On fears...

People fear so many things in life. From the most compliated matter to the most mundane things. I fear so many things and one of those things I fear now is work.

I'm not the type of person who schedule my day or weeks activity. I tried to but in the end I can't follow my own schedule. And its frustrating! I frustrate my own self! And I'm afraid to disappoint my colleagues. I'm feeling a great pressure now. Sometimes I want to scream and drop at the center of the earth. I'm really afraid of disappointing people and making a mistake. I really don't want to diappoint my co-workers. ARGH!! I have to change I know! I houkld start now! God pleae help me.

Spur of the moment

It' indescribable. The way I feel right now.  It's like I'm stuck in this lighted corner and everything else is a vast darkness of the unknown. I want to move, but for some reason I can't. It's my fault for not doing anything. I should have faced the music a long time ago.

It's now or never. Change or fail.

I definitely choose change.

Quench the thirst

In a moment of confusion, you're heart beats rapidly and everything recedes in to the background. All you can hear is the thunderous beating of your heart. Your breath becomes labored and the air seemed so dense. Everything is getting slower by the millisecond and you wait for that moment. The moment of release. Freedom from the agony.

And ever so slowly he turned around. Then you realized it's not him. Just another case of mistaken identity.