Just Don't Read...

I can't think of anything right, right now. It's like my brain is not functioning correctly. It's like it's still on vacation mode. I can't think of anything creative for our TV prod. subject, and it's frustrating and pressuring me!! I want to scream and kick the printer, oh, the whole computer I mean. Arrgghh!! my head is already aching!! I can't think of anything!!

Cry Me A River

Awhile ago I cried over something so silly. And if I tell anyone the reason why, they would probably tell me that I'm stupid for crying over something so little. But at that moment I just felt like screaming, destroy everything in my way and crying. But ofcourse I can't scream because some people are having their siesta and I definitely can't destroy or break anything around our house, so my last resort was to cry. I went inside the bathroom, and cried for awhile. After that I still felt bad. Until now I still feel like there's something inside of me that wants to break loose.

I think at the moment I need to break something, hmmmm... I wonder if I break the flower vase, will I feel better? Hmmmm... but if I ever break that ugly vase my mother will be piss off!! Hmmm....(thinking) *light bukb moment* AHA!! Break the ugly vase!! I'll just think that I'm doing everyone a favor eliminating that ugly vase.