safety ng mga pasahero yun nagsitahimik din yung mga tao... Wahahahahahaha!! Iba talaga ang MRT!! Wahahahahahaha!!

Pakikipagsapalaran sa MRT Part 1

Naramdaman mo na ba minsan sa iyong buhay ang pagnanais na sakalin ang isang taong malakinghadlang? Ako? Oo!! Araw-araw!! sa iba't ibang tao!! Oo!! kahit 'di ko sila kakilala gusto ko sila sakalin!! Sa araw-araw ba naman, sa dami-dami ng mga tao laging my mga naiiba na wala talaga sa isip nila yung ibang mga tao. Napansin niyo ba na my mga tao na parang 'statue'? Oo!! Statue. Yung tipong nakatayo lang walang pakialam kahit nakaharang sila sa daanan... Para sa mga taong sumasakay ng MRT na umaabot hanggang Taft pansinin nyo pagdating s Buendia station na kung saan ay marami na ang bumababa at susunod na ang Ayala Station ay may mga tao pa ing nakatayo. My mga nakawak sa sefety hand rails, s post at yung iba eh feeling reyna ng balance eh nakatayo lang s ginta, nakaharang sa pintuan. Ayan Ayala Station na... syempre sobrang dami din ang bumababa sa station na yon. Pansinin niyo laging may pasaway na ang sarap hilaiin ng buhok at sakalin kasi nakaharang sa daanan. Walang pakielam. Yun yung tamang words para i-describe yung mga tao na yun. Grabe ang sarap nila itulak palabas ng pintuan. Pano kami makakalabas kung nakaharang siya sa gitna ng daanan? Hay!! grabe talaga napaka-insensitive sa ibang tao!! Kung yung mga taong ganon kaya eh harangan ko din tignan ko lang kung di sila maasar...

MRT

Abangan ang mga kagilagilalas na pakikipag sapalaran ni Len-Len sa pagsakay sa MRT araw-araw, sa pagsusumukap na makarating sa OJT niya ng maaga at umiwas sa traffic ng rush hour...


ABANGAN...

wala lang

sagutin lamang ng mga katagang:
>>kaya ko
>>kakayanin ko
>>nagawa ko na
>>hindi ko kaya

can you..

[pet a snake]
Kaya ko!! ilang beses na ko nakahawak ng snake sa manila zoo

[spend a week in an empty room]
Hindi ko kaya... wahahahaha!!

[ride in a hot-air balloon]
kayang kaya ko

[sky dive]
kayang kaya ko

[sing in front of a huge audience]
kakayanin ko... wahahahahaha!! pro cla kya kayanin ang boses ko? bwahahahaha!!

[scuba dive]
kayang kaya ko... pero sana matuto ako lumangoy bwahahahaha!!

[seat in the front seat of a roller coaster]
kaya ko wahahahahaha!!

[deliver a baby]
hindi ko kaya...

[swim across the amazon river]
hindi ko kaya... hello ang dangerous kaya non...

[change careers]
kaya ko

[disappear for a long period of time]
kaya ko

[walk through the forest alone at night]
kaya ko basta my trail at flashlight...

[join a space mission]
kaya ko

[tell everyone what you honestly think of them]
kaya ko

[call off your wedding]
kaya ko

[walk naked through new york during rush hour]
hindi ko kaya

[wall up to mike tyson and call him a girl]
kaya ko basta napapaligiran ako ng mga guards wahahahaha!!

[disarm a bomb]
hindi ko kaya

[clean the outside windows of a skyscraper]
kaya ko

[draw a moustache on the mona lisa with a
permanent marker]
kaya ko

[go on tour with elvis]
sinong elvis?

[go swimming during a thunderstorm]
hindi ko kaya

[perform surgery on your bestfriend]
hindi ko kaya

Anne

I'm really easily affected with what I read. I just finished reading "Anne of Avonlea" and now I'm currently reading "Anne of the Island". I'm almost half through kaya lang nasaktan ako sa ginawa ni Anne kay Gilbert and I can't bear to read the next chapters kasi parang ako yung nasaktan para kay Gilbert. Even though I know na sila din in the end, no muna... Pag 'di na ko naaasar sa ginawa ni Anne tsaka ko na lang siya babasahin ulit... hay... tsaka mangiyakngiyak talaga ako nung nabasa ko na wala na si Ruby Gillis... hay... Sa ngayon papalipasain ko muna ang sama ng loob ko kay Anne...

It's 1:19 pm

I have been branded as man hater, allergic to boys and so on and so forth. But for the nth time, I'm not a man hater nor allergic to boys as what my tita's would often say everytime the topic about boys would pop out. And for those crazy relatives and other people that is bothering/asking me about 'boyfriend' let me straight the record for once, I have no plans of having a boyfriend or being in a relationship yet. Why? Here are some reasons why:

1. Freedom

I love my freedom so much. I can't give it up at the moment.

2. I'm fickle minded

Lets just say I easily get distracted though I'm a very loyal person. It's just that I change my mind quickly.

