wala lang

1. Masarap umuwi sa bahay kc:
- kasi masarap humiga sa kama yakap mga unan ko

2. Di ako umaalis ng bahay kung:
- walang pera hehe..

3. Masarap kumain sa Mcdo kc:
- favorite ko ang cheese burger nila at fries at mcflurry

4. Masarap manood ng Wowowee kapag:
- tapos na ang bulagaan ng eat bulaga

5. Masarap magcomputer kung:
- walang magawa hahaha!!

6. Umiinom ako ng C2 kc:
- mas maarapo ang C2 kaysa sa ibang flavored iced tea

7. Masaya mag-aral kung:
- maraming oras

8. Ayoko pumasok ng CR kung:
- nakapa-off ang ilaw

9. Kumakain ako ng footlong dahil:
- di ako kumain buong araw at footlong na lang ang mabibili dito sa madaling araw

10. Boring ang survey kung:
- di ko feel ang mga tanong

11. Kumakain ako ng Sizzling dahil:
- masarap eh

12. Maganda makinig ng music kung:
- umuulan at nakahiga ka sa kama

13. Takot ako sa:
- dilim at etc... etc... etc...

14. Masaya ako kc:
- mas maraming dapat ikasaya kaysa ikalungkot

15. Magaling ako sa:
- drawing

16. Ang idol kong Hentai superhero ay si:
- huh!? meron non?

17. Ang powers ng idol kong superhero ay:
- wala

18. Nung bata ako, madalas ako bumili ng:
- junk foods

19. Gus2 ko ang crush ko kc:
- cutie pie siya

20. Pinatulan ko ang survey na to kc
- wala ako magawa at gusto ko na matulog

Wala lang...

makulit ka ba? kung oo, paano? -
[*] oo pero ang hirap explain kung papaano

ano ang madalas pang asar ng mga kaibigan mo sayo? -
[*] oldie? hahaha!!

pikon ka ba? -
[*] sometimes...

pang ilan ka sa inyong magkakapatid? -
[*] Eldest

ikaw ba ay isang "positive thinker"? -
[*] I think so... hehehe...

ano ang paborito mong numero? -
[*] wala ako favorite number pero 5 or 9 ang lagi ko pinipili na number...

bingi ka ba? -
[*] minsan... wahahahaha!! mabingi tawag nila sa akin nung h.s.

saan mo gusto dito o doon? -
[*] kahit saan

ano ang mga paborito mong kulay? -
[*] sky blue

nakakain ka na ba ng hayop maliban sa manok at baka? -
[*] oo naman...

galit ka ba sa mundo? -
[*] paminsan-minsan...

naiinis ka ba sa mga taong kinukwento ang katapusan ng pelikulang hindi mo pa napanood?
[*] hindi... mahilig ako sa spoilers eh

saan ka mahilig sa sapatos o sa
damit? -
[*] damit at bag wahahahaha!!

sino mas gusto mo si juan o si pedro? -
[*] si Tom

ang boses mo ba mataas o mababa? -
[*] di ko alam

nagtatago ka ba ng sama ng loob? -
[*] lagi...

sumasayaw ka ba? -
[*] pag na sa mood

magaling ka bang kumanta? -
[*] nope

natutulog ka ba ng patay o buhay ang ilaw? -
[*] nakabukas ang ilaw

mas marami bang naidulot na masama o mabuti ang friendster saiyo? -
[*] iguro mabuti

mukha ka bang cartoon character?
[*] minsan sabi nila

saan mas masaya sa sun o sa moon?
[*] sa jupiter

ano ang gusto mo sa lalake/babae,
[*] sarili ko

mahilig sa sports o sa music? -
[*] sa movies

Random Stuff

Dinner conversation with my family last Sunday...

I was teasing my youngest brother about him not being special earlier that day and the day before. I told him that when I was little our mother would make me sandwiches and now she buys me cookies so I have something to eat at school. And lasst sunday mama bought me some cookies so I can eat something on school for our 3 p.m.- 9p.m. sched. with no break time.

Dinner around 7 in the evening

Len: wah!! si Jasper di special!! ako special ako!! wahahaha!!

(Jasper frowning)

Jasper: Mama di ako special?

Mama: OO di ka special normal ka di ka naman special child di ba?

Len: wahahahaha!! di siya special!! ako special ako nung bata ako... ginagawan ako ni mama ng sandwiches...

Jasper: Mama tatanong ko ulit... special ba ako?

Mama: di ka nga special....
(then our mother explained to him what is a pecial child)

Jasper: Mama tatanong ko ulit... special ba ako...

Mama: (explain nanaman si mama) ...yung mga batang malalaki na pero inuubuan pa ng pagkain special child yun...

Bryan: special child nga si jasper!! hanggang ngayon sinusubuan pa siya ng pagkain

Jasper: eh di special child ako?

Mama: di ka nga pecial child

Len: gusto niyang tawagin iyang pecial child, eh di special child siya

Jasper: o pecial child ako...

===============================================


While waiting for a jeepney going to Quiapo yesterday around 11:30 a.m. I saw a mobile ad of efficasent oil with that Korean actor as the endorser. And guess what I remembered? haha!! If your a marian I think you would have an idea what that is... haha!! yes!! the clinic!! hahahahaha!! I remember that everytime I'm not feeling well the clinic personel will give me efficasent oil. Just efficasent oil. Efficasent oil!! the wonder ointment!! the all aroung ointment!! wahahahahahaha!!

In high school

1

Len: Madam masakit po ulo ko... may migrane po ako...

(the nurse will asks questions about my condition)

Nurse: efficaent oil mo na lang...

2

Len: Madam my dysmenorhea po ako...

Nurse: efficasent oil mo na lang yan...

(after taking the wonder all-around ointment for so many years for many different sickness...)

len: Madam pahingi po ng efficasent oil... may migrane po ako

The Drama...

I've been feeling down lately though its not evident to the people around me. Looking back, I guess I have alway been like that. Putting up the happy face and locking all this bitter and sad feelings in the recess of my being. I never really get to express what I feel, main reason is I don't know how to. And now it feels like I'm falling in and out of this void over and over again. I want to stop but the thing is I don't know how. Sometimes I really really want to cry to let it all out but the tears won't fall out of my eyes. Usually, I find comfort in the form of food: ice cream and chocolates to be exact. But now it feels like no one or nothing can get me out of this except me. Sleep the one thing I love the most can't even comfort me now...


Everytime I visit the chapel I feel well, but the moment I step out of the sacred place, unwanted feelings rush back...

I want to get out of this, I want to stop it...

ranting...

Wah!! I'm really really nervous about this coming sem. I know it's too early to worry about things yet to come but... wah!! I'm really really nervous!! wah!! I know everything will be a lot harder this time and I know I can get through all of the hardships!! AJA!! AJA!! AJA!!



wah!!

Random things...

Random converations with my family...

Me and Jasper
(Me dancing while sitting haha!!)

Jasper: "Bakit ka nagsasayaw?"

Me: "Gusto ko eh pakielam mo?"

Jasper: "Bakit bakla ka ba?"

Me: "Eh bakit ikaw? nagsasayaw ka bakla ka?"


Me and Lola
(Me and lola watching TV)

Lola: "Mengan ka nandin?"

Me: "Hindi..."

Lola: "Ot ali ka mamangan?"

Me: "Gisingin niyo ko ng maaga para makapag-lunch ako..."

Lola: "Kape mu ing iinuman mu... ali ka mamangan ken..."

Me: "Alam niyo naman na pag gising kape lang talaga ang gusto ko eh lunch na ako nagigising kaya lunch ko kape lang..."


Me and my Tita
(We were sitting at the sala)

Tita: "Biruin mo niluto niya(my tita's boyfriend) yung 1/2 kilo na pork ng sinigang... 1/2 kilo ang dami noon!! sabi ko sa kanya mauubos ba natin lahat yan? Sabi ko nga sa kanya kainin niya lahat yun..."

Me: "Eh di isang buong araw na kayo kumakain ng sinigang?"

Tita: "Pangalawang araw na ngayon..."


Me and Mama

Mama: "CL lang at Math ang mababa na grade ni Jasper"

Me: "Cl lang binagsak pa niya?!"

food for thought...

A friend forwarded this email to me... just want to share it with you guys... :)



The ten types of relationship that won't work:

1. You care about your partner more than he does about you.
2. Your partner cares more about you than you do about him.
3. You are in love with your partner's potential.
4. You are on a rescue mission.
5. You look up to your partner as a role model.
6. You are infatuated with your partner for external reasons.
7. You have partial compatibility.
8. You choose a partner in order to be rebellious.
9. You choose a partner as a reaction to your previous partner.
10. Your partner is unavailable.


The six BIGGEST mistakes we make in the beginning of a relationship:

1. We don't ask enough questions.
2. We ignore warning signs of potential problems.
3. We make premature compromises.
4. We give in to lust blindness.
5. We give in to material seduction.
6. We put commitment before compatibility.


Seven Wrong Reasons to be in a Relationship:

1. Pressure (age, family, friends, etc.)
2. Loneliness and desperation
3. Sexual hunger
4. Distraction from your own life
5. To avoid growing up
6. Guilt
7. To fill up your emotional or spiritual emptiness.


The Lust into Love Formula

1. First, you feel powerful sexual chemistry with someone or, in raw terms,
lust.
2. Next, you act on those urges and have sex with that person.
3. Then you experience some guilt or discomfort having been so sexually
intimate with someone you aren't that emotionally connected with.
4. Finally you create a relationship with that person to legitimize your
lust.


Five Realities about Love

1. Love is not enough to make a relationship work -it needs compatibility
and it needs commitment.
2. It just takes a moment to experience infatuation, but true love takes
time.
3. It is possible to experience true love with more than one person - there
are many potential partners you could be happy with.
4. The right partner will fulfill many of your needs but not all of them.
5. Good sex has nothing to do with true love, but making love does.


Five Deadly Myths about Love

1. True love conquers all.
2. When it's really true love, you will know it the moment you meet the
other person.
3. There is only one true love in the world who is right for you.
4. The perfect partner will fulfill you completely in every way.
5. When you experience powerful sexual chemistry with someone, it must be
love.

