Things...

I can't help but be saddened at how things turned out to be.

This year... well... it didn't turned out that great. It was a hard year. There are more disappointing things that had happened than things I can be happy about. So many problems, heartaches and more problems, I had experienced in just one year. Life's getting tougher by the second, every decision made may as well be a make or break, life changing choice, a wrong move can make everything crumble into pieces. Things didn't turned out to be as wonderful as the past years.

So many things I wish I didn't do. So many things I wish I did. So many regrets and tears unshed. So many dreams yet to achieve.

This year I learned that life isn't always as colorful as I always thought it was. There are grey spots and sometimes you have to see things in black and white to fully understand them.

I want to believe that everything will turn out just fine. That every cloud has its silver lining. That there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. I want to be optimistic like I always do.

So next year... lets just see how things will turn to be. I don't want to expect things to be better. I want action!! Expecting won't lead me to places I want to be. I'll make sure that I get what I want. And I'll work for it... hard...

two post in one day...

hehehehehehe... wala lang... kasi I was washing the dishes ( i hate washing dishes...) the my brother switched the channel to studio 23 tamang-tama... barkada trip... I love watching barkada trip... cute characters with so kulit personalities... hehehehehehe... so un nga... when I heard the na barkada trip ung palabas... I stopped washing the dishes and watched TV hehehehehehehe... I really really love barkada trip!! iiwanan ko lhat ng gngwa ko pag nririnig kong barkada trip ung pinapalabas sa studio 23 hehehehehehehehehe... At crush ko nga pla si Bok... nyahahahahahaha!! Oh!! and I want a shirt of barkada trip!! does anybody know kung saan mkkbili non? ;p

Madaling araw na at di pa ako inaantok...

Last monday me, Ging and Glai went to Guadalupe to watch a fund raising religious concert. Glai's friends which happened to be twins, sung in that concert. It was a good show with music and drama, plus may raffle draw pa... nyahahahahaha!! Glaiza even won the grand prize. She really wants to win a prize and God heard her prayer. Swerte talaga!!It was so much fun spending time with them. Kwentuhan galore 'to!! bwahahahaha!! The concert started at around 8 pm so medyo guton na kame... We didn't finish the concert kasi nga nagrereklamo na mga sikmura namen... We left the show at around 9 pm, then we went to baywalk to eat. Pero grabe ha!! after 10 years bago kame nakakain... Around 11 na ng mag dinner kame. Nalipasan na ng gutom si Ging yun nabigla tuloy ung sikmura nya ng kumain sya... Pero one of the waiter asked for Ging's cell #... ASIM kasi!! bwahahahahaha!! It's really such a wonderful night tpos madaling araw na kme nakauwi... Glai slept over at Ging's place kasi nga late na... hehehehehehehe...

MMFF Movies...

Movie entries I wanna watch this coming MMFF:

Shake Rattle and Roll <---- waited so long for another S.R.R. movie... nyahahahahaha!!

Ako Lrgal Wife <----- trailer's so funny!!

Blue Moon <----- wala lang... nag-iisa lang kasi syang drama eh... puro comedy at fantasy at horror palabas eh... nyahahahahaha!!

Things...

Remorse... no...
Regret... maybe...
Sad... every time I think about it, yes...
It's slowly slipping off my grasp...
And I'm not doing anything to stop it...
It's a mistake on my part I know...
I didn't do anything...
I just stood there watching evrything, slowly fading away...
Losing things along the way...
Hoping that one day it'll all come back...
But I know that's just wishful thinking...
I'm really lost right now...
Don't really know where to go...
I miss the way it used to be...
I really do...
God please help me... Guide me... Help me...
I want to believe everything will work out just fine...
I know you're there... always there and so patient...

