Crunchy

Eto ang ginagawa ng mga walang ginagawa na katulad ko(walang ginagawa pero may ginagawa contradicting ba?) haha!! Manood ng manood ng kang anu-ano. Yun ang ginagawa ko ngayon pag walang magawa haha!! So for one month na pagbabakasyon I have watched several drama series and animes. Thank goodness kahit papaano maayos dsl namin kahit palokoloko minsan hehe.. Right now I'm watching a not so horror series from Japan. It's a nice series though. You get to see and learn Japanese folklore. I remember watching the tagalized version of the series back in high school. Wala lang it's nice to watch it again hehe...

So yun.. sana magkawork na din kami hehe.. magiging farmer na lang yata ako a Australia haha!!

Reading the past

Haha!! I was reading my past blog entries here and I noticed that the words 'agitated', 'vacation', 'stress' and 'frustration' were almost present in every entry haha!! Grabe I realized that I won't feel agitated, stressed or even frustrated over the same things anymore. Now if ever I will feel those unpleasant feelings again, it'll be for a different reason. So anyways, I can't help but laugh at my past entries. There are incomplete sentences, wrong punctuation or lack thereof haha!! My past entries even though serious, now seemed funny. and it brings back memories haha!!

Snippets

For the past few days PBB viewers have watched how the conflict between the remaining girls inside the house became a full-blown awayan, bangayan at parinigan. And from a viewer's point of view I think that what Wendy said about Gee-ann was foul(it's the Pamela thing...). And come on, at one point the houmates became plastics with the exception of Mickey and Bea I think. Also, it doesn't mean na tahimik ka lang habang may nagpoprovoke sayo o nang-aaway ay plastic ka na. That's because people deal with things differently. Bea has been consistent with how she deals with situation like that. I mean some people really opt to stay calm when everything is becoming such a big mess. I'm also like that. I rather stay quiet than makipagsabayan sa height ng emotions ng ibang tao.

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I really need to find work na. I'm lucky that Mama is not pressuring me to get a job pronto!! But I really feel that something's after me and running after something and there's this time limit. Maybe I'm jut pressuring myself.

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I slept early last night haha!! That's one big accomplishment for me na semi-insomniac. At around 8:30 in the evening nakatulog ako tapos nagising ako ng 1:30 in the morning. I thought that I won't be able to go back to sleep. But after two hours yun nakabalik na ako sa dreamland.

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The keyboard of our computer is such pain. After we purchased this I immediately noticed that the letter 's' is screwed up. If there's no missing 's', there is an excess 's' naman. And now nakikipagabayan yung letter 'c' argh!! I want a new keyboard.

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Yesterday was a relatively a nice day. Went to St. Mary's College QC to buy my little brother's book. Met up with Zon and kwentuhan kami. I really miss talking to her. I miss her. Period.

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I'm so happy na may work na si Mellannie. Go Ate!! Go!! Thankful din ako na kahit papaano eh most of my classmates have work na hehe... I really want each and everyone of us to be successful. Go CA1!!

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I miss my CA1

Chikadora

To the right corner wearing a red shirt and heavy mascara Babydoll!!

To the left corner wearing a green shirt and eye glasses Peter Pan!!

And on the other side err.. on which ever corner that is, wearing a yellow shirt and a bright smile Happy!!

But wait there's more on Peter Pan's side, err.. a lap dog?

Just when I thought that that reality TV show couldn't get anymore exciting, well I was proven wrong... NOT!! yet I think things inside that house is starting to spice up. I wonder when will I see more action inside that house haha!! A fist fight might do... violent... how about pulling each other's hair? haha!! that would be pretty fun to watch right? haha!! But right now I think who's poor, who has the money or who has a celebrity for a dad is out of the question as to who deserves to win the grand prize of that competition. The way I see things inside the house the one who's in dire need of the money doesn't deserve to win at all. People who are an avid watcher of that reality TV show are entitled to their own opinion regarding the whole ordeal inside the house now and who they think should win. As for me I always root for the one who needs money, but after watching the recent development inside the house, I changed my mind.

