Wednesday, July 11, 2007

The path

To think at this point I should already know what I want to do. But then again, it's me we're talking about so expect me to be confusing or procrastinating. I was in third year college when I decided/realized/knew that after graduation I will work at an advertising agency. I never really gave much thought about my career path back then or the other possibilities the 'working world' has to offer. It's just me working at an ad agency. Me in an ad agency. That's all I ever wanted two years ago. That's my plan A, B, C and so on. Again, it's me we're talking about so don't expect me to follow any plan. But one thing is for sure, I want to be filthy rich haha!! So after graduating I entered the call center world. Far from the ad ageny I dreamt about. But working in an ad ageny is always within reach. It's just that I treaded a different path. I still know my way though. After a month of working in a call center, I realized that I didn't graduate from a very good university with a bachelor's degree just to answer calls, so I resigned when the opportunity striked. Another job was offered to me even before I resigned from work. And at that moment I really wanted the job the company offered. When I have completed everything, passed the interview with flying colors and the third stage of application I suddenly felt that, that job is not for me. In the end I delined the job offer. And recently I decided not to go on with the final interview with an ad agnecy haha!! So can you see the pattern here? Haha!!

So based on my observation, I therefore conclude that:
1. Planning doesn't suit me.
2. I'm very fickle.
3. I'm confusing and confused with what I want to do.
4. I think I'm trying to escape reality that I already graduated.
5. I still don't know what I really want.

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