Movie Lines...

Got this again from a forwarded email...

Dear Catherine, I'm sorry I haven't talked to you in so long. I feel
I've been lost. No bearings, no compass. I kept crashing into things,
a little crazy I guess. I've never been lost before. You were my true
north. I could always steer for home when you were my home. Forgive
me for being so angry when you left. I still think some mistake's
been made and I'm waiting for God to take it back. But I'm doing
better now. The work helps me. Most of all, you help me. You came
into my dream last night with that smile of yours that always held me
like a lover, rocked me like a child. All I remember from the dream
is a feeling of peace. I woke up with that feeling and tried to keep
it alive as long as I could. I'm writing to tell you that I'm on a
journey toward that peace. And to tell you I'm sorry about so many
things. I'm sorry I didn't take better care of you so that you never
spent one minute being cold or scared or sick. I'm sorry I didn't try
harder to find the words to tell you what I
was feeling. I'm sorry I never fixed the screen door. I fixed it
now. I'm sorry I ever fought with you. I'm sorry I didn't apologize
more. I was too proud. I'm sorry I didn't bring you more compliments
on everything you wore and every way you fixed your hair. I'm sorry I
didn't hold on to you with so much strength that even God couldn't
pull you away. All my love. G.
--- MESSAGE IN A BOTTLE


"The only
feeling of real loss is when you love someone, more than you love
yourself." --- GOOD WILL HUNTING

"I love that you get cold when its
71 degrees out. I love that it takes you an hour and a half to order
a sandwich. I love that you get a little crinkle in your nose when
you're looking at me like i'm nuts. I love that after i spend a day
with you, i can still smell your perfume on my clothes. and i love
that you are the last person i want to talk to before i go to sleep
at night. and it's not because i'm lonely, and it's not because it's
new Year's eve. i came here tonight because when
you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody,
you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible."
---WHEN HARRY MET SALLY

When you love someone, And you love them with
your heart, It never disappears when you're apart. When you love
someone And you've done all you can do, You set them free. And if
that love was true, When you love someone It will all come back to
you
--- FORGET PARIS


You cannot find true love where it does not
truly exist. And you cannot hide it where it truly does.

--- KISSING A FOOL

I created my very own first breakup rule: Destroy all pictures
where he looks sexy and you look happy. Breakup rule No. 2: Until
emotionally stabilized, enter no stores. Breakup rule No. 3: Never
stop thinking about him, even for a moment. because that's the moment
he'll appear. And finally, the most important breakup rule: No matter
who broke your heart or how long it takes to heal, you'll never get
through it without your friends.

--- Carrie, from the sitcom SEX AND THE CITY

" i miss you so much it hurts"
--- SLEEPLESS IN SEATTLE

"Half my days i cannot bear not to touch you, the rest of
the time i feel it doesn't matter if i ever see you again. It isn't
the mortality, it is how much you can bear....."

--- THE ENGLISH PATIENT


Do you believe in love? I bet you don't, you're probably too
sensible for that. Have you ever seen someone and you know that if
only that person really know you, they'd dump the perfect model they
were with and realize that you are the one they want to grow old
with? Have you ever fallen in love with someone you've never talked
to? Have you ever been so alone you spent the night confusing a guy
in a coma? --- WHILE YOU WERE SLEEPING

"anything less than mad, passionate, extraordinary love is a waste of
your time. there are too many mediocre things in life to deal with
and love shouldn't be one of them."

--- A DREAM FOR AN INSOMNIAC

"i'm here to love you, to hold you in my arms and to protect you. i'm here
to learn from you and to receive your love in return. i'm here coz
there's no other place to be."

--- MESSAGE IN A BOTTLE


"Me? I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I saw, of what I did, of who
I am. And most of all, I'm scared of walking out of this room and
never feeling the rest of my whole life the way I feel when I'm with
you." --- DIRTY DANCING

"When you kiss someone, everything around you
becomes hazy... and the only thing in focus is you and this person...
And you realize that this person is the only person you should be
kissing for the rest of your life... And for one moment, you get,
this amazing gift... And you wanna laugh and ou wanna cry... Cuz you
feel so lucky that you've found it and so
scared that it'll go away all at the same time..."
--- NEVER BEEN KISSED


"It's funny how we set qualifications for the right person to
love while at the back of our minds we know that the person we trully
love will always be an exception"

--- Ally McBeal

"how can you assume to be friends with someone when all you think about when you look at him is how much more you really want?"
---joey, DAWSON'S CREEK

if two people love each other, but just cant seem to put things together,
when would that point be.. when one would say enough is enough?
NEVER. --- THE MEXICAN


"So this is love...so this is what makes life
divine. I'm all-aglow, and now I know. The key to all heaven is mine.
My heart has wings, and I can fly. I'll touch every star in the sky.
So this is the miracle, that I've been dreaming of... So this is
love." --- CINDERELLA

Don't you understand? That everything I do, I
do for you? Anything that might be special in me...is you.
--- GREAT EXPECTATIONS

One day, you look at the person
and see more than you did the day before, like a switch was
flickered somewhere. And the person who was just a friend is suddenly
the only person you can imagine yourself with. --- Xfiles (series) I
feel like the best version of myself when i'm with you... and that
makes me doubt everything else.
--- KEEPING THE FAITH

Is it possible to be just friends with someone i have these sort of non-moderate
feelings for?... Or am I doomed forever to just be in love and
ultimately significantly hurt?