Errr... scrath this entry... I just read online that that reality TV show is rigged and it really doesn't matter who gets the most number of vote as long as yung mga tao na nagpapalakas sa rating ang matitira.

So I guess we'll see more Peter Pan and the lap dog... grrr...

wwwwaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!

For the past few days I've been out of it. My mind and heart had turned into an ocean of mixed emotion with frustration being the domineering feeling. My mood swings had been drastically changing every now and then, meaning, it's worse than the usual. I don't like this feeling... argh!!

raindrops keep falling on my head

I am not an emotional type of person. But I'm such a sucker for bittersweet movies/stories. Wala lang hehe.. Siguro kaya gusto ko ng mga ganoong movies/stories kasi nga I rarely cry for myself. Kaya isinasabay ko na lang sa pagiyak ko habang nanonood o nagbabasa ng mga ganoong stories. Pero pag ibang tao na ang nahihirapan o umiiyak, naiiyak ako para sa kanila. Weird ba? haha!! Weird nga hehe..


ana magkawork na ko hehe..

Let there be rain!!

There's one thing a person should never say to a communication arts student, and that is 'ang saya naman ng AB walang ginagawa' and the worst thing one could ever say is 'madali lang course mo'

I mean come on!! Most people think that taking up communication arts in college is easy. And that idea is dead wrong. WRONG!! WRONG!! WRONG!! INCORRECT!! NOT TRUE!! What else should I say to make people understand that any course in AB is just as hard as an engineering or a science course? How many times have I defended my course to those people with 'my course is harder, we have lots of things to do blah blah blah' attitude. Hmmmm... that sounds like someone we had interviewed months ago (but I do hope he gets into a medical school) haha!!. People like that don't understand that any course is as hard as any other course there is and it doesn't matter what school you come from. My blood boils everytime I remember those people who belittled my course or my faculty. This rant about those people who think that way about my course and my beloved faculty has long been overdue. How many times have I wanted to write about how irritating it is when people say 'madali lang naman course mo eh'? Some people don't understand how grueling it is to produce a 15-minute seconder teaser for an advertisement or how mentally taxing it is to coneptualize a film, documentary, communication plan or a storyline for a script. No one really knows that until they experience the things I have mentioned. It's a widespread common misconception that people from the Faculty of Arts and Letters have it easy. Is it our fault that our we study and have fun at the same time? Courses from my faulty are really interesting because we're not boxed within the four walls of our classroom, the library and the univesity itself. Some people think that it's fun to shoot films, commercial, documentary etc. and well they are correct but it doesn't mean that it is easy. We don't just point and shoot our cameras and capture footages on a whim. There's a process we follow and because other people doesn't know about that, they think it's a breezy and dandy task. They don't even know how long it takes to edit a 5-minute documentary.

SHORT BREAK...
eeekkk!! the electricity suddenly went out!! Thank goodness blogger has an autosave feature now teehee..

AND NOW WE RESUME...

Hay!! nawala na ko sa mood magsulat, nawala na rin yung pagkairita ko hehe... next time ko na lang itutuloy reklamo ko sa mga taong nangmamaliit sa course ko. Hmpf!! akala mo kung sino hmpf!!

The sky is as blue as yessterday..

There are some things I wish I knew and some things I wish I didn't do. Because of the things I now knew which I obviously didn't know about or lets just say semi-knew about then, now it feels like my mind is spinning and my chest constricting with frustration and not to mention pressure. How I hope that people around me would be more open so as to avoid this situation from happening again. And I hate being left out in the dark. I always have to grasp things in the dark in order for me to find even the slightest ray of light. Goodness!! I really want to scream right now!! Argh!! If only I knew maybe just maybe I wouldn't be that selfish, I wouldn't have done that, that soon and I wouldn't feel this heavy load. The pressure is kicking in and the frustration is just plain troublesome.