B.O.(and it's not body odor)

hehehehehehe... may nakita ako sa net stainless longanisa bago ba yung buk ni Bob Ong? last n nakita ko sa nat'l eh ung alamat ng gubat... hehehehehehe... kakaaliw ung mga books ni B.O. kaya sna kung out na ang stainless longanisa eh may magbigay sken non at happy happy na... nyahahahahaha!!

pasko na

Pasko na!! nyahahahahaha!! wala lang...

sbsfdkvdshfvd

After 2 days I'm still sulking over what happened in Pol Dy... What is Pol Dy you ask? well it's one hell of a subject that requires time and so much effort. It's basically about politics and the likes... so why am I sulking you ask? well... excuse me for awhile... (len-len goes inside their bedroom and screamed!!!) ok... now that i've let that out... lets just say this... I was supossedly done with the recitation!! but what?! NO!!!... I still have to aaarrrggghhh!!! so next week I have to read our readings in Filipino subject, not to mention a test in my oh so easy subject Pol dy plus 2 more very long readings and don't forget I still need to review our previous readings about democracy and democratization... arrrggghhh!! This is all aaarrrggghhh!! fault!!

Well It's not that I hate Pol Dy... actually I don't find our readings boring and too hard to understand... the readings are actually better than the ones given to us back in 1st year, PGC(Philippine Gov't and Constitution)subject. So arrrggghhh!! I really need all the divine intervention up there... God help us all... help us survive pol dy please....

me llamo es...

Names I go by:

Merlynnjer
Merlynn
Len-Len or simply Len
Lelen
Merlai
Merlalu
Pulenleng
Merl

School... is... torture...

SHIT!!

School work's SHIT!!

Political Dynamics drained out my brain juices...

Now my brain can't process information I need...

I'm having a hard time memorizing my lines for the skit...

At the moment I can't understand anything about our Filipino subject...

I'm starting to lose it...

AAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

As long as there are tests and school works in school there will be prayer in schools...

AAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

I'm so toxic at the moment...

AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

magpapasko na!!

Sa tingin mo, ilang days na lang bago mag-Pasko?
~~~ cguro mga 20+ days pa... ~~~

Ano ang feeling mo at malapit na ang Pasko?
~~~ christmasy? hahahahahahahahahaha!! ~~~

Sino nasa Christmas gift list mo ngayon?
~~~ cno nga ba? ~~~

May natanggal ba sa Christmas gift list mo?
~~~ wla... wla p ako christmas gift list... ~~~

Define Christmas in 5 or less words
~~~ er... happy... ~~~

What do you expect pag nag-December na?
~~~ malamig ang simoy ng hangin... lalalalalalala... ~~~

May decor na ba yung bahay nyo?
~~~ wla!! ~~~

Naniniwala ka ba kay Santa?
~~~ hahahahahahahaha!! bakit hindi!! ~~~

Kabisado mo ba yung names ng reindeers ni
Santa?
~~~ nope... ~~~

Kabisado mo ba yung gifts sa kantang 12 days of
Christmas?
~~~ yes!! ~~~

Nag- Christmas shopping ka na ba?
~~~ medyo... hahahahahahahahahaha!! ~~~

Ano gusto mong matanggap this Christmas?
~~~ money... lots and lots of money!! bags!! ~~~

Anong ayaw mong matanggap?
~~~ pillow... figurine... mug... ~~~

Kuripot ka ba when it comes to gift-giving?
~~~ di masyado... ~~~

May nagca-caroling na ba sa inyo?
~~~ oo meron na... ~~~

Nangangaroling ka ba pag December?
~~~ dati nung mas bata pa ako... ~~~

Ever experienced snow?
~~~ di pa... ~~~

Kelan mo naramdaman ang Christmas spirit?
~~~ hahahahahahahahaha!! pag december na... ~~~

Dec. 25 to you means...
~~~ christmas day... ~~~

Fave foods pag Christmas
~~~ pasta... un lng... ~~~

Have you been naughty or nice this year?
~~~ both!! bwahahahahahaha!! ~~~

Line mo pag manghihingi ng aginaldo...
~~~ pera na lang... ~~~

Dream place mo for celebrating Christmas?
~~~ north pole... hahanapin ko si santa at mga reindeers nya!! ~~~

Who do you want to be with this Christmas?
~~~ everyone!! ~~~