3. Being in a relationship is expensive

Expensive, expensive, expensive. Enough said...

4. Problems

Being in a relationship means encountering several kinds of problems and I don't want that. I don't want an extra baggage.

5. I'm not GF material.

I'm not affectionate, patient and I'm so impulsive. Plus, I'm not the serious type of person.


Those are some reasons why though I'm not closing any doors with that matter. I just really can't see myself being with someone at the moment. What I really really need is a slave that will do my every bidding.

About Anime's

Anime characters that I hate the most:

1. Sakura (Naruto)

You know the girl with a large forehead that two foehead protectors can fit, pink hair, and apple green eyes. Sorry to all her fans out there but she's just so annoying!! Not to mention that she's a schizophrenic with multiple personality disorder, she's also bipolar by the way. She's so obsess with Sasuke!! Goodness!! It took her so long to finally stand up on her own. Grrrr...

2. Sasuke (Naruto)

So another one from Naruto. I know there are lots of people who would throw rotten tomatoes at me because this little Sasuke have lots and lots of lovers/fans out there. And I personally know some of them. So anyways, here's another character with obsession: 'revenge, power and more revenge'. His obsession led him staright right to Orochimaru's arms. Oh!! I have a theory about Orochimaru's obsession with Sasuke, but this is not about Orochimaru, it's about Sasuke. So when the day that he gets his sweet revenge, that's the day that he'll die or whatever. He'll lose his purpose in his boring life and then what next? Nothing na di ba?

3. Honey Honey a.k.a. Princess Amaria (Honey Honey)

Another annoying character who's delusional. She said that Lily her cat is her sibling. She's so noisy and all she do is scream!! Scream at everyone. Goodness I hope I never see more of her.

4. Kenshin (Rurouni Kenshin)

You ask why Kenshin? Simple, He's a bastard. Yes a bastard, asshole, jerk!! He's so stuck up with his past, not to mention he has this messianic tendency. So what about the messianic tendency? Let's make it simple, he thinks he can save everyone by the use of his sword. I can't blame him though for feeling that way. Well on another note, I believe he never really loved Kaoru he cares for her, yes, in fact he's very fond of her. But love, no. Even though he married her and had a child with her it doesn't mean that he really loved her. Well ok, lets just say that he did loved her, but not strong enough for him to give up his past. You don't marry someone and had a child then leave just because your past is haunting you again? That's lame excuse. So anyways, I don't think he deserve the way he ended. Come on, he's aman that lived by the sword, they should have given him an honorable end by the use of the sword.

5. Christine (UFO Baby)

Another pink haired character that has a crush with Kanata, the main boy character from the anime. And every time she sees him with another girl or Kanata and Miyu on a compromnising situation she explode!! She'll suddenly have this super strength that will allow her to break, lift and move large heavy things. She's just one of the many anime character that is obsess over something or someone.

6. Orochimaru (Naruto)

I swear Orochimaru's gay!! He's obsess with Sasuke and he wants to use his body!! And have you noticed that almost everyone around him are men? wahahahahaha!! I have nothing against gay people. In fact I love them!! But Orochimaru's one gay man that has mean intentions on his fellow men. So there's my theory about Orochimaru.

7. Vegeta (Dragon Ball Z)

He's always been envious about Son Goku. Enough said.

8. Seravi (Akazukin Cha-Cha)

A green haired man who talks to himself. Okay, so here's anothercharacter that has an obsession. He's obsess with Dorothy!! The blonde Dorothy!! What's with the hair anyway? Red ahired or blonde, Dorothy is still Dorothy.

9. Miaka (Fushigi Yuugi)

Goodness I almost forgot Miaka!! wahahahahaha!! So anyways, she's so arrgghhh!! She has so many men. Why are they so attracted to her anyway? I myself prefer the blonde girl *forgot her name* over Miaka.

10. Judy (Daddy Long Legs)

Annoying. Don't really like her.


All written above are just my opinion. If you don't agree fine. Those are just few of the anime characters that I hate or dislike. I just forgotten the other anime characters that I dislike so anyways, moving on...


Qualities that most heroine, anime character possess:

1. Clumsy
2. Dense
3. Well loved by most people around her
4. Aloof
5. Mysterious
6. Always caring and giving
7. Strong and brave on his/her own way
8. He/she can achieve anything because of her fighting spirit
9. Always gets into trouble
10. Most of the male character likes her

The stated above are just my observations. A lead character may possess one or two of the qualities.

So there I'll post a part two on this when I have the time. I forgotten some things that I was suppose to post hehehehehehehe...

OI!! wag magagalit yung mga fans ng mga anime character na na mention above ha... Para masaya mag didisclaimer ako... I don't own any of the anime or characters above. wahahahahaha!!

Can't Get Over This!! ARRRGGHHH!!