Fatal flaws to watch out for in a partner:

1. Addictions.
2. Anger.
3. Victime consciousness.
4. Control freak
5. Sexual Dysfunction.
6. Hasn't grown up.
7. Emotionally unavailable.
8. Hasn't recovered from past relationships.
9. Emotional damage from childhood.


Here are seven compatibility time bombs that can destroy a relationship:

1. Significant age difference.
2. Different religious background.
3. Different social, ethnic, or educational background.
4. Toxic in-laws.
5. Toxic ex-spouse.
6. Toxic Stepchildren.
7. Long-distance relationships.


Six qualities to look for in a mate:

1. Commitment to personal growth.
2. Emotional openness
3. Integrity
4. Maturity and responsibility
5. High self-esteem.
6. Positive Attitude towards life

Phobias

Just want to share what I read online about different phobias.

1. Arachibutyrophobia is the fear of peanut butter sticking on the roof of your mouth.


2. Triskaidekaphobia is the fear of number 13


3. paraskavedekatriaphobia is the fear of friday the 13th


4. Heliophobia dread or avoidance of sunlight


5. Pteromerhanophobia fear of flying/ air travel


6. Coulrophobia fear of clown


7. Glossophobia fear of public speaking


8. Aichmophobia fear of medical proceduresinvolving injections


9. Emetophobia fear of vomiting or being around others who are vomiting

Tetraphobia fear of number 4

source: wikipedia.com

A Woman Should Have

Just want to share this... I got this from my email...


A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE...

A set of screwdrivers,
a cordless drill, and
a black lace bra...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE...

One friend who
Always makes her
Laugh...
And one
Who lets her cry...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE...
A good piece of furniture
not previously owned by
Anyone else in her family...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE
Eight matching plates,
Wine glasses with stems,
And a recipe for a meal that will
Make her guests feel honored.

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE...
A feeling of control over Her destiny...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
How to fall in love Without losing herself...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
HOW TO QUIT A JOB
BREAK UP WITH A LOVER
AND CONFRONT A FRIEND WITHOUT RUINING THE FRIENDSHIP.. .

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
When to try harder... and
WHEN TO WALK AWAY...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
That she can't change
The length of her calves,
The width of her hips, or
The nature of her parents...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
That her childhood
May not have been Perfect...
but; Its over...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
What she would and Wouldn't
Do for love or more...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
How to live alone...
even if She doesn't like it...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
Whom she can trust, Whom she can't,
And why she shouldn't Take it personally.. .

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
Where to go..
Be it to her best friend's kitchen table..
Or a charming inn in the woods...
When her soul needs soothing...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
What she can and can't accomplish
In a day...
A month...
And a year...

Bakit Single Ka?

Got this from my email... just want to share kakatawa kasi...


Top 11 Reasons kung BAKIT "SINGLE" ANG STATUS MO

Kaya heto ako at sasabihin ko sa inyo ang ilang mga rason kung bakit.

11. Destiny Adik

Eto yung mga naghihintay kay "Destiny" na gumawa ng paraan para pagtagpuin sila ng kanilang mga "partner in life".. ayannn... kapapanood nyo ng "Serendipity" eh feeling nila ang nangyari sa movie eh mangyayari rin sa kanila such a cliche.. hindi ba nila alam na kung walang effort destiny is useless.

10. Perfectionist/Mapili

Yes, isang taong perpeksiyonista. Yung tipong dapat ganito ang magiging kapartner ko. Pag may nakilala, nakita lang na pangit ang kuko o may dumi lang, turn-off na agad. O kaya ang daming ayaw. Ayaw sa mabait boring daw, gusto bad boy/ pilya pero kapag pinaiyak ka tatanungin ka bakit ang sama mo bakit mo nagawa yun! Adik ka ba?! Ayaw sa cute, ayaw din naman sa panget. meron dyan gusto ka ayaw mo naman.. ung gusto mo halos magtambling ka pero deadma parin yang stunts mO sa kanya! Pasaway ka rin e! Ano ba talaga kuya?

9. Busy Busyhan

Opo, eto yung ang mundo e gumagalaw lang sa libro at ballpen kung estudyante ka o kaya naman sa computer at files kung office staff ka. Yung tipong aalis ng bahay ng alas 6 o alas 7 ng umaga at uuwi ng bahay ng 6 hanggang alas 8 ng gabi [baligtad naman para sa mga nag tratrabaho sa call center. Sabay tulog na. Kapag sabado masaya na sila sa tv, sa pagkain na niluluto ni mama at sa linggo naman sisimba at maghahanda na ng kelangan para sa lunes hanggang byernes. Pssssst.. pause for awhile.

8. Friendship Theory

Ano naman ito? Eto yung ang buhay ay kay bestfriend o kaya kay special friend na hindi masasabi sabi sa friendship nya sa loob ng kanilang mahabang panahon na pagsasama dahil baka daw maapektuhan ang pakikipagkaibigan at iwasan sya. Yung tipong pag may kasama si friendship na iba, nagseselos na wala naman sa lugar, pero syempre wag pahalata, kunyari happy sya for friendship. ABA! Oi lakasan mo ang loob at baka mamaya forever mong pagsisihan yan kaw rin. Minsan pa naman pareho kayong naghihintayan.. hmmp!

7. Born-to-be-one (Authestic)

Eto yung nasa palad na ang pagiging single daw. Walang reasons. Basta lang nabuhay sya sa mundo na mag-isa at feeling nya mamatay sya sa mundo ng mag-isa. Kesyo magmamadre o magpapari na lang. Asa kang tatanggapin ka pa noh!

6. Happy-go-lucky

Eto yung taong walang alam kundi kasiyahan at trippings. Kahit sino nalang basta no string attach. For fun lang daw... Walang halong seryosohan. ABA hoy! yang init ng katawan mo e ikiskis mo nalang sa pader. Makakahanap ka rin ng katapat mo!!!

5. Wrong Place

May nakaranas na ba nito? Yung pakiramdam mo nasa ibang mundo ka. Yung ang nakakaharap mo e yung mga hindi mo gusto, yung mga hindi mo hinahanap. Alam mo yun Halimbawa nasa ibang bansa ka, pero ang hinahanap mo e yung amoy ng nasa sariling bayan mo. O kaya naman e nasa sarili mong bayan ka, nasa normal na lipunan, pero ikaw ang abnormal at hindi mo kayang sabihin na abnormal din ang hanap mo kung ayaw mong ibitin ka nila ng patiwarik.

4. Wrong Time

Eto yung mga tao na sinasabi na, hindi pa ako ready e bata pa kasi ako o kaya naman hindi pa ako handa sa panahong ito, wala pa ako kayang ipagmalaki. Yes meron pong ganyan. Yung feeling nila may tamang panahon para sa love. Awwwwwww. Aba kelan yun? Pag uugod ugod ka na at yung time mo e bitin na? O baka naman pag pang out of time ka na? Oist, sugod lang ng sugod.

3. Si parents kasi¦

Yes, factor din ang komyunidad na ginagalawan mo. Una, ayaw pa ni mader o pader na magkaron ka kahit 22 anyos ka na at kelangan umabot ka muna raw ng 40 bago magkaroon ng gf/bf. O kaya naman ikaw mismo! Takot sa sasabihin ni parents at ni kapitbahay na tsismosa sa magiging kasama mo. Aba ikaw na nga ba ang sabihan na.. Alam mo hindi kayo bagay. langit at lupa kayo. Awwwww. Payo ko sayo, Pakialam nila diba? Palibhasa inggit!

2. Traumatic Experience

Eto kalimitan ang reason ng marami. Ayaw ko na!!! takot na ako mangyari pa ang nangyari dati! O diba ang drama ng layp? Yes, tama ka. Eto yung dahil sa past relationship mo, e until na ayaw mo ng magkaroon at sinumpa mo na ata ang magmahal. Dahil sa pinagpalit ka sa mas pangit, o kaya naman iniwan ka ng walang word na bye-bye, o dahil binugbog ka!, ano pa ba? Madami yan wag na nating isa isahin at baka tumulo si tears heheh Gayunpaman, eto lang masasabi ko mga hija at hijo. Ibat iba ang lasa ng pag-ibig. May mapait, may mapakla, may matamis at may maasim. Aba mapalad ka at natikman mo ang ibat ibang lasa nito. Kaya ikaw, Do not be afraid to fall in love again malay mo sweetiness na ang malasahin mo next time. E di panalo ka sa lotto. Yan ang nagpapalakas sayo¦ Yang ang bumubuhay sayo, ang pag-ibig. tsk! drama!

1. EX to the nth power

Oi aminin!!! LOVE parin si Ex kahit 1 or 2 yrs na ang nakakalipas. May ganito naman. Yung tipong ilang taon ang nakakalipas, hindi parin makalimutan si ex. Yung pinagsamahan, yung tawanan, yung iyakan, at lahat ng nangyari sa inyo nung kayo pa. Malungkot man at sa kung anumang kadahilanan, maganda man o masama ito, kelangan nyong magpaalam sa isa't isa. YES, after ay year sasabihin natin, im over him/her na, pero pag-usapan natin ang love at ang nangyari sa ating relastionship from the past, TADANNNNNNNNNNNNN, eto na, sya agad ang naalala mo. At habang nagkukwento ka, ouch may kirot, o kaya may ngiti at may bumabagabag sa ating kalooban. Ano kaya yun? AMININ mo na kasi MAHAL mo pa si EX. Isa lang ang masasabi ko, well mahirap sya kalimutan alam ko yan pero open your heart and makipagdate ka, lumabas ka, at try to entertain someone. Wag mo ikumpara si ex sa iba. At give urself KITKAT, take a break.

Just a thought...

My daily Mantra:

God iss here with me, everything will be just fine.
Everything will be just fine, the best is yet to come.

and a new addition to my daily Mantra:

God please give me the strength to go on.

For days now I've been feeling agitated over something I don't even know. I'm on the brink on going crazy... err.. as if I'm still sane... *sigh* It feels like I'm gonna break into pieces anytime soon and when that happens don't be surprise. Because when that day comes maybe I'll feel a 'lil bit better. Actually, it's been very hard lately, and it's as if I'm loosing me. I'm still optimistic, though there were times hopelesness gets into my system... Blame it all on school, on IMC, stupid professors, the government,the weather, everything!!... *sigh* I miss the sun, I miss the moon, I miss my night outs with friends, I miss having time for myself.

Announcement!!