---- Felicity


"There are some people
who meet that somebody that they can never stop loving, no matter how
hard they try. I wouldn't expect you to understand that, or even
believe it, but trust me, there are some love that don't go away. And
maybe that makes them crazy, but we should all be lucky to end up
with that somebody who has a little of that insanity. Somebody who
never lets go. Somebody who cherishes you forever." --- Ally Mc Beal


Josie Geller: Sometime you'll kiss someone and know that's the person
you're supposed to kiss for the rest of your life.

--- NEVER BEEN KISSED


The only wrong thing would be to deny what your heart truly
feels. --- THE MASK OF ZORRO

You will see a lot of things, But they will mean nothing to you If you lose sight of the one you love. --- AT FIRST SIGHT

If you love someone you say it... you say it right
then, out loud... or the moment just... passes you by.

--- MY BEST FRIEND'S WEDDING


I would rather have had One breath of her hair, One
kiss from her mouth, One touch of her hand, Than an eternity without
it... --- CITY OF ANGELS


You will be doing anything For the one you
love... Except love them again. --- FAITHFUL


Fate exists but it can only take you so far, Because once you're there It's up to you to make it happen. --- CAN'T HARDLY WAIT

When you've found that person you want to spend the rest of ur life with, you want the rest of ur life to begin right away." --- When Harry Met Sally


"Sometimes when you hold out for everything, you walk away
with nothing." --- Ally McBeal

I hate the way you talk to me And the
way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car. I hate it
when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots And the way you
read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick -- It even makes me
rhyme. I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie. I
hate it when you make me laugh -- Even worse when you make me cry. I
hate it that you're not around And the fact that you didn't call. But
mostly I hate the way I don't hate you -- Not even close, not even a
little bit, not any at all. --- Kat Startford (10 Things I Hate About
You)


"if two people are meant for each other, it doesnt mean that
they are meant for each other NOW." --- pacey whitter "DAWSON'S
CREEK"


Lois: You know, if somebody had asked me three days ago who
the one person in the world I admired most was, I'd have said you.
But, without really knowing what that meant.
Without understanding that the hardest thing about being you is all
the things you can't do. All the cries for help that you can't
answer, and how that quietly tears you apart. But it never stops you.
And after living a little of that myself, I realized
something...something I never thought was possible.
Clark: What?
Lois: I love you more. More than I ever have and more than I ever
thought I could love anyone, and so, I wanna ask ... Will you marry
me? --- LOIS AND CLARK


I know it's a cornball thing, but love is
passion,obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start
with that, what are you going to end up with? I say fall head over
heels. Find someone you love like crazy and who'll love you the same
way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to
your heart... Run the risk, if you get hurt, you'll come back.
Because the truth is, there is no sense living your life without
this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love -- well, you
haven't lived a life at all. You have to try. Because if you haven't tried,
you haven't lived... Stay open. Who knows? Lightning could strike.
--- MEET JOE BLACK

Man: "Will you love me for the rest of my life?"
Woman: "I will love you for the rest of mine." --- PHENOMENON

I guarantee it won't be easy I guarantee that at one point or another
One of us is going to want to leave. But I also guarantee that If I
don't ask you to be mine I am going to regret it For the rest of my
life Because I know in my heart You are the only one for me. ---
RUNAWAY BRIDE

Showbiz actually...

Showbiz in the Philippines is a big CIRCUS!!

There are:

Clowns
Flying Trappists
Acrobats
Jugglers
and many more...
and of course who could forget
the one and only
Ring Master

They sure make things here in the Phillipines more complicated and of course entertaining. They sure make me laugh once in a while. But most of the time they make me frown with disgust. Now... now... am I really talking about showbiz here? hehehehehehehehehe...

Muling ibalik ang....

got this email from a batchmate


tingnan nyo kung makakarelate kayo ako nakarelate eh



GENERATION KO PALA TOH! HEHEHEHE



AT IT MADE ME SMILE.....KASI LAHAT YAN NAGAWA KO AT ALAM KO.


NAKAKATUWA KASI I REMEMBER MY CHILDHOOD TRY NYO PARA MAALALA NYO ANG KABATAAN NYO....


TINGNAN NYO KUNG KASALI KAYO SA GENERATION NA TOH!



TAKE TIME TO READ THIS ITS WORTH IT!!!!!!



"ang sarap alalahanin ng pagiging bata natin...nalungkot ako ng nabasa ko ito...malayo na ang itinakbo ng panahon...masuwerte tayo dahil naranasan natin ang ganitong yugto ng pagbabago!...


