things part 2

After ranting on how bad things turned out to be this year, it's time to appreciate good things that had happened.

Even though it's a tough year, there are lots of things to be thankful about no matter how big or little it is.

First I would like to thank God that we're still alive and breathing!! and to many more years to come!! wooohooo!!

For passing every tests and major exams(kahit di masyado nag-aral)

I've learned how to save money!! and be trifty(biruin nyo marunong na ko mag-ipon kahit papano)

Yey!! my cheeks are not that chubby anymore!!

Hamsters!! Just love playing with those little rodents!!

I got 1.25 in my Expt'l Psychology!! And to think tagilid ako sa subject na yun...(thank you sa mga hamster!! nakalabas sila ng maze!!)

I've read many good books this year na di ko na rin maalala... ;p

I don't know if I should be thankful about this pero it feels good eh... I'm turning back to my pagka-masungit at maldita ways... nyahahahahaha!! <---- should I be happy about this? nyahahahahahaha!! syempre naman!! as long as it makes me feel happy eh...

My lil bro started calling me ate this year, di lang pag my kelangan sya sa 'kin...

I got to spent more time with my HS friends this year than the previous years fter graduating from HS

She came back!! After almost two years of absence, she caame back!! Finally!! natauhan din sya!!

I learned so many things... Now I think I'm wiser than before...

I became more open-minded about stuffs...

Despite the hardness of this year I still got what I wanted

And most of all I want to thank God for being so generous and patient with me... He's always been at my side guiding me and protecting me... And I believe that next year will be better because I know with God's help and guidance everything will just be fine... And I'll make sure I'll do my part to make eveything work out...

Things...

I can't help but be saddened at how things turned out to be.

This year... well... it didn't turned out that great. It was a hard year. There are more disappointing things that had happened than things I can be happy about. So many problems, heartaches and more problems, I had experienced in just one year. Life's getting tougher by the second, every decision made may as well be a make or break, life changing choice, a wrong move can make everything crumble into pieces. Things didn't turned out to be as wonderful as the past years.

So many things I wish I didn't do. So many things I wish I did. So many regrets and tears unshed. So many dreams yet to achieve.

This year I learned that life isn't always as colorful as I always thought it was. There are grey spots and sometimes you have to see things in black and white to fully understand them.

I want to believe that everything will turn out just fine. That every cloud has its silver lining. That there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. I want to be optimistic like I always do.

So next year... lets just see how things will turn to be. I don't want to expect things to be better. I want action!! Expecting won't lead me to places I want to be. I'll make sure that I get what I want. And I'll work for it... hard...

two post in one day...

hehehehehehe... wala lang... kasi I was washing the dishes ( i hate washing dishes...) the my brother switched the channel to studio 23 tamang-tama... barkada trip... I love watching barkada trip... cute characters with so kulit personalities... hehehehehehe... so un nga... when I heard the na barkada trip ung palabas... I stopped washing the dishes and watched TV hehehehehehehe... I really really love barkada trip!! iiwanan ko lhat ng gngwa ko pag nririnig kong barkada trip ung pinapalabas sa studio 23 hehehehehehehehehe... At crush ko nga pla si Bok... nyahahahahahaha!! Oh!! and I want a shirt of barkada trip!! does anybody know kung saan mkkbili non? ;p

Madaling araw na at di pa ako inaantok...

Last monday me, Ging and Glai went to Guadalupe to watch a fund raising religious concert. Glai's friends which happened to be twins, sung in that concert. It was a good show with music and drama, plus may raffle draw pa... nyahahahahaha!! Glaiza even won the grand prize. She really wants to win a prize and God heard her prayer. Swerte talaga!!It was so much fun spending time with them. Kwentuhan galore 'to!! bwahahahaha!! The concert started at around 8 pm so medyo guton na kame... We didn't finish the concert kasi nga nagrereklamo na mga sikmura namen... We left the show at around 9 pm, then we went to baywalk to eat. Pero grabe ha!! after 10 years bago kame nakakain... Around 11 na ng mag dinner kame. Nalipasan na ng gutom si Ging yun nabigla tuloy ung sikmura nya ng kumain sya... Pero one of the waiter asked for Ging's cell #... ASIM kasi!! bwahahahahaha!! It's really such a wonderful night tpos madaling araw na kme nakauwi... Glai slept over at Ging's place kasi nga late na... hehehehehehehe...

MMFF Movies...

Movie entries I wanna watch this coming MMFF:

Shake Rattle and Roll <---- waited so long for another S.R.R. movie... nyahahahahaha!!

