Stressed is desserts spelled backwards

Who would have thought that chasing your dreams can actually get you burned?

I slowly feel the light starting to diminish. But I always find myself holding on to that small flicker of light.

Why do I always find myself treading uncharted waters?

Sometimes I really feel the urge to jump in the vast ocean. Drown away everything. Wash it all away.

There are days when it's so breezy.
There are days when I find myself walking in and out of that hole.
There are days when I don't feel anything. Laid back and carefree.
But most days I'm the lackadaisical me.

Don't mind me, I'm just stressed out.

Randomness

Please, forgive the ranting...

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What keeps me going? Honestly, I don't know. Maybe it's pure instinct or the natural urge to move forward.

Keep going. That's the right thing to do. The road ahead is still very bleary. There are lamp posts, the moon and the stars to give sufficient light. But I want the sun. I long to see the sun.

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I hate it when people keep you out in the dark. It frustrates me to end argh!!

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Sometimes I feel so bored that I want to quit. But I can't so... guess I have to stay for a while.

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Miss school so much. Miss my classmates. Miss my professors. Miss everything in college

And the circus never left town

Why do I find it hard to believe the crying clown?

The lap dog bit his master.

The vultures and scavengers are waiting for the kill.

The ring master is at the center of it all.

Former ring masters simply can't stop themselves from joining the circus again.

People aren't exactly enjoying the show.

I wonder what' next?

Happy Shalala

Things that made me happy last March 9

1. Kenneth and Vea. They really made me laugh with their online radio show haha! Now I miss them even more.
2. People who greeted me happy birthday.
3. Hearing Mass
4. The little girl who reached out for my hand when we started singing the Lord's Prayer.
5. Slept for more than 5 hours woohoo!!

Hoping for a better year head! :D