Warning!! Rantings ahead

WARNING: This entry contains ranting of a sick mind... Read at your own risk... You've been warned...


*lalalalala... (Len-Len humming a tune. What tune you ask well, any tune you want it to be)* I want to sleep, I really do. But the thing is, when you have a lot in mind the luxury of sleeping seem so far away. You lie awake on your bed, thinking and thinking, and more thinking of the things you want to forget momentarily *sigh*. Now I'm depriving myself of sleep. Hahaha!!

Oh!! Last thursday mean, meadian, mode and mode's friend went to St. Jude's Church. Hahaha!! But before that Medaian met up with Mean at Delifrance at SM Manila. They strolled around the mall for a while. Then Meadian got hungry becaue he did not eat anything for breakfat and lunch hahahaha!! So what' new with that?! Hahahahaha!! Median doesn't really eat breakfat but boy, was she hungry. So Mean and Median went to KFC. Median ate Chicken Steak Combo and after talking a lot with each other they decided to stroll around the mall again. Before Median and Mean met up with Mode and her friend, the two ate 'platito wrap' and drank a super expensive juice which is way out of it's usual price. By 7:20 p.m. Mode texted Median that she and her friend are already waiting for us at the entrance, Median and Mode were currently at a video shop browsing for a Mary Poppins 40th Anniverary DVD. So the met up with Mode and her friend, and then the four took a jeep, then afterwards they walked a mile pr two to get at St. Jude's Chapel. It's a long walk but it's worth it. After the novena Median, Mode, and Mode' friend lighted several candles for school, health, life etc. Afterwards, the four went home.

Ranting Again

Ever felt like jumping off a cliff all of a sudden? Haha!! I'm sure once in your life you felt like doing it. *sigh* Things are getting more complicated by the second and sometimes I find myself wanting to be a 5 year-old again. Funny because when we were little we can't wait to grow up, but now that were all grown up we want to be a kid again. hahaha!!

Anyways, the whole class will be busy for the next month or so. I believe that eerythig wi e aright though and the best is yet to come.

Darn keyboard!! It's damn broken and now I'm using the on-screen keyboard!!

Eerything will be just fine, God is here with us always...

Rants

Darn!! I'm doing it again!! Procrastinating. Procrastinator, that would be me. I should be doing this critical analysis about a 1941 movie, but here I am typing words in this entry while I should be doing something more important. I'm such a bum. A slacker... tsk.. tsk.. tsk... that's not good I know, but old habbits are hard to break. I really need divine inspiration right now. Hahahaha!! I know I should be concentrating on finishing this paper work but what the hell?! It's already 3:21 p.m. and I promised myself that I'll be doing the paper work at 3 p.m. hehehehe... so I guess I should be doing the critical analysis now...

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I'm in love!! In love with Orlando Bloom and Tom Welling!!

Bonkers Over Love...

I'm surrounded by people driven crazy by love...

Case 1: Once and Again

Girl loves boy, boy loves girl(?). They got together, they fell apart. 3 years later they got back together. Girl got lost, boy is still the boy she knew. Girl lied to everyone and they always get in a very bad situation. Boy became a bad influence to girl, girl follows boy blindly. Girl left her pampered easy life to be with the boy, boy took her away. Girl suffers, boy suffers. They decided to part, then after a while girl went back to the boy. Girl caused trouble, boy caused trouble. After almost 3 years of being together finally!! They decided to live their lives apart.

Case 2: Unrequited Love

Girl got acquainted with boy, they became friends. Girl and boy communicates constantly. They talk on the phone, chat, and talked some more. Girl fell for boy, boy already has someone special. They continued communicating with each other, girl fell harder. Boy was too sweet, girl got to know more about boy and she fell harder than before. Everywhere girl looks, she see boy. Every man that sought after her, she can't find anyone suitable enough to take boy's place in her heart. They continue to be "friends", in fact they were "like more than just friends". Girl fell harder for boy each day, but boy is already committed. It breaks girl's heart, but she kept on loving him anyways. Then one day communications stopped. Girl tried to live her life without boy. After a year without any communications, girl still longs for boy. Hoping to be with him one day. She suffers, and until now still trying to piece together her broken heart. It's been so difficult for her, and boy still with his special someone... And he keeps on breaking girl's heart without him knowing.

Case3: You and I Against the World.

Girl and boy can't be together. Girl followed her heart with a love that's forbidden by everyone. Girl is too stubborn, she caused a very large crack in their family. Boy left his family, girl eloped with him. Girl was blinded, boy lost his sense of responsibilty. Their relationship is against morality, against chruch's teachings, against what every man in their right mind believes in...

Case 4: Vicious Cycle

Girl definitely crazy in love with boy, boy loves her in return. Girl so stubborn, boy... oh boy!! Girl keeps on hurting. Girl lets herself get hurt over and over again and again and again and again...

Case 5: Love Unfulfilled

Girl liked boy, boy liked girl. Boy courted girl, girl liked him even more. Boy suddenly backed out leaving girl perplexed. Girl heard rumor about him and boy which so noy true. Girl remained silent. Boy moved on.

So you see? people in general goes "coo-coo" in one way or another when they fall in love. There are some who's still in touch with their individuality, who knows what they want and won't sacrifice their own happiness for their love. But there are those who become blind, stubborn, and martyr. I just hope there are lots of people out there truly happy with their significant others

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Soon I'll be out there looking for a job, making money, and living in the so-called 'real world'. For one thing I want to know what is the 'real world? Aren't we in the 'real world'? If not, then in what world are living in now? hehehe... just wondering... But whatever tommorrow brings I know I can make it, because I know I can and I believe in me. I know I'm made for something great, I just need to discover it just yet. Actually I'm thinking of joining an organization or something that helps the community, because I know I'll find the experience worth a million. I'm also planning on going back to school after having a stable job and career. I want to pursue Marine Biology. Yes, the girl who doesn't like the beach nor the sea or whatever vast amount of water and who also happens to hate swimming with the fishes!! And she wants to be a Marine Biologist!! hehehe... Is that a joke you aks? No it's not even though I don't know how to swim. I really wanted to be a Marine Biologist. I really do. Sometimes I think of the possibilities that would have happened if I only pursued Marine Biology or Aeronautics. But no use to that now, I'm a C.A. student and I love it. I really want to be a marine biologist and I hope one day I'll be one. So 'real world' be ready because I'm comming to dominate!! wahaha!!

Matinong post daw request ni Glai...

They say cholates make people feel good, like chicken soup. It's one of those comfort food that you want to have when you feel bad. Odd, but I'm not that fond of chocolates anymore. Unlike few years ago wherein I would love to have a chocolate each day. Especially chocolates with almonds. I don't know when I started losing interest with chocolates, actually, I've lost my interest with all kinds of sweets. I wonder where my sweet tooth went? On vacation I guess... hehehe...