"Ito ang mga huling taon ng dekada '80 at ang mga
unang taon ng dekada '90. Ito ang panahong uso pa
ang makiuso. Kung ginagaya mo ang style ng mga
artista, hindi ka tatawaging jologs. Ito ang
panahong tapos na ang martial law, pero malayo pa
ang new millennium. Hindi pa high-tech pero di naman
old fashioned. Saktong-sakto lang!


Ito ang panahon natin.
Pero pano mo malalaman kung
kabilang ka sa henerasyong ito?
Narito ang listahan na makapagpapatunay if you're one of us. R U?




1. Paborito mong panoorin ang Shaider, Bio-man,
Maskman, Mask Rider Black, Machine Man at kung
ano-anong TV sitcom ng Japan na isinalin sa Tagalog.
Break muna sa mga laro kapag alas singko na ng hapon
tuwing Sabado dahil panahon na para sa superhero
marathon.
* I love warching Mask rider Black... cute kasi si Kuya Robert hehehehehe...


2. Alam mo ang jingle ng Nano-Nano. (isang kending
lasang champoy)
* hahahahahahaha!! I know someone who dances to that tune... hahahahahahaha!!! alala ko pa ung commercial non... hahahahahaha!!



3. Nanood ka ng Takeshi's Castle at naniwala kang si
Anjo Yllana talaga si Takeshi at si Smokey Manaloto
ang kanyang alalay. (Pinagiisipan mo - pano sila
lumalaban sa final challenge na parang nakasakay
sila sa isang bumpcar at nagbabarilan sila gamit ang
water gun gayong sa Japan ginagawa yun eh taga
Pilipinas sila?)
*Oo nagtataka ako dti kung pno nla nggwa un... favorite nmen panoorin yan nla Lola...


4. Alam mo ang pa-contest ng Kool 106 na
uulit-ulitin mong bigkasin ang "Kool 106, Kool 106"
hanggang maubusan ka ng hininga.
*hahahahahahahaha!! Tita ko ung mahilig makininig non sa cool 106... hahahahahahaha!!


5. Naglaro ka ng Shake-Shake Shampoo,
Monkey-Monkey-Annabelle, prikidam 123,
Langit-Lupa-Impyerno, Syato, Luksong-Tinik,
Luksong-Baka, 10-20 at kung ano-ano pang larong
nakakapagod.
*I love playing those games... hahahahahahahaha!! batang kalye ata ako non eh... lagi nsa lbas ng bhay nglalaro sa kalsada...



6. Pumunta ang mga tag! a- MILO sa skul niyo at
namigay sila ng samples na nakalagay sa plastic cup
na kasing laki nung sa maliit na ice cream. (at
nagtaka ka, bakit hindi ganito ang lasa ng MILO
kapag tinitimpla ko sa bahay namin?)
*hahahahahahahaha!! pti nga sustagen ngpupunta s skul eh... tpos kelangan mo mgdla ng empty packs ng sustagen pra plitan ng goodies...


7. May malaking away ang mga METAL (mga punks na
naka itim) at mga HIPHOP (mga taong naka maluwang na
puruntong na kahit Makita na ang dalawang bundok.)
Nag-aabangan sa mall na may dalang baseball bat at
kung anu-ano pang mga sandata. Sikat ang kasabihang
"PUNKS NOT DEAD!" pero kung gusto mong mag play
safe, pwede mong tawagin ang sarili mong HIPTAL.
*hahahahahahahaha!! di ko ata to naabutan... pro lam ko ung punks not dead... hehehehehehehehe...


8. Alam mo ang universal uwian song na "Uwian na!"
na kinakanta sa tono na parang doon sa kinakasal.
*hahahahahaha!! lgi ko kinakanta yan pag uwian na... hahahahahahahahhaha!!

9. Nagpauto ka sa Batibot pero hindi sa ATBP.
*Tama yan!! kasi naman mas bata ako noong pinalabas ang batibot tpos medyo di na ko uto-uto nung may ATBP na hahahahahaha!!

10. Nakipag-away ka para makapaglaro ng brick game.
(hi-tech na yun noon)
*di nman ako nkipag-away non... tag isa kasi kme ng kapatid ko non ng brick game sa pagkakaalala ko...

11. Ang "text" noon ay mga 1"x1.5" na karton na may
mga drawing ng pelikulang pinoy. (at may dialog pa!)
*text? yan b yung card na nilalaro? hehehehehehehe...

12. Dalawa lang ang todong sumikat na wrestler, si
Hulk Hogan at si Ultimate Warrior. Naniwala ka rin
na namatay si Ultimate Warrior nang buhatin niya si
Andre d' Giant dahil pumutok ang mga ugat niya sa
muscle.
*di ko kilala si ultimate warrior pro kilala ko si hulk hogan...

13. Nagsayaw ka ng running man at kung anu-anong
dance steps na nakapagpamukha sa'yong tanga sa saliw
na kantang Ice Ice Baby, Wiggle It, Pray at Can't
Touch This.
*hahahahaha!! oo naaalala ko pa rin yung ice ice baby... tentenentenenen... hahahahahahaha!! at hanggang ngayon sinasayaw ko pa rin ang running man... bwahahahahahahaha!!

