Ako ay filipino

Grrr!! Eto ha napapansin niyo ba na tuwing may iniinterview sa isang lalaki/artist o sino mang sikat foreigner, eh laging may nagtatanong galing sa press people na "how do you find filipino women?" Pag naririnig ko yung tanong na yun umuusok talaga ang tenga ko at naniningkit ang mata ko sa asar. Bakit? Hindi ba parang were selling the filipino women pag ganoon? Tapos galit na galit tayo pag may site na tungkol sa mga mail order bride na mga filipina o kung ano man na derogatory tungkol mga filipinos. Tingin ko talaga walang dapat nagtatanong nun eh, kahit na walang intensyon na masama pag inisip mo ng mabuti yung tanong parang may ibang implication eh. Parang nagbebenta ka ng ano. Hmpf!! Kaya sana wala ng magtanong ng ganoon. At kung wala silang maisip na ibang tanong, wag na lang sila magtanong.

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Am I too cynical to not believe that a person can fall for someone in a matter of days or at first glance? Well, come on! Love at first sight is for the romantics out there. How can you love someone at a mere sight? Can anyone enlighten me with that? Because I firmly believe that love at first sight in actuality is more on the physical level. But in certain circumstances, I admit, that there are people who fall hopelessly in love in a matter of days, a week perhaps. But still I believe that it's more on physical attraction. Or raging hormones or a case of momentary insanity.

Grabe am I such a love scrooge? Hindi naman siguro hehe...

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Expect me to do something stupid this week. Hmpf!!

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I'm trying to change for the better. I realized that I can't turn myself around within a day. So I need to take one day at a time.

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Waiting prolongs agony. I can wait, I know I can. But sometimes I wonder if its all worth it. My stubbornness is one of the reason why I am still waiting. But the main reason why I want to wait is because I'm really hoping that one day I can have it(well kung ano man yung hinihintay ko akin na lang yun). Though there is no guarantee that I can have it. Still, I'm crossing my fingers.

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Grabe every time I'm with Cathrine laughtrip talaga haha!! We've spent half the day laughing haha. Here's one of our picture from our escapade yesterday

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Beauty is synonymous to perfection. Therefore there is no beauty in this world. Only God is beautiful.

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I tried playing virtual villagers but I got bored o I resumed my reading of yet another romance novel.

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Who is Kapitan Basa? Well character siya sa children's show dati na Batibot na super favorite ko haha!! But last monday someone told me na he's the puppet counting numbers. I was confused by that information. Kasi all the while I thought he read stories, so I said to Cathrine "di ba nagbabasa siya ng libro? kaya nga Kapitan Basa?" If I remember it correctly Cathrine replied "eh gusto ko siya magbilang eh. 1 haha!! 2 haha!!" I laughed at what she said haha!! Si Count pala ng Sesame Street na sa isip niya haha!! Ayun tawa kami ng tawa habang naglalakad haha!!

A mix of everything

I suddenly remembered Ariane because of the name Ben haha!! Then I also remembered a song mentioning the name Ben haha!! I think its a Jackson Five song haha!!

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Grabe its been raining for almost a week na. I hope within two days the storm is already out of the country. Hay... Even though I like the cold weather, rainy days make me feel somewhat sad because I can't do anything other than stay at home.

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I feel hopeless. And there's no one to blame but me. It's my own doing and I have to face this on my own. Tama si Labs, I don't need someone to whack me in the head because I already know what to do yet I'm not doing anything.

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I'm craving for maki again haha!!

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Yesterday I took the IPIP-NEO Five Factor Personality Test. The result mostly said that I am average but I have a low morality(it doesn't mean daw na I don't have principles its just that I'm always on guard daw). I forgot other things that the result said eh, pero most of it is true haha!! Or should I say accurate haha!!.

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