Ako Lrgal Wife <----- trailer's so funny!!

Blue Moon <----- wala lang... nag-iisa lang kasi syang drama eh... puro comedy at fantasy at horror palabas eh... nyahahahahaha!!

Things...

Remorse... no...
Regret... maybe...
Sad... every time I think about it, yes...
It's slowly slipping off my grasp...
And I'm not doing anything to stop it...
It's a mistake on my part I know...
I didn't do anything...
I just stood there watching evrything, slowly fading away...
Losing things along the way...
Hoping that one day it'll all come back...
But I know that's just wishful thinking...
I'm really lost right now...
Don't really know where to go...
I miss the way it used to be...
I really do...
God please help me... Guide me... Help me...
I want to believe everything will work out just fine...
I know you're there... always there and so patient...

B.O.(and it's not body odor)

hehehehehehe... may nakita ako sa net stainless longanisa bago ba yung buk ni Bob Ong? last n nakita ko sa nat'l eh ung alamat ng gubat... hehehehehehe... kakaaliw ung mga books ni B.O. kaya sna kung out na ang stainless longanisa eh may magbigay sken non at happy happy na... nyahahahahaha!!

pasko na

Pasko na!! nyahahahahaha!! wala lang...

sbsfdkvdshfvd

After 2 days I'm still sulking over what happened in Pol Dy... What is Pol Dy you ask? well it's one hell of a subject that requires time and so much effort. It's basically about politics and the likes... so why am I sulking you ask? well... excuse me for awhile... (len-len goes inside their bedroom and screamed!!!) ok... now that i've let that out... lets just say this... I was supossedly done with the recitation!! but what?! NO!!!... I still have to aaarrrggghhh!!! so next week I have to read our readings in Filipino subject, not to mention a test in my oh so easy subject Pol dy plus 2 more very long readings and don't forget I still need to review our previous readings about democracy and democratization... arrrggghhh!! This is all aaarrrggghhh!! fault!!

Well It's not that I hate Pol Dy... actually I don't find our readings boring and too hard to understand... the readings are actually better than the ones given to us back in 1st year, PGC(Philippine Gov't and Constitution)subject. So arrrggghhh!! I really need all the divine intervention up there... God help us all... help us survive pol dy please....

me llamo es...

Names I go by:

Merlynnjer
Merlynn
Len-Len or simply Len
Lelen
Merlai
Merlalu
Pulenleng
Merl

School... is... torture...

SHIT!!

School work's SHIT!!

Political Dynamics drained out my brain juices...

Now my brain can't process information I need...

I'm having a hard time memorizing my lines for the skit...

At the moment I can't understand anything about our Filipino subject...

I'm starting to lose it...

AAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

As long as there are tests and school works in school there will be prayer in schools...

AAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

I'm so toxic at the moment...

AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

magpapasko na!!

Sa tingin mo, ilang days na lang bago mag-Pasko?
~~~ cguro mga 20+ days pa... ~~~

Ano ang feeling mo at malapit na ang Pasko?
~~~ christmasy? hahahahahahahahahaha!! ~~~

Sino nasa Christmas gift list mo ngayon?
~~~ cno nga ba? ~~~

May natanggal ba sa Christmas gift list mo?
~~~ wla... wla p ako christmas gift list... ~~~

Define Christmas in 5 or less words
~~~ er... happy... ~~~

What do you expect pag nag-December na?
~~~ malamig ang simoy ng hangin... lalalalalalala... ~~~

May decor na ba yung bahay nyo?
~~~ wla!! ~~~

Naniniwala ka ba kay Santa?
~~~ hahahahahahahaha!! bakit hindi!! ~~~

Kabisado mo ba yung names ng reindeers ni
Santa?
~~~ nope... ~~~

Kabisado mo ba yung gifts sa kantang 12 days of
Christmas?
~~~ yes!! ~~~

Nag- Christmas shopping ka na ba?
~~~ medyo... hahahahahahahahahaha!! ~~~

Ano gusto mong matanggap this Christmas?
~~~ money... lots and lots of money!! bags!! ~~~

Anong ayaw mong matanggap?
~~~ pillow... figurine... mug... ~~~

Kuripot ka ba when it comes to gift-giving?
~~~ di masyado... ~~~

May nagca-caroling na ba sa inyo?
~~~ oo meron na... ~~~

Nangangaroling ka ba pag December?
~~~ dati nung mas bata pa ako... ~~~