Drinking cold water after meal = Cancer!
(this is not a joke)


For those who like to drink cold water, this article is applicable to you.
It is nice to have a cup of cold drink after a meal.
However, the cold water will solidify the oily stuff that you have just consumed.
It will slow down the digestion.

Once this "sludge" reacted with the acid, it will break down and be absorbed by the intestine faster than the solid food.
It will line the intestine.

Very soon, this will turn into fats and lead to cancer.
It is best to drink hot soup or warm water after a meal.



A Serious note about Heart Attacks



HEART ATTACK PROCEDURE": (THIS IS NOT A JOKE!)

Women should know that not every heart attack symptom is going to be the left arm hurting.
Be aware of intense pain in the jaw line.
You may never have the first chest pain during the course of a heart attack.
Nausea and intense sweating are also common symptoms.
60% of people who have a heart attack while they are asleep do not wake up.
Pain in the jaw can wake you from a sound sleep.
Let's be careful and be aware.
The more we know, the better chance we could survive...

A cardiologist says if everyone who gets this mail sends it to 10
people, you can be sure that we'll save at least one life.
Read this..... It could save your life!!

Let's say it's 6.15 pm and you're driving home .

Suddenly you start experiencing severe pain in your chest that starts to radiate out
into your arm and up into your jaw.
You are only about five miles from the hospital nearest your home.
Unfortunately you don't know if you'll be able to make it that far.
You have been trained in CPR, but the guy that taught the course did not tell you
how to perform it on yourself.



"HOW TO SURVIVE A HEART ATTACK WHEN ALONE":

Since many people are alone when they suffer a heart attack, without help,
the person whose heart is beating
improperly and who begins to feel faint,
has only about 10 seconds left before losing consciousness.
However, these victims can help themselves by coughing repeatedly and very vigorously.
A deep breath should be taken before each cough,
deep and prolonged, as when producing sputum from deep inside the chest.
A breath and a cough must be repeated about every two seconds
without let-up until help arrives, or until the heart is felt to be beating normally again.
Deep breaths get oxygen into the lungs and coughing movements squeeze
the heart and keep the blood circulating The squeezing pressure on the heart
also helps it regain normal rhythm.
In this way, heart attack victims can get to a hospital. Tell as many
other people as possible about this.
It could save their lives!! "

**PLEASE BE A "TRUE" FRIEND
AND SEND THIS ARTICLE
TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS
YOU CARE ABOUT.

(Helth, Retrieved Aug. 13, 2006 from yahoomail)

Ranting again

Currently listening to Magic 89.9...

Just bear with me, I'll be ranting again here...

I just finished reading about the different art movements, we have a long test about that tommorrow by the way. But here I am surfing the net while I should be studying really hard for the long test hahahaha!! So anyways, I need something to calm my nerves right now. I'm feeling agitated right now over school works. So many things to be done, so little time. Tsk.. tsk.. tsk.. I know I should be taking each task one at a time, but I can't help it. *sigh* I really really want to have a very long vacation somewhere away from everything. Several weeks of little sleep and pure schol works have already taken its toll on me. hehehehe... On a different note have you noticed how humid its been lately? Goodness the weather we have in this country is really something. Summer's over for months now and it's still relatively hot tssk.. tsk.. tsk... is this some kind of post summer heat? hehehehe... So anyways, We went to a photo exhibit yesterday at Kalaw hahahahaha!! Well the photo exhibit was... liberating hahahahaha!! go figure with what I mean hehehehe... I really need to go to the salon to have my hair trimmed or just avail a hot oil or something, anything that will be relaxing. Just awhile ago I thought an eeky-yucky cockroach landed on my shoulder but it was actually my hair!! hahahahahaha!! You see long hair does not fit me... Now I feel like crying!! huhuhu... for what reason? Nothing. And now I'm hearing weird noises hahahahaha!!

I want the "Kami Na Po Muna" album, a tribute to APO Hiking Society hahahaha!!
Bob Marley sung the "I Shot the Sherif"?

I refuse to adhere to society's aptitude and mental ability...

translation:
yoko na mag-aral!! ~~~~Liszt

Ranting again

Currently listening to Magic 89.9...

Just bear with me, I'll be ranting again here...

I just finished reading about the different art movements, we have a long test about that tommorrow by the way. But here I am surfing the net while I should be studying really hard for the long test hahahaha!! So anyways, I need something to calm my nerves right now. I'm feeling agitated right now over school works. So many things to be done, so little time. Tsk.. tsk.. tsk.. I know I should be taking each task one at a time, but I can't help it. *sigh* I really really want to have a very long vacation somewhere away from everything. Several weeks of little sleep and pure schol works have already taken its toll on me. hehehehe... On a different note have you noticed how humid its been lately? Goodness the weather we have in this country is really something. Summer's over for months now and it's still relatively hot tssk.. tsk.. tsk... is this some kind of post summer heat? hehehehe... So anyways, We went to a photo exhibit yesterday at Kalaw hahahahaha!! Well the photo exhibit was... liberating hahahahaha!! go figure with what I mean hehehehe... I really need to go to the salon to have my hair trimmed or just avail a hot oil or something, anything that will be relaxing. Just awhile ago I thought an eeky-yucky cockroach landed on my shoulder but it was actually my hair!! hahahahahaha!! You see long hair does not fit me... Now I feel like crying!! huhuhu... for what reason? Nothing. And now I'm hearing weird noises hahahahaha!!

I want the "Kami Na Po Muna" album, a tribute to APO Hiking Society hahahaha!!
Bob Marley sung the "I Shot the Sherif"?

I refuse to adhere to ociety's aptitude and mental ability...

translation:
yoko na mag-aral!! ~~~~Liszt

for the twenteens out there...

got this from an email just want to hare... Ü

Being Twenty-Something

They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis."

It is when you stop going along with the crowd
and
start realizing that there are many things about
yourself that you didn't know and may not like.

You start feeling insecure and wonder where you
will
be in a year or two, but then get scared because
you
barely know where you are now.

You start realizing that people are selfish and
that, maybe, those friends that you thought you
were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people
you have ever met, and the people you have lost
touch
with are some of the most important ones.

What you don't recognize is that they are realizing
that too, and aren't really cold, catty, mean or
insincere but that they are as connfused as you.

Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what
others are doing and find yourself judging more
than
usual because suddenly you realize that you have
certain boundaries in your life and are constantly
adding things to your list of what is acceptable
and what isn't.

One minute, you are insecure and then the next,
secure. You laugh and cry with the greatest force of
your life.

You feel alone and scared and confused.
Suddenly,
change is the enemy and you try and cling on to
the
past with dear life, but soon realize that the past is
drifting further and further away, and there
is nothing to do but stay where you are or move
forward.

You get your heart broken and wonder how
someone
you loved could do such damage to you. Or you
lay in
bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent
enough
that you want to get to know better.

Or maybe you love someone but love someone
else too
and cannot figure out why you are doing this
because you know that you aren't a bad person.

One-night-stands and random hook ups start to
look cheap. Getting wasted and acting like an idiot
starts to look pathetic.

You go through the same emotions and questions
over
and over, and talk with your friends about the same
topics because you cannot seem to make a
decision.

You worry about loans, money, the future and
making a
life for yourself... and while winning the race
would be great, right now you'd just like to be a
contender! What you may not realize is that
everyone
reading this relates to it.

We are in our best of times and our worst of times,
trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing
out.

Send this to your twenty-something friends...
maybe
it will help someone feel like they aren't alone
in their state of confusion...

Ranting

I want to take a very long vacation. I want to sleep 15 hours a day. I want to relax, escape from thi world even jut for a while...

Warning!! Rantings ahead

WARNING: This entry contains ranting of a sick mind... Read at your own risk... You've been warned...


*lalalalala... (Len-Len humming a tune. What tune you ask well, any tune you want it to be)* I want to sleep, I really do. But the thing is, when you have a lot in mind the luxury of sleeping seem so far away. You lie awake on your bed, thinking and thinking, and more thinking of the things you want to forget momentarily *sigh*. Now I'm depriving myself of sleep. Hahaha!!

Oh!! Last thursday mean, meadian, mode and mode's friend went to St. Jude's Church. Hahaha!! But before that Medaian met up with Mean at Delifrance at SM Manila. They strolled around the mall for a while. Then Meadian got hungry becaue he did not eat anything for breakfat and lunch hahahaha!! So what' new with that?! Hahahahaha!! Median doesn't really eat breakfat but boy, was she hungry. So Mean and Median went to KFC. Median ate Chicken Steak Combo and after talking a lot with each other they decided to stroll around the mall again. Before Median and Mean met up with Mode and her friend, the two ate 'platito wrap' and drank a super expensive juice which is way out of it's usual price. By 7:20 p.m. Mode texted Median that she and her friend are already waiting for us at the entrance, Median and Mode were currently at a video shop browsing for a Mary Poppins 40th Anniverary DVD. So the met up with Mode and her friend, and then the four took a jeep, then afterwards they walked a mile pr two to get at St. Jude's Chapel. It's a long walk but it's worth it. After the novena Median, Mode, and Mode' friend lighted several candles for school, health, life etc. Afterwards, the four went home.

Ranting Again

Ever felt like jumping off a cliff all of a sudden? Haha!! I'm sure once in your life you felt like doing it. *sigh* Things are getting more complicated by the second and sometimes I find myself wanting to be a 5 year-old again. Funny because when we were little we can't wait to grow up, but now that were all grown up we want to be a kid again. hahaha!!

Anyways, the whole class will be busy for the next month or so. I believe that eerythig wi e aright though and the best is yet to come.

Darn keyboard!! It's damn broken and now I'm using the on-screen keyboard!!

Eerything will be just fine, God is here with us always...

Rants

Darn!! I'm doing it again!! Procrastinating. Procrastinator, that would be me. I should be doing this critical analysis about a 1941 movie, but here I am typing words in this entry while I should be doing something more important. I'm such a bum. A slacker... tsk.. tsk.. tsk... that's not good I know, but old habbits are hard to break. I really need divine inspiration right now. Hahahaha!! I know I should be concentrating on finishing this paper work but what the hell?! It's already 3:21 p.m. and I promised myself that I'll be doing the paper work at 3 p.m. hehehehe... so I guess I should be doing the critical analysis now...

:)

I'm in love!! In love with Orlando Bloom and Tom Welling!!