14. Hindi ka gaanong mahilig sa That's Entertainment
at pinapanood mo lang ito tuwing Sabado kung saan
nagpapagandahan ng production numbers ang Monday
hanggang Friday group. (at badtrip ka sa Wednesday
group dahil pinakabaduy lagi ang performance nila!)
*di ko masyado maalala yung that's entertainment... pero lam ko nakakanood ako non minsan... ;p

15. Napaligaya ka ng maraming pinoy bands tulad ng
Yano, Rivermaya, Grin Department, Tropical
Depression, The Teeth, The Youth, After Image,
Orient Pearl, The Dawn, Alamid, Wolfgang, at ang
sikat na sikat na Eraserheads. (at aminin mong
nakinig ka ng Siakol!)
*oo oo at oo nakikinig ako sa music nla lalo na sa eheads...

16. Kilala mo ang Smokey Mountain, (first and second
generation)
*di ko cla masyado naaalala pro naabutan ko nman sila

17. Hindi pa uso noon ang sapatos na may gulong.
Noon, astig ka kapag umiilaw ang swelas ng sapatos
mo tuwing ia-apak mo ito. Tinawag rin itong "Mighty
Kid"
*hahahahahhaha!! di ako nagkaroon ng ganong shoes... pro lam ko yung kptid ko ngkaroon ng ganon n shus dti...

18. Kung lalaki ka, sikat na sikat sa'yo ang mga
larong text, jolens, dampa (mga unang anyo ng
pustahan), saranggola at ang dakilang manika niyo ay
si GI-JOE with alipores.
*di ako naglalaro ng GI-Joes pro nakapaglaro ako ng text, jolens, dampa, pti nga yung my goma nilalaro nmen eh...

19. Kung babae ka naman, ang mga laro mo with you're
girlfriends ay luto-lutuan, bahay-bahayan,
doktor-doktoran, at kung anu-ano pang pagkukunwari .
ang dakilang manika mo ay si Barbie. (Sikat ka kung
meron kang bahay, kotse at kabaong ni Barbie.)
*lgi nga kme naglalaro non ng bahay-bahayan, teacher-teacheran at kung ano-ano pa... heheheheheheheheheh... ;p

20. Naniwala kang original ang isang cap kapag may
walong tahi sa visor nito.
*hahahahahahahaha!! di ako mahilig sa cap kya di ko lam yan...

21. Swerte ka kapag panghapon ka dahil
masusubaybayan mo ang mga kapanapanabik na kaganapan
sa mga paborito mong cartoon shows tuwing umaga
tulad ng Cedie, Sarah, at Dog of Landers a.k.a.
Nelo. (Hindi ka ba nagtataka na sa lahat ng mga bida
sa cartoons na ito, si Nelo lang ang di yumaman at
namatay pa ng maaga)
*hahahahaha!! favorite ko dti yang mga cartoons n yan... pti nga si julio at julia hahahahahahaha!!

22. Alam mo ang ibig sabihin ng "TIME FIRST!"
*oo nman!! prang break muna... hahahahahahaha!! lgi ako ako nag time first pag naglalaro kme ng habulan hahahahahahaha!!

Bakit kaya ganon? Kahit sang lupalop ka ng Pilipinas
naroon, eh nakaka-relate ka sa mga pinagsasasabi ko.
Siguro'y dahil wala pang cable at kakaunti lang ang
pagpipiliang channels kaya parepareho tayo ng
pinapanood. Maaaring wala pang playstation kaya kung
anu-ano na lang ang naiimbentong laro na pwedeng
gawin sa kalsada o sa isang bakanteng lote. Pero
kung ano man ang dahilan sa pagkaparepareho natin ng
karanasan, masaya na rin akong naging bata ako sa
panahong ito. Masarap alalahanin at balik-balikan.
Di ba?"

*** I consider myself lucky for being able to experience all of the things stated above. Feeling nostalgic nanaman ako... hmpf!! hahahahahahahaha!! Sometimes I wish I can turn back times when I was younger and free. Where I can see things as plain as they are, where I don't over analyze things, where life is simpler. Now looking back, I can see that I'm very lucky that I experienced those things and reading this really made me smile. Generation ko to!!

Blogthings nanaman...

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time." Conscientiousness: You have low conscientiousness. Impulsive and off the wall, you don't take life too seriously. Unfortunately, you sometimes end up regretting your snap decisions. Overall, you tend to lack focus, and it's difficult for you to get important things done. Agreeableness: You have high agreeableness. You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly. Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone. You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance. Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism. You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is high. In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas. You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits. A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

The Five Factor Personality Test

I love coffee!!

You Are a Plain Ole Cup of Joe

But don't think plain - instead think, uncomplicated You're a low maintenance kind of girl... who can hang with the guys Down to earth, easy going, and fun! Yup, that's you: the friend everyone invites. And your dependable too. Both for a laugh and a sympathetic ear.