Ever experienced snow?
~~~ di pa... ~~~

Kelan mo naramdaman ang Christmas spirit?
~~~ hahahahahahahahaha!! pag december na... ~~~

Dec. 25 to you means...
~~~ christmas day... ~~~

Fave foods pag Christmas
~~~ pasta... un lng... ~~~

Have you been naughty or nice this year?
~~~ both!! bwahahahahahaha!! ~~~

Line mo pag manghihingi ng aginaldo...
~~~ pera na lang... ~~~

Dream place mo for celebrating Christmas?
~~~ north pole... hahanapin ko si santa at mga reindeers nya!! ~~~

Who do you want to be with this Christmas?
~~~ everyone!! ~~~

Christmas wish?
~~~ ******* ~~~

ARGGGHHH!!!

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Randomness

i guess i've been bad...

i'm guilty...

i should have been more understanding...

but i won't be too giving na...

sorry...

you should know by now...

na, i lack the virtue of patience...

though i try to be patient...

i really do...

BEING AN OLDIE...

Oldie...

that's what MEAN and MODE call me...

an Oldie...

no i'm not old as in old but Oldie daw kasi i love drinking coffee... tpos may curfew pa... san ka pa?! bwahahahahahahaha!! <---- nakuha ko yang evil laugh kay MEAN... hehehehehehehe... so anyweiz... i guess i'm an Oldie in a way... i love old filipino movies... from the sampaguita pictures to the tito, vic and joey trio... i like old stuffs not antiques though... from old movies to old songs even clothes!! i love vintage clothings... it's so classy for me...

So yeah...

I guess i'm an Oldie...

hehehehehehehe...

oi MEAN,MODE Gayuma na tayo!! hahahahahahahahahaha!!

library... bored again... names... names... names...

Your French Name is:

Adrienne St. Marie

What's Your French Name?

Your Sexy Brazilian Name is:

Alessandra Otelo

What's Your Sexy Brazilian Name?

Your Japanese Name Is...

Misaki Kimura

What's your Japanese Name?

Your Irish Name Is...

Michaela O'Doherty

What's your Irish Name?

Obviously bored...

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Final Fantasy: Advent Children

I'm so not over yet with FF7 Advent Children... here are some quotes from the movie enjoy!!

• Sepiroth: I won't become a memory



• Yuffie Kisaragi: Who's been messin' with my materia?



• (In a flower field Cloud back-to-back with Aeris)
  Cloud: I think I want to be forgiven...
  Aeris: By whom?



• Cloud: Can sin be forgiven?
  Vincent: I've never tried it...
  Cloud: Tried it?



• Aeris: You came even though you were about to break



• Tifa: I understand, even if we find the children, there might be nothing we can do. That's what you'reafraid of right?



• Vincent: Geostigma, is what happens when the body over compensates for its unwelcome guest



• Aeris: Why can't you forgive yourself?



• Sepiroth: Kneel, and show me your figrue, begging for forgiveness



• Sepiroth: Shall I send you dispair?

hehehehe... well what can I say I'm so hooked up with FF7 A.C.

Of get-togethers and coffee...

Yesterday's word of the day:

WALAGI

It's a combination of palagi and wala... hahahahaha!! We were going to take pictures of ourselves that's why Ariane asked me if I have a comb, and I was texting someone about something na may palagi ang reply... I looked at her and said walagi... hehehehehe...

It's super nice to be with my super friends again a.k.a. kumags hehehehehe... miss them so much!! But even though we don't see each other regularly and talk or text each other that often it's as if we've only seen each other a while ago and nothing has change always the same... hehehehehe... and I'm looking forward for our next get-together whenever that is... *grin*

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They want me to stop drinking coffee!! aaaahhhh!! don't they know that a morning without coffee is sleep!!?? and a decaf coffee is not coffee at all?! I love coffee I've been drinking it everyday since I was little... *hmmm... now you know why i'm super nerbyosa!! hahahaha!!* My best friend and Luvs call me "Oldie" because I drink coffee... hehehehehehe... *median... median... meadian... merlynniasis...* Coffee jump start my day and it's my energy drink hehehehehe... my best friend forwarded a funny text message about coffee and milk and it goes like this:

HEALTH ADVISORY:

Ang kape ay pangpanerbyos , samantalang ang gatas ay pampalakas. Kaya huwag uminon ng kapeng may gatas dahil ito'y pampalakas ng nerbyos!!

hahahahaha!! good thing I don't put anything in my coffee except sugar... hehehehe...

So this "Oldie" affected with merlynniasis* who's also a median* will keep on drinking coffee!! hehehehehehe...

Walang magawa...

Your Personality Is