Bonkers Over Love...

I'm surrounded by people driven crazy by love...

Case 1: Once and Again

Girl loves boy, boy loves girl(?). They got together, they fell apart. 3 years later they got back together. Girl got lost, boy is still the boy she knew. Girl lied to everyone and they always get in a very bad situation. Boy became a bad influence to girl, girl follows boy blindly. Girl left her pampered easy life to be with the boy, boy took her away. Girl suffers, boy suffers. They decided to part, then after a while girl went back to the boy. Girl caused trouble, boy caused trouble. After almost 3 years of being together finally!! They decided to live their lives apart.

Case 2: Unrequited Love

Girl got acquainted with boy, they became friends. Girl and boy communicates constantly. They talk on the phone, chat, and talked some more. Girl fell for boy, boy already has someone special. They continued communicating with each other, girl fell harder. Boy was too sweet, girl got to know more about boy and she fell harder than before. Everywhere girl looks, she see boy. Every man that sought after her, she can't find anyone suitable enough to take boy's place in her heart. They continue to be "friends", in fact they were "like more than just friends". Girl fell harder for boy each day, but boy is already committed. It breaks girl's heart, but she kept on loving him anyways. Then one day communications stopped. Girl tried to live her life without boy. After a year without any communications, girl still longs for boy. Hoping to be with him one day. She suffers, and until now still trying to piece together her broken heart. It's been so difficult for her, and boy still with his special someone... And he keeps on breaking girl's heart without him knowing.

Case3: You and I Against the World.

Girl and boy can't be together. Girl followed her heart with a love that's forbidden by everyone. Girl is too stubborn, she caused a very large crack in their family. Boy left his family, girl eloped with him. Girl was blinded, boy lost his sense of responsibilty. Their relationship is against morality, against chruch's teachings, against what every man in their right mind believes in...

Case 4: Vicious Cycle

Girl definitely crazy in love with boy, boy loves her in return. Girl so stubborn, boy... oh boy!! Girl keeps on hurting. Girl lets herself get hurt over and over again and again and again and again...

Case 5: Love Unfulfilled

Girl liked boy, boy liked girl. Boy courted girl, girl liked him even more. Boy suddenly backed out leaving girl perplexed. Girl heard rumor about him and boy which so noy true. Girl remained silent. Boy moved on.

So you see? people in general goes "coo-coo" in one way or another when they fall in love. There are some who's still in touch with their individuality, who knows what they want and won't sacrifice their own happiness for their love. But there are those who become blind, stubborn, and martyr. I just hope there are lots of people out there truly happy with their significant others

Ü

Soon I'll be out there looking for a job, making money, and living in the so-called 'real world'. For one thing I want to know what is the 'real world? Aren't we in the 'real world'? If not, then in what world are living in now? hehehe... just wondering... But whatever tommorrow brings I know I can make it, because I know I can and I believe in me. I know I'm made for something great, I just need to discover it just yet. Actually I'm thinking of joining an organization or something that helps the community, because I know I'll find the experience worth a million. I'm also planning on going back to school after having a stable job and career. I want to pursue Marine Biology. Yes, the girl who doesn't like the beach nor the sea or whatever vast amount of water and who also happens to hate swimming with the fishes!! And she wants to be a Marine Biologist!! hehehe... Is that a joke you aks? No it's not even though I don't know how to swim. I really wanted to be a Marine Biologist. I really do. Sometimes I think of the possibilities that would have happened if I only pursued Marine Biology or Aeronautics. But no use to that now, I'm a C.A. student and I love it. I really want to be a marine biologist and I hope one day I'll be one. So 'real world' be ready because I'm comming to dominate!! wahaha!!

Matinong post daw request ni Glai...

They say cholates make people feel good, like chicken soup. It's one of those comfort food that you want to have when you feel bad. Odd, but I'm not that fond of chocolates anymore. Unlike few years ago wherein I would love to have a chocolate each day. Especially chocolates with almonds. I don't know when I started losing interest with chocolates, actually, I've lost my interest with all kinds of sweets. I wonder where my sweet tooth went? On vacation I guess... hehehe...

ranting

I always find myself walking in and out of this hole. In and out, in and out and back again.

*sigh*

Look how time flies faster than anyone could imagine. It's like one minute you're trying to learn the ABC's and the next thing you knew you're surrounded with blinding light of aging and maturity. Though maturity doesn't neccessarily comes as aging every year. It's really weird though, now that you're older, you keep on wanting things like the way they used to be when you were little. Simple and free. Simple and free. When did things started to get complicated anyway? Why can't things stay the way you wanted them to be? Everything's in flux. There's no stopping it. You can stall it though. But still... *sigh* Nostalgia is such a good friend... you welcome every time it visits you but leaves you frustrated and logning for something.

*I'm just ranting here don't mind me...*

Argh!! part 2

Red blotches...

Red blotches...

Red blotches...

Damn alcoholic beverages... damn allergies... damn!! damn!! damn!!

Okay, so I thought it'll go away after one day. But no!! These icky-yucky red blotches decided to stay for a while!! This is what I get from having a good night out. Oh my grrrr... it's all over me and it's so itchy, itchy, itchy!! And have I already mentioned that it's itchy?! Well if not, it's so damn itchy!! After this whole ordeal I'm sure I'll have stretch marks all over my body. If not, then bruises!! Argh!! This is torture!!

Argh!!

Never again will I ever drink any alcoholic beverages!! As in never again!! But with the exception of Red Wine. I can drink a bottle of Red Wine without feeling dizzy or tipsy, other than that, is banned on my never again list. Ofcourse drinking with friends is fun, but the feeling after you've consume several bottles is really bad!! As in it's the worst feeling I've ever encounter. The dizziness I can handle, but the hyper acidity, allergies and nausea wah!! It's the worst feelingever!! As in!! argh!! I feel like vomiting again... Excuse me...

Bummer

Papara-pacquiao...

Who wouldn't recognize that tune from a very famous fast food chain? And who wouldn't recognize the man from that commercial? Apparently most people know him, except from those who lives far away without electricity or any form of communication with civilization.

Pacquiao is our country's pride. He gave joy to his country men when he won against Morales. He's a hero for many people. But come on!! Too much of him is becoming so annoying. Where ever you look, you see him. In TV ads, print ads, TV shows etc. From fast food ad to socks ad and now a videoke mic? What in the name of good graces is happening to this world? He's being over sensationalize!! But I can't blame anyone for doing so. He did made our country proud. And now I'm hearing another one of his ads!! Oh!! the Horror!!

Books... books... books...

Books i intend to read:

Lovely Bones by Alice Sebold
The Catcher in the Rye by J.D. Salinger
The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time by Mark Haddon
Sybil by Flora Rheta Schreiber
The Mermaid Chair by Sue Monk Kidd
The Twelfth Angel by Og Mandino
100 Years of Solitude by Gabriel Garcia Marquez
Orange Girl by Jostein Gaarder
The Bridges Over Madison County By Robert James Waller
The God of Small Things by Arundhati Roy
11 Minutes, The Alchemist, Veronika Decides to Die by Paulo Coelho

Pakikipagsapalaran sa MRT Part 2: Sigawan

8:00 a.m. Rush hour...

8:30 a.m. Siksikan

Lumagpas ng ng 1 second ang 8:30 super siksikan na yan.

Last monday late ako sa OJT. Sa pangatlong train na dumating pa ako nakasakay sa MRT... grabe talaga!! siksikan!! tapos pagdating sa may Cubao station grabe kulang na lang arena at refree subtukan na!! Wahahahaha!! Doon kasi ako sa dulo pumunta di don sa entrance bago ung sa may dulo. Eh di yun nga asa may Cubao station na kame... grabe and daming tao. Siksik kung siksik sila tapos eh halos wala nang space grabe biglang nagkaroon ng commotion!! Wahahahahahaha!! nagsigawan yung mga tao sa kasi nagkatulakan ata tpos eh di ang ingay ingay na kasi nga yung iba pang 6 train na nila yun tapos di pa rin sila nakasakay... Wahahahahahaha!! nag-aaway na nga yung iba tapos yung iba sigawan kung sigawan di may sumingit na Egnr. nung una binara pa siya nung isang pasahero tpos nung sinabi nya na Egnr. sya eh di tumahimik yung mga tao... Tapos explain explain sya tungkol sa capacity ng train at safety ng mga pasahero yun nagsitahimik din yung mga tao... Wahahahahahaha!! Iba talaga ang MRT!! Wahahahahahaha!!

Pakikipagsapalaran sa MRT Part 1

Naramdaman mo na ba minsan sa iyong buhay ang pagnanais na sakalin ang isang taong malakinghadlang? Ako? Oo!! Araw-araw!! sa iba't ibang tao!! Oo!! kahit 'di ko sila kakilala gusto ko sila sakalin!! Sa araw-araw ba naman, sa dami-dami ng mga tao laging my mga naiiba na wala talaga sa isip nila yung ibang mga tao. Napansin niyo ba na my mga tao na parang 'statue'? Oo!! Statue. Yung tipong nakatayo lang walang pakialam kahit nakaharang sila sa daanan... Para sa mga taong sumasakay ng MRT na umaabot hanggang Taft pansinin nyo pagdating s Buendia station na kung saan ay marami na ang bumababa at susunod na ang Ayala Station ay may mga tao pa ing nakatayo. My mga nakawak sa sefety hand rails, s post at yung iba eh feeling reyna ng balance eh nakatayo lang s ginta, nakaharang sa pintuan. Ayan Ayala Station na... syempre sobrang dami din ang bumababa sa station na yon. Pansinin niyo laging may pasaway na ang sarap hilaiin ng buhok at sakalin kasi nakaharang sa daanan. Walang pakielam. Yun yung tamang words para i-describe yung mga tao na yun. Grabe ang sarap nila itulak palabas ng pintuan. Pano kami makakalabas kung nakaharang siya sa gitna ng daanan? Hay!! grabe talaga napaka-insensitive sa ibang tao!! Kung yung mga taong ganon kaya eh harangan ko din tignan ko lang kung di sila maasar...

MRT

Abangan ang mga kagilagilalas na pakikipag sapalaran ni Len-Len sa pagsakay sa MRT araw-araw, sa pagsusumukap na makarating sa OJT niya ng maaga at umiwas sa traffic ng rush hour...