What Kind of Coffee Are You?

Your Spicy Score: Mild

You may not make the hottest first impression.. But you're definitely the type of girl that sticks in a guy's mind. You prefer to play things cool. You know that good things come to those who wait. And the amazing thing about you is that you get hotter over time!

How Spicy Are You?

to be continued

Sleepy...

Been drinking wine again due to that "talk" we had earlier. Now I feel as if I'm the meanest girl there is. I feel so bad. I really do... Oh my goodness am I that bad?

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Yesterday was St. Valentine's day. Lovers were everywhere, flowers were flooding, and goodness every lover seemed starry eyed. No I'm not being the love scrooge again, instead... oh who am I kidding?! No really I won't write about the bad stuff about Valentine's day. Baka may tumawag nanaman sa kin na man hater dyan... o bitter... hehehehehehehe... peace tyo Mean, Mode!!

Okay, so yesterday I've seen countless ladies carrying flowers with big a big smile on their faces, guys going out of their way just to make their love one happy. I was at UST church asking for guidance for another day at shcool. Then I realized that Valentine's day isn't just about lovers it's about love. A celebration of love, be it with family, friends or a special someone. The day is not about giving flowers, chocolates or presents to the ones you love but sharing the love you feel.

Status: Lag

Burn Out

From all the stress that school works have given me, I think I've lost it!! My brain's not functioning properly and last week I was a complete mess!! 99% of the time, I don't know what's happening around me. And I'm so not like that!! Okay, so yesterday I realized what's wrong with me and I found out that I'm burn out. It seems like I lost my spark. I just hope it comes back now, beacuse I really need it!! Well anyway, I'm procrastinating again... hehehehehehehehehe... I hope this week will be a better one, and I'm crossing my finger to that...

xiuxianfushi

I'm not in my normal self for the past days. And I blame it all on stress!! I'm not that insomniac anymore but I still don't get enough sleep. It feels like my school works are chasing me day and night even in my sleep. And right now I'm drinking wine. Yes, I'm currently drinking a glass full of wine while trying to squeeze all the brain juices that's left in my head for a school work. Well anyway, this post was due yesterday, but let's just say that the lazy me emerged again yesterday. So here's my real post...
First of, I'm not a man hater!! And when I say I'm not, believe me cause I'm really not!! I think most of my friends especially my HS friends, think that I'm a man hater, though I don't blame for thinking such things. Just because I'm not one of their [men] biggest fan doesn't mean that I hate them. Hate is such a strong word and I definitely don't harbor that feeling for men. I think the reason why they see me as a man hater is because I generalized men as a a headache and problem to the whole population of women. There was a time in high school a classmate asked me why I don't have a crush or boyfriend and my answer was:
Men are created to give women headaches and problems, and I don't want such things...
And the mentality, that men are created to make women cry became part of my views, and now it's so hard to get that way of thinking out of my mind. Until now I'm trying to open my mind about men. Now I think that there are men who are made to please women, men who are created to love and cherish women and men who are simply here on earth to make women suffer. Can you call that progress in my part? I want to think so. At least now I don't see them as creatures who will only bring forth headaches and problem to women.
Now about the crushes... I did have crushes when I was in HS. Hard to believe? Well believe it. No they're not anime characters!! they're real men. The only problem is, that I'll only realize that I have a crush on him [who ever he is] is when I don't have a crush on him anymore. Weird right? I was in first year college when I realize that I had a crush on this certain batch mate. He's not one of the school's good looking boys, but I liked him because he's super nice. Sadly, the feeling is gone before I even realized my feelings for that certain someone. Well, see I have crushes... It's just that I don't talk about such things doesn't mean I don't have crushes.
Now let me tell the reasons why I don't have a boyfriend
First of all I'm still not that mature enough to be in a relationship
I don't want extra problems and headaches
I have so many things in mind right now and a boyfriend doesn't fit anywhere in my life at this moment
I love my freedom
At the moment I can't see myself being with someone
I want to finish my studies first and be successful before everything else
What really need right now is a servant, someone who will do all the things for me
So there... Labidabs, Ging I'm not a man hater it's just that a boyfriend or a man doesn't fit right now with my goals.

2 POSTS IN ONE DAY

WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING TO ME?! I'VE BEEN TO CARELESS LATELY, NEGLECTING MY STUDIES!! HECK!! I DIDN'T EVEN STUDIED FOR POL DY PRELIM AND TO THINK THAT'S A VERY VERY DIFFICULT SUBJECT BECAUSE OF THE READINGS!! AND NOW!? WHAT?! I STILL HAVE TO STUDY FOR LIT PRELIM, I HAVE TO MAKE A JINGLE FOR FPJ AND AD CAMPAIGN'S JUST WEEKS AWAY!! WHY!? WHY!? OH WHY!? I CAN'T BE THIS CARELESS!! WWWAAAHHH!! I REALLY REALLY NEED DIVINE INTERVENTION!!

