things part 2

After ranting on how bad things turned out to be this year, it's time to appreciate good things that had happened.

Even though it's a tough year, there are lots of things to be thankful about no matter how big or little it is.

First I would like to thank God that we're still alive and breathing!! and to many more years to come!! wooohooo!!

For passing every tests and major exams(kahit di masyado nag-aral)

I've learned how to save money!! and be trifty(biruin nyo marunong na ko mag-ipon kahit papano)

Yey!! my cheeks are not that chubby anymore!!

Hamsters!! Just love playing with those little rodents!!

I got 1.25 in my Expt'l Psychology!! And to think tagilid ako sa subject na yun...(thank you sa mga hamster!! nakalabas sila ng maze!!)

I've read many good books this year na di ko na rin maalala... ;p

I don't know if I should be thankful about this pero it feels good eh... I'm turning back to my pagka-masungit at maldita ways... nyahahahahaha!! <---- should I be happy about this? nyahahahahahaha!! syempre naman!! as long as it makes me feel happy eh...

My lil bro started calling me ate this year, di lang pag my kelangan sya sa 'kin...

I got to spent more time with my HS friends this year than the previous years fter graduating from HS

She came back!! After almost two years of absence, she caame back!! Finally!! natauhan din sya!!

I learned so many things... Now I think I'm wiser than before...

I became more open-minded about stuffs...

Despite the hardness of this year I still got what I wanted

And most of all I want to thank God for being so generous and patient with me... He's always been at my side guiding me and protecting me... And I believe that next year will be better because I know with God's help and guidance everything will just be fine... And I'll make sure I'll do my part to make eveything work out...

Things...

I can't help but be saddened at how things turned out to be.

This year... well... it didn't turned out that great. It was a hard year. There are more disappointing things that had happened than things I can be happy about. So many problems, heartaches and more problems, I had experienced in just one year. Life's getting tougher by the second, every decision made may as well be a make or break, life changing choice, a wrong move can make everything crumble into pieces. Things didn't turned out to be as wonderful as the past years.

So many things I wish I didn't do. So many things I wish I did. So many regrets and tears unshed. So many dreams yet to achieve.

This year I learned that life isn't always as colorful as I always thought it was. There are grey spots and sometimes you have to see things in black and white to fully understand them.

I want to believe that everything will turn out just fine. That every cloud has its silver lining. That there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. I want to be optimistic like I always do.

So next year... lets just see how things will turn to be. I don't want to expect things to be better. I want action!! Expecting won't lead me to places I want to be. I'll make sure that I get what I want. And I'll work for it... hard...

two post in one day...

hehehehehehe... wala lang... kasi I was washing the dishes ( i hate washing dishes...) the my brother switched the channel to studio 23 tamang-tama... barkada trip... I love watching barkada trip... cute characters with so kulit personalities... hehehehehehe... so un nga... when I heard the na barkada trip ung palabas... I stopped washing the dishes and watched TV hehehehehehehe... I really really love barkada trip!! iiwanan ko lhat ng gngwa ko pag nririnig kong barkada trip ung pinapalabas sa studio 23 hehehehehehehehehe... At crush ko nga pla si Bok... nyahahahahahaha!! Oh!! and I want a shirt of barkada trip!! does anybody know kung saan mkkbili non? ;p

Madaling araw na at di pa ako inaantok...

Last monday me, Ging and Glai went to Guadalupe to watch a fund raising religious concert. Glai's friends which happened to be twins, sung in that concert. It was a good show with music and drama, plus may raffle draw pa... nyahahahahaha!! Glaiza even won the grand prize. She really wants to win a prize and God heard her prayer. Swerte talaga!!It was so much fun spending time with them. Kwentuhan galore 'to!! bwahahahaha!! The concert started at around 8 pm so medyo guton na kame... We didn't finish the concert kasi nga nagrereklamo na mga sikmura namen... We left the show at around 9 pm, then we went to baywalk to eat. Pero grabe ha!! after 10 years bago kame nakakain... Around 11 na ng mag dinner kame. Nalipasan na ng gutom si Ging yun nabigla tuloy ung sikmura nya ng kumain sya... Pero one of the waiter asked for Ging's cell #... ASIM kasi!! bwahahahahaha!! It's really such a wonderful night tpos madaling araw na kme nakauwi... Glai slept over at Ging's place kasi nga late na... hehehehehehehe...

MMFF Movies...

Movie entries I wanna watch this coming MMFF:

Shake Rattle and Roll <---- waited so long for another S.R.R. movie... nyahahahahaha!!

Ako Lrgal Wife <----- trailer's so funny!!

Blue Moon <----- wala lang... nag-iisa lang kasi syang drama eh... puro comedy at fantasy at horror palabas eh... nyahahahahaha!!

Things...

Remorse... no...
Regret... maybe...
Sad... every time I think about it, yes...
It's slowly slipping off my grasp...
And I'm not doing anything to stop it...
It's a mistake on my part I know...
I didn't do anything...
I just stood there watching evrything, slowly fading away...
Losing things along the way...
Hoping that one day it'll all come back...
But I know that's just wishful thinking...
I'm really lost right now...
Don't really know where to go...
I miss the way it used to be...
I really do...
God please help me... Guide me... Help me...
I want to believe everything will work out just fine...
I know you're there... always there and so patient...

B.O.(and it's not body odor)

hehehehehehe... may nakita ako sa net stainless longanisa bago ba yung buk ni Bob Ong? last n nakita ko sa nat'l eh ung alamat ng gubat... hehehehehehe... kakaaliw ung mga books ni B.O. kaya sna kung out na ang stainless longanisa eh may magbigay sken non at happy happy na... nyahahahahaha!!

pasko na

Pasko na!! nyahahahahaha!! wala lang...

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After 2 days I'm still sulking over what happened in Pol Dy... What is Pol Dy you ask? well it's one hell of a subject that requires time and so much effort. It's basically about politics and the likes... so why am I sulking you ask? well... excuse me for awhile... (len-len goes inside their bedroom and screamed!!!) ok... now that i've let that out... lets just say this... I was supossedly done with the recitation!! but what?! NO!!!... I still have to aaarrrggghhh!!! so next week I have to read our readings in Filipino subject, not to mention a test in my oh so easy subject Pol dy plus 2 more very long readings and don't forget I still need to review our previous readings about democracy and democratization... arrrggghhh!! This is all aaarrrggghhh!! fault!!

Well It's not that I hate Pol Dy... actually I don't find our readings boring and too hard to understand... the readings are actually better than the ones given to us back in 1st year, PGC(Philippine Gov't and Constitution)subject. So arrrggghhh!! I really need all the divine intervention up there... God help us all... help us survive pol dy please....

me llamo es...

Names I go by:

Merlynnjer
Merlynn
Len-Len or simply Len
Lelen
Merlai
Merlalu
Pulenleng
Merl

School... is... torture...

SHIT!!

School work's SHIT!!

Political Dynamics drained out my brain juices...

Now my brain can't process information I need...

I'm having a hard time memorizing my lines for the skit...

At the moment I can't understand anything about our Filipino subject...

I'm starting to lose it...

AAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

As long as there are tests and school works in school there will be prayer in schools...

AAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

I'm so toxic at the moment...

AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!