ABANGAN...

wala lang

sagutin lamang ng mga katagang:
>>kaya ko
>>kakayanin ko
>>nagawa ko na
>>hindi ko kaya

can you..

[pet a snake]
Kaya ko!! ilang beses na ko nakahawak ng snake sa manila zoo

[spend a week in an empty room]
Hindi ko kaya... wahahahaha!!

[ride in a hot-air balloon]
kayang kaya ko

[sky dive]
kayang kaya ko

[sing in front of a huge audience]
kakayanin ko... wahahahahaha!! pro cla kya kayanin ang boses ko? bwahahahaha!!

[scuba dive]
kayang kaya ko... pero sana matuto ako lumangoy bwahahahaha!!

[seat in the front seat of a roller coaster]
kaya ko wahahahahaha!!

[deliver a baby]
hindi ko kaya...

[swim across the amazon river]
hindi ko kaya... hello ang dangerous kaya non...

[change careers]
kaya ko

[disappear for a long period of time]
kaya ko

[walk through the forest alone at night]
kaya ko basta my trail at flashlight...

[join a space mission]
kaya ko

[tell everyone what you honestly think of them]
kaya ko

[call off your wedding]
kaya ko

[walk naked through new york during rush hour]
hindi ko kaya

[wall up to mike tyson and call him a girl]
kaya ko basta napapaligiran ako ng mga guards wahahahaha!!

[disarm a bomb]
hindi ko kaya

[clean the outside windows of a skyscraper]
kaya ko

[draw a moustache on the mona lisa with a
permanent marker]
kaya ko

[go on tour with elvis]
sinong elvis?

[go swimming during a thunderstorm]
hindi ko kaya

[perform surgery on your bestfriend]
hindi ko kaya

Anne

I'm really easily affected with what I read. I just finished reading "Anne of Avonlea" and now I'm currently reading "Anne of the Island". I'm almost half through kaya lang nasaktan ako sa ginawa ni Anne kay Gilbert and I can't bear to read the next chapters kasi parang ako yung nasaktan para kay Gilbert. Even though I know na sila din in the end, no muna... Pag 'di na ko naaasar sa ginawa ni Anne tsaka ko na lang siya babasahin ulit... hay... tsaka mangiyakngiyak talaga ako nung nabasa ko na wala na si Ruby Gillis... hay... Sa ngayon papalipasain ko muna ang sama ng loob ko kay Anne...

It's 1:19 pm

I have been branded as man hater, allergic to boys and so on and so forth. But for the nth time, I'm not a man hater nor allergic to boys as what my tita's would often say everytime the topic about boys would pop out. And for those crazy relatives and other people that is bothering/asking me about 'boyfriend' let me straight the record for once, I have no plans of having a boyfriend or being in a relationship yet. Why? Here are some reasons why:

1. Freedom

I love my freedom so much. I can't give it up at the moment.

2. I'm fickle minded

Lets just say I easily get distracted though I'm a very loyal person. It's just that I change my mind quickly.

3. Being in a relationship is expensive

Expensive, expensive, expensive. Enough said...

4. Problems

Being in a relationship means encountering several kinds of problems and I don't want that. I don't want an extra baggage.

5. I'm not GF material.

I'm not affectionate, patient and I'm so impulsive. Plus, I'm not the serious type of person.


Those are some reasons why though I'm not closing any doors with that matter. I just really can't see myself being with someone at the moment. What I really really need is a slave that will do my every bidding.

About Anime's

Anime characters that I hate the most:

1. Sakura (Naruto)

You know the girl with a large forehead that two foehead protectors can fit, pink hair, and apple green eyes. Sorry to all her fans out there but she's just so annoying!! Not to mention that she's a schizophrenic with multiple personality disorder, she's also bipolar by the way. She's so obsess with Sasuke!! Goodness!! It took her so long to finally stand up on her own. Grrrr...

2. Sasuke (Naruto)

So another one from Naruto. I know there are lots of people who would throw rotten tomatoes at me because this little Sasuke have lots and lots of lovers/fans out there. And I personally know some of them. So anyways, here's another character with obsession: 'revenge, power and more revenge'. His obsession led him staright right to Orochimaru's arms. Oh!! I have a theory about Orochimaru's obsession with Sasuke, but this is not about Orochimaru, it's about Sasuke. So when the day that he gets his sweet revenge, that's the day that he'll die or whatever. He'll lose his purpose in his boring life and then what next? Nothing na di ba?

3. Honey Honey a.k.a. Princess Amaria (Honey Honey)

Another annoying character who's delusional. She said that Lily her cat is her sibling. She's so noisy and all she do is scream!! Scream at everyone. Goodness I hope I never see more of her.

4. Kenshin (Rurouni Kenshin)

You ask why Kenshin? Simple, He's a bastard. Yes a bastard, asshole, jerk!! He's so stuck up with his past, not to mention he has this messianic tendency. So what about the messianic tendency? Let's make it simple, he thinks he can save everyone by the use of his sword. I can't blame him though for feeling that way. Well on another note, I believe he never really loved Kaoru he cares for her, yes, in fact he's very fond of her. But love, no. Even though he married her and had a child with her it doesn't mean that he really loved her. Well ok, lets just say that he did loved her, but not strong enough for him to give up his past. You don't marry someone and had a child then leave just because your past is haunting you again? That's lame excuse. So anyways, I don't think he deserve the way he ended. Come on, he's aman that lived by the sword, they should have given him an honorable end by the use of the sword.

5. Christine (UFO Baby)

Another pink haired character that has a crush with Kanata, the main boy character from the anime. And every time she sees him with another girl or Kanata and Miyu on a compromnising situation she explode!! She'll suddenly have this super strength that will allow her to break, lift and move large heavy things. She's just one of the many anime character that is obsess over something or someone.

6. Orochimaru (Naruto)

I swear Orochimaru's gay!! He's obsess with Sasuke and he wants to use his body!! And have you noticed that almost everyone around him are men? wahahahahaha!! I have nothing against gay people. In fact I love them!! But Orochimaru's one gay man that has mean intentions on his fellow men. So there's my theory about Orochimaru.

7. Vegeta (Dragon Ball Z)

He's always been envious about Son Goku. Enough said.

8. Seravi (Akazukin Cha-Cha)

A green haired man who talks to himself. Okay, so here's anothercharacter that has an obsession. He's obsess with Dorothy!! The blonde Dorothy!! What's with the hair anyway? Red ahired or blonde, Dorothy is still Dorothy.

9. Miaka (Fushigi Yuugi)

Goodness I almost forgot Miaka!! wahahahahaha!! So anyways, she's so arrgghhh!! She has so many men. Why are they so attracted to her anyway? I myself prefer the blonde girl *forgot her name* over Miaka.

10. Judy (Daddy Long Legs)

Annoying. Don't really like her.


All written above are just my opinion. If you don't agree fine. Those are just few of the anime characters that I hate or dislike. I just forgotten the other anime characters that I dislike so anyways, moving on...


Qualities that most heroine, anime character possess:

1. Clumsy
2. Dense
3. Well loved by most people around her
4. Aloof
5. Mysterious
6. Always caring and giving
7. Strong and brave on his/her own way
8. He/she can achieve anything because of her fighting spirit
9. Always gets into trouble
10. Most of the male character likes her

The stated above are just my observations. A lead character may possess one or two of the qualities.

So there I'll post a part two on this when I have the time. I forgotten some things that I was suppose to post hehehehehehehe...

OI!! wag magagalit yung mga fans ng mga anime character na na mention above ha... Para masaya mag didisclaimer ako... I don't own any of the anime or characters above. wahahahahaha!!

Can't Get Over This!! ARRRGGHHH!!

It's been two years since the Barbie and Ken break-up, they're dolls I know!! They're made of plastic, they're not real people so why would anyone care if they decided to go to splitsville? Well, probably someone do care and guess who it is... no it's not the president of whatever country that is, and it's not your crush either, it's no other but... of course me... I don't know why but I feel betrayed when they went on their seperate ways. After 43 years of being inseperable, 43 years of being the the best fashion doll couples in the world, all those years went down the drain. I can't even bare to watch Barbie's other movies since their break-up. I don't know why I feel that way. Maybe it's beacause I grew up seeing Barbie and Ken together and their break-up shattered my dream ever since I was a little kid that someday, somehow they'll tie the knot. But they say that the break-up was caused by Ken's lack in interest in getting married. Some say that it's because Barbie found a new love interest in an Australian surfer. What ever the reason is, I still can't let go of Barbie-Ken days... Since I was little it was them. If Barbie will come out with cowboy suit, Ken will also have a cowboy suit. Well anyways, mayybe someday I'll learn to accept that there's no Barbie and Ken anymore. Right now I don't like anything that has to do with Barbie... They broke my heart...

Happy birthday!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAYMIE YSABEL M. DALISAY!! woohoo!! VENTE AÑos ka na!! wahahahahahaha!!

Para kay Pinky

You Are Mint Green

Balanced and calm, you have mastered the philosophy of living well. Your friends seek you out for support, and you are able to bring stability to chaotic situations. You're very open and cheerful - and you feel like you have a lot of freedom in life. Your future may hold any number of exciting things, and you're ready for all of them!

What Color Green Are You?

You Are 60% Open Minded

You are a very open minded person, but you're also well grounded. Tolerant and flexible, you appreciate most lifestyles and viewpoints. But you also know where you stand firm, and you can draw that line. You're open to considering every possibility - but in the end, you stand true to yourself.

How Open Minded Are You?

You Belong in Amsterdam

A little old fashioned, a little modern - you're the best of both worlds. And so is Amsterdam. Whether you want to be a squatter graffiti artist or a great novelist, Amsterdam has all that you want in Europe (in one small city).

What European City Do You Belong In?

Your True Love Is a Capricorn

Why you'll love a Capricorn: Hard working and driven, a Capricorn will work overtime to win your heart. Be prepared to get wined and dined, even once you're convince that your Capricorn is the one! Why a Capricorn will love you: You don't rush things. You know it will take a while for a Capricorn to trust you, and you can wait. Social and outgoing, you can introduce normally shy Capricorn to a great circle of friends.

What Sign Is Your True Love?

You Should Be a Film Writer

You don't just create compelling stories, you see them as clearly as a movie in your mind. You have a knack for details and dialogue. You can really make a character come to life. Chances are, you enjoy creating all types of stories. The joy is in the storytelling. And nothing would please you more than millions of people seeing your story on the big screen!