Feminist?

What is the essence of being a woman?

Is it her hair? breasts? what?!

Yesterday I saw a preview a noon time talk show from a newly aired channel. One host said that "ang kaganapan ng pagiging isang babae ay ang pagiging ina..." of course it's not the exact words but, it's like she's saying that the very worth of a woman is being a mother and bearing a child. Anyway, their topic was married women for several years that doesn't have a child yet. I was irated at what the host or writer's message that for a woman to be a "REAL" woman, she must have a child. I didn't watched the show but I definitely disagree at what the host said in the preview.
I remember back then, a question was raised in a beauty contest I guess, I'm not sure... so anyway the question was about the essence of being a woman, and most contestant answered that the very essence of being a woman is bearing a child and blah... blah... blah... which I strongly disagree. Yes women was given the gift of bearing children, but their existence doesn't solely depends on giving birth and adding population to society. If the very essence of being a woman is giving birth and having a child then what about those barren women or the old maid who doesn't have a child? Does that mean that they're not complete or fulfilled? I don't think so... I believe that God created a woman as man's companion. She's not a subordinate, or a helper but a companion. With equal rights and opportunities. And if having a child is the standard of being a fulfilled woman then the others who doesn't have a child or the ability to bear one will forever be hmmmmm... what's the right word for that... hmmm.... incomplete? is that it? I know there are women who feels incomplete because of their inability to bear a child. I don't blame them if they feel that way, because society expects them or tells them that having a child will complete them and their family. Even in the olden days a womn who has the inability to bear a child is frowned upon in the society. Husbands will take a concubine to bear him a child, or even worse give the woman back to her family. See? the mentlity that the essence of being a woman is bearing a child dates back in pre-historic time.
I believe that God created woman with a purpose other that giving birth. I think it's so wrong to base the very existence of a woman in to giving birth. There are barren women, old maids or unfortunate women who can't produce the right size of eggcells, because God has plan for them. I think they have another purpose in life. I believe that God has a purpose for everyone.

So what is the essence of being a woman?

It's knowing what she is, what she wants, knowing her purpose and being the woman she wants to be...

Hello Kitty and Dear Daniel

Last tuesday I met up with Glai at Goldolocks Espana. I gave her, her resume, an assignment for one of her subject. Then we went to SM San Lazaro, it's her first time to be there so we went around and looked at some stuffs. I even saw the shoes I've been wanting to have since last year. So we walked and walked for several hours then we ate at McDO. After eating were ready to head home. But as luck would have it and it's no surprise that Espana was jam packed with traffic and it's hard to find a jeepney to ride. So we waited and waited, and waited, and after several minutes of waiting we decided to go to Mini Stop and sit and relax. We talked about so many things about our high school friends and classmates, then about grade school and the rumor that My Melody is Hello Kitty's child. So who's the father? Hello Panda? joke lang... My Melody is not Hello Kitty's child, but Hello Kitty has a boyfriend. Yes she has a boyfriend. His name is Dear Daniel. He was created in 1999. Daniel got his name from a 1971 movie character from the U.S. Hello Kitty also has two pet namely: Charmmy Kitty and a hamster named Sugar. Charmmy Kitty was given to Hello Kitty' father George and boyfriend Dear Daniel.

You really get to learn new things everyday. I just found out that Hello Kitty's real name is Kitty White. All this time I thought Hello Kitty is just Hello Kitty. But lo and behold!! Her surname is White!! Her blood type is -A, born in London!! She born in London!! Why? beacuse from what I read, at the time of hercreation, British culture was very popular at that time with japanese girls.

nakikigaya kay jaymie

Your Toes Should Be White

A little funky and a little fresh, you're constantly evolving your flirting style. Your ideal guy: A witty brainiac with hottie potential Stay away from: Overly dorky guys who become obsessed with you

What Color Should Your Toenails Be?

You Are a Natural Beauty!

You're the kind of beauty that every guy dreams about... One that looks good in the morning - without a stich of makeup That's doesn't mean you're a total hippie chic though You have style, but for you, style is effortless

What Type of Beauty Are You?

You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Shy

When a guy gets to know you, he finds a great catch Problem is... you're too shy for most guys to get to know. From meeting someone to dating, you usually have your guard up. And while you're just holding back, it makes you seem like you've got something to hide.

Why Don't You Have a Boyfriend?

You Are Chocolate Ice Cream

Dramatic. Powerful. Flirty.

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

You Are Fall!

Thoughtful Expressive Creative Poetic Smart

What Season Are You?

You are Milk Chocolate

A total dreamer, you spend most of your time with your head in the clouds. You often think of the future, and you are always working toward your ideal life. Also nostelgic, you rarely forget a meaningful moment... even those from long ago.

What Kind of Chocolate Are You?

Eating...

