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Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time." Conscientiousness: You have low conscientiousness. Impulsive and off the wall, you don't take life too seriously. Unfortunately, you sometimes end up regretting your snap decisions. Overall, you tend to lack focus, and it's difficult for you to get important things done. Agreeableness: You have high agreeableness. You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly. Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone. You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance. Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism. You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is high. In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas. You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits. A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

The Five Factor Personality Test

I love coffee!!

You Are a Plain Ole Cup of Joe

But don't think plain - instead think, uncomplicated You're a low maintenance kind of girl... who can hang with the guys Down to earth, easy going, and fun! Yup, that's you: the friend everyone invites. And your dependable too. Both for a laugh and a sympathetic ear.

What Kind of Coffee Are You?

Your Spicy Score: Mild

You may not make the hottest first impression.. But you're definitely the type of girl that sticks in a guy's mind. You prefer to play things cool. You know that good things come to those who wait. And the amazing thing about you is that you get hotter over time!

How Spicy Are You?

to be continued

Sleepy...

Been drinking wine again due to that "talk" we had earlier. Now I feel as if I'm the meanest girl there is. I feel so bad. I really do... Oh my goodness am I that bad?

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Yesterday was St. Valentine's day. Lovers were everywhere, flowers were flooding, and goodness every lover seemed starry eyed. No I'm not being the love scrooge again, instead... oh who am I kidding?! No really I won't write about the bad stuff about Valentine's day. Baka may tumawag nanaman sa kin na man hater dyan... o bitter... hehehehehehehe... peace tyo Mean, Mode!!

Okay, so yesterday I've seen countless ladies carrying flowers with big a big smile on their faces, guys going out of their way just to make their love one happy. I was at UST church asking for guidance for another day at shcool. Then I realized that Valentine's day isn't just about lovers it's about love. A celebration of love, be it with family, friends or a special someone. The day is not about giving flowers, chocolates or presents to the ones you love but sharing the love you feel.

Status: Lag

Burn Out

From all the stress that school works have given me, I think I've lost it!! My brain's not functioning properly and last week I was a complete mess!! 99% of the time, I don't know what's happening around me. And I'm so not like that!! Okay, so yesterday I realized what's wrong with me and I found out that I'm burn out. It seems like I lost my spark. I just hope it comes back now, beacuse I really need it!! Well anyway, I'm procrastinating again... hehehehehehehehehe... I hope this week will be a better one, and I'm crossing my finger to that...

xiuxianfushi

I'm not in my normal self for the past days. And I blame it all on stress!! I'm not that insomniac anymore but I still don't get enough sleep. It feels like my school works are chasing me day and night even in my sleep. And right now I'm drinking wine. Yes, I'm currently drinking a glass full of wine while trying to squeeze all the brain juices that's left in my head for a school work. Well anyway, this post was due yesterday, but let's just say that the lazy me emerged again yesterday. So here's my real post...
First of, I'm not a man hater!! And when I say I'm not, believe me cause I'm really not!! I think most of my friends especially my HS friends, think that I'm a man hater, though I don't blame for thinking such things. Just because I'm not one of their [men] biggest fan doesn't mean that I hate them. Hate is such a strong word and I definitely don't harbor that feeling for men. I think the reason why they see me as a man hater is because I generalized men as a a headache and problem to the whole population of women. There was a time in high school a classmate asked me why I don't have a crush or boyfriend and my answer was:
Men are created to give women headaches and problems, and I don't want such things...
And the mentality, that men are created to make women cry became part of my views, and now it's so hard to get that way of thinking out of my mind. Until now I'm trying to open my mind about men. Now I think that there are men who are made to please women, men who are created to love and cherish women and men who are simply here on earth to make women suffer. Can you call that progress in my part? I want to think so. At least now I don't see them as creatures who will only bring forth headaches and problem to women.
Now about the crushes... I did have crushes when I was in HS. Hard to believe? Well believe it. No they're not anime characters!! they're real men. The only problem is, that I'll only realize that I have a crush on him [who ever he is] is when I don't have a crush on him anymore. Weird right? I was in first year college when I realize that I had a crush on this certain batch mate. He's not one of the school's good looking boys, but I liked him because he's super nice. Sadly, the feeling is gone before I even realized my feelings for that certain someone. Well, see I have crushes... It's just that I don't talk about such things doesn't mean I don't have crushes.
Now let me tell the reasons why I don't have a boyfriend
First of all I'm still not that mature enough to be in a relationship
I don't want extra problems and headaches
I have so many things in mind right now and a boyfriend doesn't fit anywhere in my life at this moment
I love my freedom
At the moment I can't see myself being with someone
I want to finish my studies first and be successful before everything else
What really need right now is a servant, someone who will do all the things for me
So there... Labidabs, Ging I'm not a man hater it's just that a boyfriend or a man doesn't fit right now with my goals.