What Type of Writer Should You Be?

You Are Coke

A true original and classic, you represent the best of everything you can offer. Just the right amount of sweet, just the right amount of energy... you're the life of the party. Your best soda match: Mountain Dew Stay away from:Dr Pepper

What Kind of Soda Are You?

Your Life Path Number is 9

Your purpose in life is to make the world better You are very socially conscious and a total idealist. You think there are many things wrong with the world, and you want to fix them. You have a big idea of how to world could be, and you'll sacrifice almost anything to work towards this dream. In love, you can easily see the beauty in someone else. And you never cling too tightly. You are capable of great love, but it's hard for you to focus your love on one person or relationship. You have a lot of outward focus, and you tend to blame the world for your failures. You are often disappointed by the realities of life - it's hard for you to accept the shortcomings of the world.

What Is Your Life Path Number?

RENT

Me and Amz went to see this movie entitled RENT at G4 today. The movie was orginally a broadway rock musical about down town New York, with colorful characters dealing with life, love, relationships, sexuality and AIDS. The movie was so great!! Though I almost laugh out loud at the last scene where Mimi was on the brink of saying bye-bye to the world. I swear I could imagine her suddenly opening her eyes then she will say ooopppssss... wait lang andito pa ko... hahahahahaha!! somewhat like what would happen in typical Filipino comedy movies, you know what I mean. So anyways, I love Angel's character the best talaga!! hahahahahahaha!!

It's 1:10 in the morning

Feeling sawi nanaman ako. I don't know why I feel that way at the moment. Sometimes I would suddenly feel lonely and sad but then again I don't know why. I remember when I was in GS I would always tell Mean over the phone that I'm lonely. So nayways, there's really noting to be sad about at the moment but I wish I didn't let go of something that's been under my nose all this time. Now I regret it. So that's the reason why I feel sad hehehehehehe... sawi pala... hehehehehehehe... But I'm still looking forward that I didn't messed things up.

So anyways, lets move on to brighter stuffs ok? hehehehehehehe... Labidabs is such a spoiler... hehehehehehehe... I know that Sam Soon and Cyrus will end up together, but I didn't expect them to have a triplets... hehehehehehehe... Labidabs thanks sa extra info about KSS. hehehehehehehe...

Note: Pansisnin nyo n Labidabs na ang gamit ni Len-Len at di n mode er... median pla... ay mode pla... kasi nalilito na ako ngaun sa dalawa hahahahahahahaha!!

KSS

I just read KSS's complete episode guide from Mode's blog. She's such an aaaaaaadddddddddddeeeeeeeekkkkkkkk when it comes to KSS. Well it's not like she's the only one addicted to it, I mean most people I know is already hooked up with that show. Every episode keeps you wanting for more. I myself prefer KSS than Princess Lulu, since KSS is more realistic than the Rapunzel like fairy tale of princess Lulu. So anyways, I'm stil broke and I need money.

WAH!! SORRY MODE!! NALITO LANG AKO... WAH!!

Gumagana na ang modem!!

Bwahahahahaha!! I'm so bbbbbbrrrrroooooooookkkkkkeeeeeeeee!! hehehehehehehe... Donation is very much welcome... I accept cash, check or credit card hehehehehehehe... Be charitable... Help Len-Len!! or rather finance Len-Len's summer trippings... hehehehehehehe... azucarera de papa wanted!! Bwahahahahahaha!! joke lang... I just hope I get to save money this summer. I hate being broke!! Being broke means staying at home sleeping, or watching tv, since our modem is working very very very well I can't connect to the net... so I just play computer games... hehehehehehehehe...

So anyways, summer officially started. And its soooooooooooo hot!! hot!! hot!! Can't sleep at night because of the temperature... hehehehehehehehe... I'm glad we'll be having our OJT. may aircon ung office aircon!! aircon!! bwahahahahahahaha!! I just hope I didn't fail any subjects this sem... hehehehehehehehe...

The Impulsive Buyer... Me...

WAH!! I bought something I know I shouldn't have!! WAH!! And now I regret it big time!! I lost alot of money and now I'm so close to being broke!! as in nada!! wla na!! butas na bulsa ko!! PUNYETA!! PUNYETA talaga!! LECHE!! LECHE!!

Movie Lines...

Got this again from a forwarded email...

Dear Catherine, I'm sorry I haven't talked to you in so long. I feel
I've been lost. No bearings, no compass. I kept crashing into things,
a little crazy I guess. I've never been lost before. You were my true
north. I could always steer for home when you were my home. Forgive
me for being so angry when you left. I still think some mistake's
been made and I'm waiting for God to take it back. But I'm doing
better now. The work helps me. Most of all, you help me. You came
into my dream last night with that smile of yours that always held me
like a lover, rocked me like a child. All I remember from the dream
is a feeling of peace. I woke up with that feeling and tried to keep
it alive as long as I could. I'm writing to tell you that I'm on a
journey toward that peace. And to tell you I'm sorry about so many
things. I'm sorry I didn't take better care of you so that you never
spent one minute being cold or scared or sick. I'm sorry I didn't try
harder to find the words to tell you what I
was feeling. I'm sorry I never fixed the screen door. I fixed it
now. I'm sorry I ever fought with you. I'm sorry I didn't apologize
more. I was too proud. I'm sorry I didn't bring you more compliments
on everything you wore and every way you fixed your hair. I'm sorry I
didn't hold on to you with so much strength that even God couldn't
pull you away. All my love. G.
--- MESSAGE IN A BOTTLE


"The only
feeling of real loss is when you love someone, more than you love
yourself." --- GOOD WILL HUNTING

"I love that you get cold when its
71 degrees out. I love that it takes you an hour and a half to order
a sandwich. I love that you get a little crinkle in your nose when
you're looking at me like i'm nuts. I love that after i spend a day
with you, i can still smell your perfume on my clothes. and i love
that you are the last person i want to talk to before i go to sleep
at night. and it's not because i'm lonely, and it's not because it's
new Year's eve. i came here tonight because when
you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody,
you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible."
---WHEN HARRY MET SALLY

When you love someone, And you love them with
your heart, It never disappears when you're apart. When you love
someone And you've done all you can do, You set them free. And if
that love was true, When you love someone It will all come back to
you
--- FORGET PARIS


You cannot find true love where it does not
truly exist. And you cannot hide it where it truly does.

--- KISSING A FOOL

I created my very own first breakup rule: Destroy all pictures
where he looks sexy and you look happy. Breakup rule No. 2: Until
emotionally stabilized, enter no stores. Breakup rule No. 3: Never
stop thinking about him, even for a moment. because that's the moment
he'll appear. And finally, the most important breakup rule: No matter
who broke your heart or how long it takes to heal, you'll never get
through it without your friends.

--- Carrie, from the sitcom SEX AND THE CITY

" i miss you so much it hurts"
--- SLEEPLESS IN SEATTLE

"Half my days i cannot bear not to touch you, the rest of
the time i feel it doesn't matter if i ever see you again. It isn't
the mortality, it is how much you can bear....."

--- THE ENGLISH PATIENT


Do you believe in love? I bet you don't, you're probably too
sensible for that. Have you ever seen someone and you know that if
only that person really know you, they'd dump the perfect model they
were with and realize that you are the one they want to grow old
with? Have you ever fallen in love with someone you've never talked
to? Have you ever been so alone you spent the night confusing a guy
in a coma? --- WHILE YOU WERE SLEEPING

"anything less than mad, passionate, extraordinary love is a waste of
your time. there are too many mediocre things in life to deal with
and love shouldn't be one of them."

--- A DREAM FOR AN INSOMNIAC

"i'm here to love you, to hold you in my arms and to protect you. i'm here
to learn from you and to receive your love in return. i'm here coz
there's no other place to be."

--- MESSAGE IN A BOTTLE


"Me? I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I saw, of what I did, of who
I am. And most of all, I'm scared of walking out of this room and
never feeling the rest of my whole life the way I feel when I'm with
you." --- DIRTY DANCING

"When you kiss someone, everything around you
becomes hazy... and the only thing in focus is you and this person...
And you realize that this person is the only person you should be
kissing for the rest of your life... And for one moment, you get,
this amazing gift... And you wanna laugh and ou wanna cry... Cuz you
feel so lucky that you've found it and so
scared that it'll go away all at the same time..."
--- NEVER BEEN KISSED


"It's funny how we set qualifications for the right person to
love while at the back of our minds we know that the person we trully
love will always be an exception"

--- Ally McBeal

"how can you assume to be friends with someone when all you think about when you look at him is how much more you really want?"
---joey, DAWSON'S CREEK

if two people love each other, but just cant seem to put things together,
when would that point be.. when one would say enough is enough?
NEVER. --- THE MEXICAN


"So this is love...so this is what makes life
divine. I'm all-aglow, and now I know. The key to all heaven is mine.
My heart has wings, and I can fly. I'll touch every star in the sky.
So this is the miracle, that I've been dreaming of... So this is
love." --- CINDERELLA

Don't you understand? That everything I do, I
do for you? Anything that might be special in me...is you.
--- GREAT EXPECTATIONS

One day, you look at the person
and see more than you did the day before, like a switch was
flickered somewhere. And the person who was just a friend is suddenly
the only person you can imagine yourself with. --- Xfiles (series) I
feel like the best version of myself when i'm with you... and that
makes me doubt everything else.
--- KEEPING THE FAITH

Is it possible to be just friends with someone i have these sort of non-moderate
feelings for?... Or am I doomed forever to just be in love and
ultimately significantly hurt?

---- Felicity


"There are some people
who meet that somebody that they can never stop loving, no matter how
hard they try. I wouldn't expect you to understand that, or even
believe it, but trust me, there are some love that don't go away. And
maybe that makes them crazy, but we should all be lucky to end up
with that somebody who has a little of that insanity. Somebody who
never lets go. Somebody who cherishes you forever." --- Ally Mc Beal


Josie Geller: Sometime you'll kiss someone and know that's the person
you're supposed to kiss for the rest of your life.

--- NEVER BEEN KISSED


The only wrong thing would be to deny what your heart truly
feels. --- THE MASK OF ZORRO

You will see a lot of things, But they will mean nothing to you If you lose sight of the one you love. --- AT FIRST SIGHT

If you love someone you say it... you say it right
then, out loud... or the moment just... passes you by.