It's been two years since the Barbie and Ken break-up, they're dolls I know!! They're made of plastic, they're not real people so why would anyone care if they decided to go to splitsville? Well, probably someone do care and guess who it is... no it's not the president of whatever country that is, and it's not your crush either, it's no other but... of course me... I don't know why but I feel betrayed when they went on their seperate ways. After 43 years of being inseperable, 43 years of being the the best fashion doll couples in the world, all those years went down the drain. I can't even bare to watch Barbie's other movies since their break-up. I don't know why I feel that way. Maybe it's beacause I grew up seeing Barbie and Ken together and their break-up shattered my dream ever since I was a little kid that someday, somehow they'll tie the knot. But they say that the break-up was caused by Ken's lack in interest in getting married. Some say that it's because Barbie found a new love interest in an Australian surfer. What ever the reason is, I still can't let go of Barbie-Ken days... Since I was little it was them. If Barbie will come out with cowboy suit, Ken will also have a cowboy suit. Well anyways, mayybe someday I'll learn to accept that there's no Barbie and Ken anymore. Right now I don't like anything that has to do with Barbie... They broke my heart...

Happy birthday!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAYMIE YSABEL M. DALISAY!! woohoo!! VENTE AÑos ka na!! wahahahahahaha!!

Para kay Pinky

You Are Mint Green

Balanced and calm, you have mastered the philosophy of living well. Your friends seek you out for support, and you are able to bring stability to chaotic situations. You're very open and cheerful - and you feel like you have a lot of freedom in life. Your future may hold any number of exciting things, and you're ready for all of them!

What Color Green Are You?

You Are 60% Open Minded

You are a very open minded person, but you're also well grounded. Tolerant and flexible, you appreciate most lifestyles and viewpoints. But you also know where you stand firm, and you can draw that line. You're open to considering every possibility - but in the end, you stand true to yourself.

How Open Minded Are You?

You Belong in Amsterdam

A little old fashioned, a little modern - you're the best of both worlds. And so is Amsterdam. Whether you want to be a squatter graffiti artist or a great novelist, Amsterdam has all that you want in Europe (in one small city).

What European City Do You Belong In?

Your True Love Is a Capricorn

Why you'll love a Capricorn: Hard working and driven, a Capricorn will work overtime to win your heart. Be prepared to get wined and dined, even once you're convince that your Capricorn is the one! Why a Capricorn will love you: You don't rush things. You know it will take a while for a Capricorn to trust you, and you can wait. Social and outgoing, you can introduce normally shy Capricorn to a great circle of friends.

What Sign Is Your True Love?

You Should Be a Film Writer

You don't just create compelling stories, you see them as clearly as a movie in your mind. You have a knack for details and dialogue. You can really make a character come to life. Chances are, you enjoy creating all types of stories. The joy is in the storytelling. And nothing would please you more than millions of people seeing your story on the big screen!

What Type of Writer Should You Be?

You Are Coke

A true original and classic, you represent the best of everything you can offer. Just the right amount of sweet, just the right amount of energy... you're the life of the party. Your best soda match: Mountain Dew Stay away from:Dr Pepper

What Kind of Soda Are You?

Your Life Path Number is 9

Your purpose in life is to make the world better You are very socially conscious and a total idealist. You think there are many things wrong with the world, and you want to fix them. You have a big idea of how to world could be, and you'll sacrifice almost anything to work towards this dream. In love, you can easily see the beauty in someone else. And you never cling too tightly. You are capable of great love, but it's hard for you to focus your love on one person or relationship. You have a lot of outward focus, and you tend to blame the world for your failures. You are often disappointed by the realities of life - it's hard for you to accept the shortcomings of the world.

What Is Your Life Path Number?

RENT

Me and Amz went to see this movie entitled RENT at G4 today. The movie was orginally a broadway rock musical about down town New York, with colorful characters dealing with life, love, relationships, sexuality and AIDS. The movie was so great!! Though I almost laugh out loud at the last scene where Mimi was on the brink of saying bye-bye to the world. I swear I could imagine her suddenly opening her eyes then she will say ooopppssss... wait lang andito pa ko... hahahahahaha!! somewhat like what would happen in typical Filipino comedy movies, you know what I mean. So anyways, I love Angel's character the best talaga!! hahahahahahaha!!

It's 1:10 in the morning

Feeling sawi nanaman ako. I don't know why I feel that way at the moment. Sometimes I would suddenly feel lonely and sad but then again I don't know why. I remember when I was in GS I would always tell Mean over the phone that I'm lonely. So nayways, there's really noting to be sad about at the moment but I wish I didn't let go of something that's been under my nose all this time. Now I regret it. So that's the reason why I feel sad hehehehehehe... sawi pala... hehehehehehehe... But I'm still looking forward that I didn't messed things up.

So anyways, lets move on to brighter stuffs ok? hehehehehehehe... Labidabs is such a spoiler... hehehehehehehe... I know that Sam Soon and Cyrus will end up together, but I didn't expect them to have a triplets... hehehehehehehe... Labidabs thanks sa extra info about KSS. hehehehehehehe...

Note: Pansisnin nyo n Labidabs na ang gamit ni Len-Len at di n mode er... median pla... ay mode pla... kasi nalilito na ako ngaun sa dalawa hahahahahahahaha!!