2 POSTS IN ONE DAY

WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING TO ME?! I'VE BEEN TO CARELESS LATELY, NEGLECTING MY STUDIES!! HECK!! I DIDN'T EVEN STUDIED FOR POL DY PRELIM AND TO THINK THAT'S A VERY VERY DIFFICULT SUBJECT BECAUSE OF THE READINGS!! AND NOW!? WHAT?! I STILL HAVE TO STUDY FOR LIT PRELIM, I HAVE TO MAKE A JINGLE FOR FPJ AND AD CAMPAIGN'S JUST WEEKS AWAY!! WHY!? WHY!? OH WHY!? I CAN'T BE THIS CARELESS!! WWWAAAHHH!! I REALLY REALLY NEED DIVINE INTERVENTION!!

Feminist?

What is the essence of being a woman?

Is it her hair? breasts? what?!

Yesterday I saw a preview a noon time talk show from a newly aired channel. One host said that "ang kaganapan ng pagiging isang babae ay ang pagiging ina..." of course it's not the exact words but, it's like she's saying that the very worth of a woman is being a mother and bearing a child. Anyway, their topic was married women for several years that doesn't have a child yet. I was irated at what the host or writer's message that for a woman to be a "REAL" woman, she must have a child. I didn't watched the show but I definitely disagree at what the host said in the preview.
I remember back then, a question was raised in a beauty contest I guess, I'm not sure... so anyway the question was about the essence of being a woman, and most contestant answered that the very essence of being a woman is bearing a child and blah... blah... blah... which I strongly disagree. Yes women was given the gift of bearing children, but their existence doesn't solely depends on giving birth and adding population to society. If the very essence of being a woman is giving birth and having a child then what about those barren women or the old maid who doesn't have a child? Does that mean that they're not complete or fulfilled? I don't think so... I believe that God created a woman as man's companion. She's not a subordinate, or a helper but a companion. With equal rights and opportunities. And if having a child is the standard of being a fulfilled woman then the others who doesn't have a child or the ability to bear one will forever be hmmmmm... what's the right word for that... hmmm.... incomplete? is that it? I know there are women who feels incomplete because of their inability to bear a child. I don't blame them if they feel that way, because society expects them or tells them that having a child will complete them and their family. Even in the olden days a womn who has the inability to bear a child is frowned upon in the society. Husbands will take a concubine to bear him a child, or even worse give the woman back to her family. See? the mentlity that the essence of being a woman is bearing a child dates back in pre-historic time.
I believe that God created woman with a purpose other that giving birth. I think it's so wrong to base the very existence of a woman in to giving birth. There are barren women, old maids or unfortunate women who can't produce the right size of eggcells, because God has plan for them. I think they have another purpose in life. I believe that God has a purpose for everyone.

So what is the essence of being a woman?

It's knowing what she is, what she wants, knowing her purpose and being the woman she wants to be...

Hello Kitty and Dear Daniel

Last tuesday I met up with Glai at Goldolocks Espana. I gave her, her resume, an assignment for one of her subject. Then we went to SM San Lazaro, it's her first time to be there so we went around and looked at some stuffs. I even saw the shoes I've been wanting to have since last year. So we walked and walked for several hours then we ate at McDO. After eating were ready to head home. But as luck would have it and it's no surprise that Espana was jam packed with traffic and it's hard to find a jeepney to ride. So we waited and waited, and waited, and after several minutes of waiting we decided to go to Mini Stop and sit and relax. We talked about so many things about our high school friends and classmates, then about grade school and the rumor that My Melody is Hello Kitty's child. So who's the father? Hello Panda? joke lang... My Melody is not Hello Kitty's child, but Hello Kitty has a boyfriend. Yes she has a boyfriend. His name is Dear Daniel. He was created in 1999. Daniel got his name from a 1971 movie character from the U.S. Hello Kitty also has two pet namely: Charmmy Kitty and a hamster named Sugar. Charmmy Kitty was given to Hello Kitty' father George and boyfriend Dear Daniel.

You really get to learn new things everyday. I just found out that Hello Kitty's real name is Kitty White. All this time I thought Hello Kitty is just Hello Kitty. But lo and behold!! Her surname is White!! Her blood type is -A, born in London!! She born in London!! Why? beacuse from what I read, at the time of hercreation, British culture was very popular at that time with japanese girls.