--- MY BEST FRIEND'S WEDDING


I would rather have had One breath of her hair, One
kiss from her mouth, One touch of her hand, Than an eternity without
it... --- CITY OF ANGELS


You will be doing anything For the one you
love... Except love them again. --- FAITHFUL


Fate exists but it can only take you so far, Because once you're there It's up to you to make it happen. --- CAN'T HARDLY WAIT

When you've found that person you want to spend the rest of ur life with, you want the rest of ur life to begin right away." --- When Harry Met Sally


"Sometimes when you hold out for everything, you walk away
with nothing." --- Ally McBeal

I hate the way you talk to me And the
way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car. I hate it
when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots And the way you
read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick -- It even makes me
rhyme. I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie. I
hate it when you make me laugh -- Even worse when you make me cry. I
hate it that you're not around And the fact that you didn't call. But
mostly I hate the way I don't hate you -- Not even close, not even a
little bit, not any at all. --- Kat Startford (10 Things I Hate About
You)


"if two people are meant for each other, it doesnt mean that
they are meant for each other NOW." --- pacey whitter "DAWSON'S
CREEK"


Lois: You know, if somebody had asked me three days ago who
the one person in the world I admired most was, I'd have said you.
But, without really knowing what that meant.
Without understanding that the hardest thing about being you is all
the things you can't do. All the cries for help that you can't
answer, and how that quietly tears you apart. But it never stops you.
And after living a little of that myself, I realized
something...something I never thought was possible.
Clark: What?
Lois: I love you more. More than I ever have and more than I ever
thought I could love anyone, and so, I wanna ask ... Will you marry
me? --- LOIS AND CLARK


I know it's a cornball thing, but love is
passion,obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start
with that, what are you going to end up with? I say fall head over
heels. Find someone you love like crazy and who'll love you the same
way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to
your heart... Run the risk, if you get hurt, you'll come back.
Because the truth is, there is no sense living your life without
this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love -- well, you
haven't lived a life at all. You have to try. Because if you haven't tried,
you haven't lived... Stay open. Who knows? Lightning could strike.
--- MEET JOE BLACK

Man: "Will you love me for the rest of my life?"
Woman: "I will love you for the rest of mine." --- PHENOMENON

I guarantee it won't be easy I guarantee that at one point or another
One of us is going to want to leave. But I also guarantee that If I
don't ask you to be mine I am going to regret it For the rest of my
life Because I know in my heart You are the only one for me. ---
RUNAWAY BRIDE

Showbiz actually...

Showbiz in the Philippines is a big CIRCUS!!

There are:

Clowns
Flying Trappists
Acrobats
Jugglers
and many more...
and of course who could forget
the one and only
Ring Master

They sure make things here in the Phillipines more complicated and of course entertaining. They sure make me laugh once in a while. But most of the time they make me frown with disgust. Now... now... am I really talking about showbiz here? hehehehehehehehehe...

Muling ibalik ang....

got this email from a batchmate


tingnan nyo kung makakarelate kayo ako nakarelate eh



GENERATION KO PALA TOH! HEHEHEHE



AT IT MADE ME SMILE.....KASI LAHAT YAN NAGAWA KO AT ALAM KO.


NAKAKATUWA KASI I REMEMBER MY CHILDHOOD TRY NYO PARA MAALALA NYO ANG KABATAAN NYO....


TINGNAN NYO KUNG KASALI KAYO SA GENERATION NA TOH!



TAKE TIME TO READ THIS ITS WORTH IT!!!!!!



"ang sarap alalahanin ng pagiging bata natin...nalungkot ako ng nabasa ko ito...malayo na ang itinakbo ng panahon...masuwerte tayo dahil naranasan natin ang ganitong yugto ng pagbabago!...


"Ito ang mga huling taon ng dekada '80 at ang mga
unang taon ng dekada '90. Ito ang panahong uso pa
ang makiuso. Kung ginagaya mo ang style ng mga
artista, hindi ka tatawaging jologs. Ito ang
panahong tapos na ang martial law, pero malayo pa
ang new millennium. Hindi pa high-tech pero di naman
old fashioned. Saktong-sakto lang!


Ito ang panahon natin.
Pero pano mo malalaman kung
kabilang ka sa henerasyong ito?
Narito ang listahan na makapagpapatunay if you're one of us. R U?




1. Paborito mong panoorin ang Shaider, Bio-man,
Maskman, Mask Rider Black, Machine Man at kung
ano-anong TV sitcom ng Japan na isinalin sa Tagalog.
Break muna sa mga laro kapag alas singko na ng hapon
tuwing Sabado dahil panahon na para sa superhero
marathon.
* I love warching Mask rider Black... cute kasi si Kuya Robert hehehehehe...


2. Alam mo ang jingle ng Nano-Nano. (isang kending
lasang champoy)
* hahahahahahaha!! I know someone who dances to that tune... hahahahahahaha!!! alala ko pa ung commercial non... hahahahahaha!!



3. Nanood ka ng Takeshi's Castle at naniwala kang si
Anjo Yllana talaga si Takeshi at si Smokey Manaloto
ang kanyang alalay. (Pinagiisipan mo - pano sila
lumalaban sa final challenge na parang nakasakay
sila sa isang bumpcar at nagbabarilan sila gamit ang
water gun gayong sa Japan ginagawa yun eh taga
Pilipinas sila?)
*Oo nagtataka ako dti kung pno nla nggwa un... favorite nmen panoorin yan nla Lola...


4. Alam mo ang pa-contest ng Kool 106 na
uulit-ulitin mong bigkasin ang "Kool 106, Kool 106"
hanggang maubusan ka ng hininga.
*hahahahahahahaha!! Tita ko ung mahilig makininig non sa cool 106... hahahahahahaha!!


5. Naglaro ka ng Shake-Shake Shampoo,
Monkey-Monkey-Annabelle, prikidam 123,
Langit-Lupa-Impyerno, Syato, Luksong-Tinik,
Luksong-Baka, 10-20 at kung ano-ano pang larong
nakakapagod.
*I love playing those games... hahahahahahahaha!! batang kalye ata ako non eh... lagi nsa lbas ng bhay nglalaro sa kalsada...



6. Pumunta ang mga tag! a- MILO sa skul niyo at
namigay sila ng samples na nakalagay sa plastic cup
na kasing laki nung sa maliit na ice cream. (at
nagtaka ka, bakit hindi ganito ang lasa ng MILO
kapag tinitimpla ko sa bahay namin?)
*hahahahahahahaha!! pti nga sustagen ngpupunta s skul eh... tpos kelangan mo mgdla ng empty packs ng sustagen pra plitan ng goodies...


7. May malaking away ang mga METAL (mga punks na
naka itim) at mga HIPHOP (mga taong naka maluwang na
puruntong na kahit Makita na ang dalawang bundok.)
Nag-aabangan sa mall na may dalang baseball bat at
kung anu-ano pang mga sandata. Sikat ang kasabihang
"PUNKS NOT DEAD!" pero kung gusto mong mag play
safe, pwede mong tawagin ang sarili mong HIPTAL.
*hahahahahahahaha!! di ko ata to naabutan... pro lam ko ung punks not dead... hehehehehehehehe...


8. Alam mo ang universal uwian song na "Uwian na!"
na kinakanta sa tono na parang doon sa kinakasal.
*hahahahahaha!! lgi ko kinakanta yan pag uwian na... hahahahahahahahhaha!!

9. Nagpauto ka sa Batibot pero hindi sa ATBP.
*Tama yan!! kasi naman mas bata ako noong pinalabas ang batibot tpos medyo di na ko uto-uto nung may ATBP na hahahahahaha!!

10. Nakipag-away ka para makapaglaro ng brick game.
(hi-tech na yun noon)
*di nman ako nkipag-away non... tag isa kasi kme ng kapatid ko non ng brick game sa pagkakaalala ko...

11. Ang "text" noon ay mga 1"x1.5" na karton na may
mga drawing ng pelikulang pinoy. (at may dialog pa!)
*text? yan b yung card na nilalaro? hehehehehehehe...

12. Dalawa lang ang todong sumikat na wrestler, si
Hulk Hogan at si Ultimate Warrior. Naniwala ka rin
na namatay si Ultimate Warrior nang buhatin niya si
Andre d' Giant dahil pumutok ang mga ugat niya sa
muscle.
*di ko kilala si ultimate warrior pro kilala ko si hulk hogan...

13. Nagsayaw ka ng running man at kung anu-anong
dance steps na nakapagpamukha sa'yong tanga sa saliw
na kantang Ice Ice Baby, Wiggle It, Pray at Can't
Touch This.
*hahahahaha!! oo naaalala ko pa rin yung ice ice baby... tentenentenenen... hahahahahahaha!! at hanggang ngayon sinasayaw ko pa rin ang running man... bwahahahahahahaha!!

14. Hindi ka gaanong mahilig sa That's Entertainment
at pinapanood mo lang ito tuwing Sabado kung saan
nagpapagandahan ng production numbers ang Monday
hanggang Friday group. (at badtrip ka sa Wednesday
group dahil pinakabaduy lagi ang performance nila!)
*di ko masyado maalala yung that's entertainment... pero lam ko nakakanood ako non minsan... ;p

15. Napaligaya ka ng maraming pinoy bands tulad ng
Yano, Rivermaya, Grin Department, Tropical
Depression, The Teeth, The Youth, After Image,
Orient Pearl, The Dawn, Alamid, Wolfgang, at ang
sikat na sikat na Eraserheads. (at aminin mong
nakinig ka ng Siakol!)
*oo oo at oo nakikinig ako sa music nla lalo na sa eheads...

16. Kilala mo ang Smokey Mountain, (first and second
generation)
*di ko cla masyado naaalala pro naabutan ko nman sila

17. Hindi pa uso noon ang sapatos na may gulong.
Noon, astig ka kapag umiilaw ang swelas ng sapatos
mo tuwing ia-apak mo ito. Tinawag rin itong "Mighty
Kid"
*hahahahahhaha!! di ako nagkaroon ng ganong shoes... pro lam ko yung kptid ko ngkaroon ng ganon n shus dti...