Ever since I was little I've been picky with the food I eat. I remember when I was in elementary I wanted to eat fried pork but my lola and mama says that there's no fried pork to be serve at the table so being the bratty me, I had one of those temper tantrum that I'm so familiar of. And the result of that temper tantrum... they caved in and cooked the food I wanted. Sometimes, when I don't like the food I will pour coffee at my rice and sometimes a little soysauce and eat it as it is. I never out grew eating rice with soysauce but rice with coffee is definetely out in my appetite. I will admit that sometimes I don't eat even though I'm hungry not because I don't want to gain weight but I'm just plain lazy... Yes i'm lazy, lazy to chew the food, lazy to prepare food and lazy to clean up after eating. And to top it all up I'm experiencing taste fatigue. Plus I barely eat properly at home. Actually I eat only one proper meal a day. If I had rice at lunch I won't eat the food served at the table at dinner, I'll just cook instant noodles or eat bread. Or sometime I won't eat lunch because I don't like the food, i'm not in the mood to, or simply because I'm just lazy, then I'll eat dinner in the evening. Oh!! and have I already mentioned that I don't eat breakfast? Since I was little I don't like eating breakfast. Yes I know it's the most important meal of the day but I really don't like eating breakfast, coffee's enough to jump start my day. But at school I eat more that I ususally do at home. I also eat alot when I go out with my family or friends. I also eat lunch and dinner pag sinigang ang ulam or yung ginisng ampalaya... hhhmmm... yum... yum...

I really love to eat. I just don't know why I don't feel like eating at home or why do I starve myself. I don't have an eating disorder. I'm really just picky with the food I eat. But one thing I don't like gaining weight is... All the fat I gain goes right to my cheeks!! Yes!! my cheeks!! mukha daw siopao sabi ni papa... grrr... but I do want to gain some weight... I just don't like it going to my cheeks...

si...

Ariane.

For some unknown reason, I suddenly remembered her and her expression "TONGEK"

Wala lang... Pol Dy recitation again tommorrow... hay... Pol Dy...

tulog na!! aga pa ng pasok mo bukas!!

I can do it!! GO!! GO!! GO!! FIGHT!! FIGHT!! FIGHT!! <---- that's the optimistic me...

I think there's a 50% chance that I'll pass pol dy and fil? <----- that's the pessimistic me talking...

Well let's just see what'll happen in next 2 months...

To pass or not to pass? that is the question...

pero syempre kelangan pumasa ako... bwahahahahaha!!

procrastinating again...

Awhile ago I was doing my homework for Political Dynamics. But being the procrastinator that I am... I stopped doing it when I was almost finish. Yes!! I know!! Procrastinating is bad!! bad!! I say!! My Journalism teacher once told us students that if you can do it now, do it... It seems like my brain wasn't working fine when shee said that... I wasn't able to absorb what she said... though I'm really doing my best to stop this bad habbit of mine... But I think I made a progress though... I mean back then I'll start doing whatever I needed to do, then when 10%-20% is finish I'll stop then cram later. But now 80-90% is finish before I stop and laze around...(can you even call that progress?) hahahahahaha!! Yes I'm doing my best to stop procrastinating... Hey!! hey, hey!! I know you're raising a brow there!! So stop it!! I'm really trying to change here!! So enyweiz.. back to Pol. Dy. the big question this year is... Will Len-Len survive Pol. Dy? I hope so...

Feliz Año Nuevo!! (Happy New Year!!)

First post in the first day of the year!!

Yey!! so in line with the New Year and since its the first day of the year... lets talk about uhmmm... First times?

It's the first day of the year and my 'lil bro is already having one of his episodes... err... tantrums... (sabi nga ni mama... "ali mu na Len balu mu nang atsyu yang toyu" inaasar ko pa kasi sya...)

First school I ever attended was *drum roll please...* tentenenentenentenenetenten... The school we love St. mary's is her name...

My first ever teacher was Mrs. Alenea, followed by Ms. ______ (forgot her name... sungit kasi eh... naging substitute teacher nmen sya... nanganak kasi si Mdm. Alenea) After few months *tentenenentenentenententen* WELCOME BACK Mrs. Alenea!! and after few months nag L.O.A. ulit sya kasi... well... let's just say na nasundan agad ung baby nla ni Mr. Alenea...

First time I made someone cry was when I was in JK... na-prinsipal's office p sya dhil sa 'kin... (bad Lelen no? ako n nga nagpaiyak sya pa ang napapunta sa Principal's office)

First school bus: Bus 23 owned by Mrs. Reyes. Bus Driver: Mang Pete... super bait nya... so lovable... Bus Conductor: Mang Badong... first kong nakilala sa bus Can't remember na... but I can still remember the face of my busmate na sinukahan ako... at alam ko pa kung saan sya hinahatid dti ng bus her name starts with letter "J"

First ever hated teacher: Mrs. Arvesu... bata pa ko non nung naaasar ako sa kanya... sinusubuan nga nya ko ng food kasi sa super bagal ko kumain mllate kme sa activity nmen... tpos andami pang dhilan kung bkit ako asar sa kanya... pero ngayon di na... super kulit ko lng tlga dti... (nyak!! lalo pa ata lumala ang kakulitan ko...)