Christmas wish?
~~~ ******* ~~~

ARGGGHHH!!!

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Randomness

i guess i've been bad...

i'm guilty...

i should have been more understanding...

but i won't be too giving na...

sorry...

you should know by now...

na, i lack the virtue of patience...

though i try to be patient...

i really do...

BEING AN OLDIE...

Oldie...

that's what MEAN and MODE call me...

an Oldie...

no i'm not old as in old but Oldie daw kasi i love drinking coffee... tpos may curfew pa... san ka pa?! bwahahahahahahaha!! <---- nakuha ko yang evil laugh kay MEAN... hehehehehehehe... so anyweiz... i guess i'm an Oldie in a way... i love old filipino movies... from the sampaguita pictures to the tito, vic and joey trio... i like old stuffs not antiques though... from old movies to old songs even clothes!! i love vintage clothings... it's so classy for me...

So yeah...

I guess i'm an Oldie...

hehehehehehehe...

oi MEAN,MODE Gayuma na tayo!! hahahahahahahahahaha!!

library... bored again... names... names... names...

Your French Name is:

Adrienne St. Marie

What's Your French Name?

Your Sexy Brazilian Name is:

Alessandra Otelo

What's Your Sexy Brazilian Name?

Your Japanese Name Is...

Misaki Kimura

What's your Japanese Name?

Your Irish Name Is...

Michaela O'Doherty

What's your Irish Name?

Obviously bored...

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Final Fantasy: Advent Children

I'm so not over yet with FF7 Advent Children... here are some quotes from the movie enjoy!!

• Sepiroth: I won't become a memory



• Yuffie Kisaragi: Who's been messin' with my materia?



• (In a flower field Cloud back-to-back with Aeris)
  Cloud: I think I want to be forgiven...
  Aeris: By whom?



• Cloud: Can sin be forgiven?
  Vincent: I've never tried it...
  Cloud: Tried it?



• Aeris: You came even though you were about to break



• Tifa: I understand, even if we find the children, there might be nothing we can do. That's what you'reafraid of right?



• Vincent: Geostigma, is what happens when the body over compensates for its unwelcome guest



• Aeris: Why can't you forgive yourself?



• Sepiroth: Kneel, and show me your figrue, begging for forgiveness



• Sepiroth: Shall I send you dispair?

hehehehe... well what can I say I'm so hooked up with FF7 A.C.

Of get-togethers and coffee...

Yesterday's word of the day:

WALAGI

It's a combination of palagi and wala... hahahahaha!! We were going to take pictures of ourselves that's why Ariane asked me if I have a comb, and I was texting someone about something na may palagi ang reply... I looked at her and said walagi... hehehehehe...

It's super nice to be with my super friends again a.k.a. kumags hehehehehe... miss them so much!! But even though we don't see each other regularly and talk or text each other that often it's as if we've only seen each other a while ago and nothing has change always the same... hehehehehe... and I'm looking forward for our next get-together whenever that is... *grin*

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They want me to stop drinking coffee!! aaaahhhh!! don't they know that a morning without coffee is sleep!!?? and a decaf coffee is not coffee at all?! I love coffee I've been drinking it everyday since I was little... *hmmm... now you know why i'm super nerbyosa!! hahahaha!!* My best friend and Luvs call me "Oldie" because I drink coffee... hehehehehehe... *median... median... meadian... merlynniasis...* Coffee jump start my day and it's my energy drink hehehehehe... my best friend forwarded a funny text message about coffee and milk and it goes like this:

HEALTH ADVISORY:

Ang kape ay pangpanerbyos , samantalang ang gatas ay pampalakas. Kaya huwag uminon ng kapeng may gatas dahil ito'y pampalakas ng nerbyos!!

hahahahaha!! good thing I don't put anything in my coffee except sugar... hehehehe...

So this "Oldie" affected with merlynniasis* who's also a median* will keep on drinking coffee!! hehehehehehe...

Walang magawa...

Your Personality Is

Rational (NT) You are both logical and creative. You are full of ideas. You are so rational that you analyze everything. This drives people a little crazy! Intelligence is important to you. You always like to be around smart people. In fact, you're often a little short with people who don't impress you mentally. You seem distant to some - but it's usually because you're deep in thought. Those who understand you best are fellow Rationals. In love, you tend to approach things with logic. You seek a compatible mate - who is also very intelligent. At work, you tend to gravitate toward idea building careers - like programming, medicine, or academia. With others, you are very honest and direct. People often can't take your criticism well. As far as your looks go, you're coasting on what you were born with. You think fashion is silly. On weekends, you spend most of your time thinking, experimenting with new ideas, or learning new things.

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