18. Kung lalaki ka, sikat na sikat sa'yo ang mga
larong text, jolens, dampa (mga unang anyo ng
pustahan), saranggola at ang dakilang manika niyo ay
si GI-JOE with alipores.
*di ako naglalaro ng GI-Joes pro nakapaglaro ako ng text, jolens, dampa, pti nga yung my goma nilalaro nmen eh...

19. Kung babae ka naman, ang mga laro mo with you're
girlfriends ay luto-lutuan, bahay-bahayan,
doktor-doktoran, at kung anu-ano pang pagkukunwari .
ang dakilang manika mo ay si Barbie. (Sikat ka kung
meron kang bahay, kotse at kabaong ni Barbie.)
*lgi nga kme naglalaro non ng bahay-bahayan, teacher-teacheran at kung ano-ano pa... heheheheheheheheheh... ;p

20. Naniwala kang original ang isang cap kapag may
walong tahi sa visor nito.
*hahahahahahahaha!! di ako mahilig sa cap kya di ko lam yan...

21. Swerte ka kapag panghapon ka dahil
masusubaybayan mo ang mga kapanapanabik na kaganapan
sa mga paborito mong cartoon shows tuwing umaga
tulad ng Cedie, Sarah, at Dog of Landers a.k.a.
Nelo. (Hindi ka ba nagtataka na sa lahat ng mga bida
sa cartoons na ito, si Nelo lang ang di yumaman at
namatay pa ng maaga)
*hahahahaha!! favorite ko dti yang mga cartoons n yan... pti nga si julio at julia hahahahahahaha!!

22. Alam mo ang ibig sabihin ng "TIME FIRST!"
*oo nman!! prang break muna... hahahahahahaha!! lgi ako ako nag time first pag naglalaro kme ng habulan hahahahahahaha!!

Bakit kaya ganon? Kahit sang lupalop ka ng Pilipinas
naroon, eh nakaka-relate ka sa mga pinagsasasabi ko.
Siguro'y dahil wala pang cable at kakaunti lang ang
pagpipiliang channels kaya parepareho tayo ng
pinapanood. Maaaring wala pang playstation kaya kung
anu-ano na lang ang naiimbentong laro na pwedeng
gawin sa kalsada o sa isang bakanteng lote. Pero
kung ano man ang dahilan sa pagkaparepareho natin ng
karanasan, masaya na rin akong naging bata ako sa
panahong ito. Masarap alalahanin at balik-balikan.
Di ba?"

*** I consider myself lucky for being able to experience all of the things stated above. Feeling nostalgic nanaman ako... hmpf!! hahahahahahahaha!! Sometimes I wish I can turn back times when I was younger and free. Where I can see things as plain as they are, where I don't over analyze things, where life is simpler. Now looking back, I can see that I'm very lucky that I experienced those things and reading this really made me smile. Generation ko to!!

Blogthings nanaman...

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time." Conscientiousness: You have low conscientiousness. Impulsive and off the wall, you don't take life too seriously. Unfortunately, you sometimes end up regretting your snap decisions. Overall, you tend to lack focus, and it's difficult for you to get important things done. Agreeableness: You have high agreeableness. You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly. Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone. You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance. Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism. You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is high. In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas. You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits. A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

The Five Factor Personality Test

I love coffee!!

You Are a Plain Ole Cup of Joe

But don't think plain - instead think, uncomplicated You're a low maintenance kind of girl... who can hang with the guys Down to earth, easy going, and fun! Yup, that's you: the friend everyone invites. And your dependable too. Both for a laugh and a sympathetic ear.

What Kind of Coffee Are You?

Your Spicy Score: Mild

You may not make the hottest first impression.. But you're definitely the type of girl that sticks in a guy's mind. You prefer to play things cool. You know that good things come to those who wait. And the amazing thing about you is that you get hotter over time!

How Spicy Are You?

to be continued

Sleepy...

Been drinking wine again due to that "talk" we had earlier. Now I feel as if I'm the meanest girl there is. I feel so bad. I really do... Oh my goodness am I that bad?

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Yesterday was St. Valentine's day. Lovers were everywhere, flowers were flooding, and goodness every lover seemed starry eyed. No I'm not being the love scrooge again, instead... oh who am I kidding?! No really I won't write about the bad stuff about Valentine's day. Baka may tumawag nanaman sa kin na man hater dyan... o bitter... hehehehehehehe... peace tyo Mean, Mode!!

Okay, so yesterday I've seen countless ladies carrying flowers with big a big smile on their faces, guys going out of their way just to make their love one happy. I was at UST church asking for guidance for another day at shcool. Then I realized that Valentine's day isn't just about lovers it's about love. A celebration of love, be it with family, friends or a special someone. The day is not about giving flowers, chocolates or presents to the ones you love but sharing the love you feel.

Status: Lag

Burn Out

From all the stress that school works have given me, I think I've lost it!! My brain's not functioning properly and last week I was a complete mess!! 99% of the time, I don't know what's happening around me. And I'm so not like that!! Okay, so yesterday I realized what's wrong with me and I found out that I'm burn out. It seems like I lost my spark. I just hope it comes back now, beacuse I really need it!! Well anyway, I'm procrastinating again... hehehehehehehehehe... I hope this week will be a better one, and I'm crossing my finger to that...

xiuxianfushi

I'm not in my normal self for the past days. And I blame it all on stress!! I'm not that insomniac anymore but I still don't get enough sleep. It feels like my school works are chasing me day and night even in my sleep. And right now I'm drinking wine. Yes, I'm currently drinking a glass full of wine while trying to squeeze all the brain juices that's left in my head for a school work. Well anyway, this post was due yesterday, but let's just say that the lazy me emerged again yesterday. So here's my real post...
First of, I'm not a man hater!! And when I say I'm not, believe me cause I'm really not!! I think most of my friends especially my HS friends, think that I'm a man hater, though I don't blame for thinking such things. Just because I'm not one of their [men] biggest fan doesn't mean that I hate them. Hate is such a strong word and I definitely don't harbor that feeling for men. I think the reason why they see me as a man hater is because I generalized men as a a headache and problem to the whole population of women. There was a time in high school a classmate asked me why I don't have a crush or boyfriend and my answer was:
Men are created to give women headaches and problems, and I don't want such things...
And the mentality, that men are created to make women cry became part of my views, and now it's so hard to get that way of thinking out of my mind. Until now I'm trying to open my mind about men. Now I think that there are men who are made to please women, men who are created to love and cherish women and men who are simply here on earth to make women suffer. Can you call that progress in my part? I want to think so. At least now I don't see them as creatures who will only bring forth headaches and problem to women.
Now about the crushes... I did have crushes when I was in HS. Hard to believe? Well believe it. No they're not anime characters!! they're real men. The only problem is, that I'll only realize that I have a crush on him [who ever he is] is when I don't have a crush on him anymore. Weird right? I was in first year college when I realize that I had a crush on this certain batch mate. He's not one of the school's good looking boys, but I liked him because he's super nice. Sadly, the feeling is gone before I even realized my feelings for that certain someone. Well, see I have crushes... It's just that I don't talk about such things doesn't mean I don't have crushes.
Now let me tell the reasons why I don't have a boyfriend
First of all I'm still not that mature enough to be in a relationship
I don't want extra problems and headaches
I have so many things in mind right now and a boyfriend doesn't fit anywhere in my life at this moment
I love my freedom
At the moment I can't see myself being with someone
I want to finish my studies first and be successful before everything else
What really need right now is a servant, someone who will do all the things for me
So there... Labidabs, Ging I'm not a man hater it's just that a boyfriend or a man doesn't fit right now with my goals.

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WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING TO ME?! I'VE BEEN TO CARELESS LATELY, NEGLECTING MY STUDIES!! HECK!! I DIDN'T EVEN STUDIED FOR POL DY PRELIM AND TO THINK THAT'S A VERY VERY DIFFICULT SUBJECT BECAUSE OF THE READINGS!! AND NOW!? WHAT?! I STILL HAVE TO STUDY FOR LIT PRELIM, I HAVE TO MAKE A JINGLE FOR FPJ AND AD CAMPAIGN'S JUST WEEKS AWAY!! WHY!? WHY!? OH WHY!? I CAN'T BE THIS CARELESS!! WWWAAAHHH!! I REALLY REALLY NEED DIVINE INTERVENTION!!

Feminist?

What is the essence of being a woman?

Is it her hair? breasts? what?!

Yesterday I saw a preview a noon time talk show from a newly aired channel. One host said that "ang kaganapan ng pagiging isang babae ay ang pagiging ina..." of course it's not the exact words but, it's like she's saying that the very worth of a woman is being a mother and bearing a child. Anyway, their topic was married women for several years that doesn't have a child yet. I was irated at what the host or writer's message that for a woman to be a "REAL" woman, she must have a child. I didn't watched the show but I definitely disagree at what the host said in the preview.
I remember back then, a question was raised in a beauty contest I guess, I'm not sure... so anyway the question was about the essence of being a woman, and most contestant answered that the very essence of being a woman is bearing a child and blah... blah... blah... which I strongly disagree. Yes women was given the gift of bearing children, but their existence doesn't solely depends on giving birth and adding population to society. If the very essence of being a woman is giving birth and having a child then what about those barren women or the old maid who doesn't have a child? Does that mean that they're not complete or fulfilled? I don't think so... I believe that God created a woman as man's companion. She's not a subordinate, or a helper but a companion. With equal rights and opportunities. And if having a child is the standard of being a fulfilled woman then the others who doesn't have a child or the ability to bear one will forever be hmmmmm... what's the right word for that... hmmm.... incomplete? is that it? I know there are women who feels incomplete because of their inability to bear a child. I don't blame them if they feel that way, because society expects them or tells them that having a child will complete them and their family. Even in the olden days a womn who has the inability to bear a child is frowned upon in the society. Husbands will take a concubine to bear him a child, or even worse give the woman back to her family. See? the mentlity that the essence of being a woman is bearing a child dates back in pre-historic time.
I believe that God created woman with a purpose other that giving birth. I think it's so wrong to base the very existence of a woman in to giving birth. There are barren women, old maids or unfortunate women who can't produce the right size of eggcells, because God has plan for them. I think they have another purpose in life. I believe that God has a purpose for everyone.

So what is the essence of being a woman?

It's knowing what she is, what she wants, knowing her purpose and being the woman she wants to be...