First ever hated classmate... "K" start ng name nya...

First super major crush: K.B. initials nya... He's the niece of my 3rd year advisor... Second crush... si L.A.D.

First anime I ever loved: Sailor Moon!! "Moon crystal power make-up!!" "In the name of justice I will pusnish you!!"

First time I draw... can't remember na... hehehehehe...

First ever owned rag doll *life size un* was named Ging-ging... Sad to say naging laman nalang sya ng unan...

First ever pet: A dog with the name of Saddam... Bakit Saddam ang name nya? kasi sikat nun si Saddam Hussein...

First kiss this year... oi ano yang iniisip mo di un un... kiss ako ng 'lil bro ko... 'coz magddowload ako ng game...

First ***s... siguro to na ung iniisip mo... si...(drum roll please...) *tentenenenetententen...* si... ****tttooooootttt**** secret...

First fiction book owned: Alice's Adventure in Wonderland...

First time to commute alone, that means without an adult except for my classmate as a companion... Class was suspended that day... eh kaysa nman maghintay kme hanggang pumuti na ang mga buhok nmen eh, lumayas na kme ng school... I was in grade 4 then...

First ever section JK-Joy

First time bitten by a dog: I was in SK then... kinukulit ko si Saddam habang enjoy sya sa pagkain nya... un nakagat nya tuloy pinky ko...

First time akong nasampal... wag na bad naman kasi talaga nagawa ko eh... errr... nasabi pala...

First ever anime crush: Dennis ng Ghost Fighter...

There are so many "firsts" I want to share kya lang can't remember it all na... tsaka kelangan ko pang i-download ung game na gusto ng bro ko...

Happy New Year!! Feliz Año Nuevo!!

things part 2

After ranting on how bad things turned out to be this year, it's time to appreciate good things that had happened.

Even though it's a tough year, there are lots of things to be thankful about no matter how big or little it is.

First I would like to thank God that we're still alive and breathing!! and to many more years to come!! wooohooo!!

For passing every tests and major exams(kahit di masyado nag-aral)

I've learned how to save money!! and be trifty(biruin nyo marunong na ko mag-ipon kahit papano)

Yey!! my cheeks are not that chubby anymore!!

Hamsters!! Just love playing with those little rodents!!

I got 1.25 in my Expt'l Psychology!! And to think tagilid ako sa subject na yun...(thank you sa mga hamster!! nakalabas sila ng maze!!)

I've read many good books this year na di ko na rin maalala... ;p

I don't know if I should be thankful about this pero it feels good eh... I'm turning back to my pagka-masungit at maldita ways... nyahahahahaha!! <---- should I be happy about this? nyahahahahahaha!! syempre naman!! as long as it makes me feel happy eh...

My lil bro started calling me ate this year, di lang pag my kelangan sya sa 'kin...

I got to spent more time with my HS friends this year than the previous years fter graduating from HS

She came back!! After almost two years of absence, she caame back!! Finally!! natauhan din sya!!

I learned so many things... Now I think I'm wiser than before...

I became more open-minded about stuffs...

Despite the hardness of this year I still got what I wanted

And most of all I want to thank God for being so generous and patient with me... He's always been at my side guiding me and protecting me... And I believe that next year will be better because I know with God's help and guidance everything will just be fine... And I'll make sure I'll do my part to make eveything work out...

Things...

I can't help but be saddened at how things turned out to be.

This year... well... it didn't turned out that great. It was a hard year. There are more disappointing things that had happened than things I can be happy about. So many problems, heartaches and more problems, I had experienced in just one year. Life's getting tougher by the second, every decision made may as well be a make or break, life changing choice, a wrong move can make everything crumble into pieces. Things didn't turned out to be as wonderful as the past years.

So many things I wish I didn't do. So many things I wish I did. So many regrets and tears unshed. So many dreams yet to achieve.

This year I learned that life isn't always as colorful as I always thought it was. There are grey spots and sometimes you have to see things in black and white to fully understand them.

I want to believe that everything will turn out just fine. That every cloud has its silver lining. That there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. I want to be optimistic like I always do.

So next year... lets just see how things will turn to be. I don't want to expect things to be better. I want action!! Expecting won't lead me to places I want to be. I'll make sure that I get what I want. And I'll work for it... hard...

two post in one day...

hehehehehehe... wala lang... kasi I was washing the dishes ( i hate washing dishes...) the my brother switched the channel to studio 23 tamang-tama... barkada trip... I love watching barkada trip... cute characters with so kulit personalities... hehehehehehe... so un nga... when I heard the na barkada trip ung palabas... I stopped washing the dishes and watched TV hehehehehehehe... I really really love barkada trip!! iiwanan ko lhat ng gngwa ko pag nririnig kong barkada trip ung pinapalabas sa studio 23 hehehehehehehehehe... At crush ko nga pla si Bok... nyahahahahahaha!! Oh!! and I want a shirt of barkada trip!! does anybody know kung saan mkkbili non? ;p