Rational (NT) You are both logical and creative. You are full of ideas. You are so rational that you analyze everything. This drives people a little crazy! Intelligence is important to you. You always like to be around smart people. In fact, you're often a little short with people who don't impress you mentally. You seem distant to some - but it's usually because you're deep in thought. Those who understand you best are fellow Rationals. In love, you tend to approach things with logic. You seek a compatible mate - who is also very intelligent. At work, you tend to gravitate toward idea building careers - like programming, medicine, or academia. With others, you are very honest and direct. People often can't take your criticism well. As far as your looks go, you're coasting on what you were born with. You think fashion is silly. On weekends, you spend most of your time thinking, experimenting with new ideas, or learning new things.

The Three Question Personality Test

Wala lang... nakikigaya kay Jaymie ;p

Braids

You're the intellectual happy-go-lucky type of
person! You like to express your opinion a lot,
and you always enjoy hanging out with your
friends. You're very intellectual, and you're
also very artistic. You have many talents that
you like to show off to your group of friends,
and you always love a good joke! Your friends
always look up to you and they love having you
around to brighten up their days! People just
can't resist to want to be around you!


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You're Sarah Thomas
(Kate Beckinsale - 'Serendipity')

You exude fun and intelligence, but you're often
unsure of your decisions. You think and rethink
until you're sure of the path to take, but many
times it's all a matter of the heart.
You rely on chance to control your life - though
it's a habit you've tried to break and perhaps
already have.But you still lack spontaneity.

You may express yourself in any number of ways, but
mostly with words.

You're booksy and artsy. You love music and
psychology. Your style is classic/eclectic.


All in all, you're the Thinker


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Your Hidden Talent

You are both very knowledgeable and creative. You tend to be full of new ideas and potential - big potential. Ideas like yours could change the world, if you build them. As long as you don't stop working on your dreams, you'll get there.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

Your Personality Profile

You are dependable, popular, and observant. Deep and thoughtful, you are prone to moodiness. In fact, your emotions tend to influence everything you do. You are unique, creative, and expressive. You don't mind waving your freak flag every once and a while. And lucky for you, most people find your weird ways charming!

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You Are 50% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird... But too damn weird to do anything about it!

How Weird Are You?

Your Career Type: Artistic

You are expressive, original, and independent. Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art. You would make an excellent: Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer Dancer - DJ - Graphic Designer Illustrator - Musician - Sculptor The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary.

What's Your Ideal Career?

Your Birthdate: March 9

Your birth on the 9th day of the month adds a tone of idealism and humanitarianism to your nature. You become one who can work easily with people because you are broadminded, tolerant and generous. You are ever sensitive to others' needs and feelings, and you are very sympathetic and compassionate. Your feeling run deep and you often find yourself in dramatically charged situations. This 9 energy always tends to give more that it gets.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

How You Life Your Life

You have a good sense of self control and hate to show weakness. You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think. Your friends tend to be a as quirky as you are - which is saying a lot! You have one big dream in your life, and you never lose sight of it.

How Do You Live Your Life?

Sem Break

Yey!! first sem is finally over!! VACATION here I come!! wooohooo!!

CAUTION!!

DANGER: ADVER OVERLOAD!!

FINAL FANTASY ADVENT CHILDREN

I'm so in love with Final Fantasy Advent Children!! The animation: superb, effects: excellent, fight scenes:wow!! I can't believe that i've already watched it!! I mean I've waited soooooooooo loooooooonnnnnggggg for the release of the movie!! I'm so happy!! Thanks to my very dear friend Kenneth for lending me his copy of the movie!! I'm really soooo in love with the movie!! It's terrific!! awesome!! Everything in the movie was breath taking and I mean it!!

SPOILERS ANYONE?(well if you want read the ff. below... but if you don't want any spoilers then don't read!!)

Cloud is dying from a disease called Geostigma

Rufus the former president of Midgar survived the Mako energy incident which caused the spread of the disease

Kadaj, Loz and Yazoo were Sepiroth's clone

Cloud's super wow bike is called Fenrir

Aeris face was hardly shown

Clouddied in the movie... nyahahahaha!! just watch it and see what happens

Grabe!! It's super wow talaga!! Watch it!! Watch Final Fantasy Advent Children!!

UNDER CONSTRUCTION!!

Wala lang... Procrastinating again...

::: A R E Y O U :::

*a shopaholic = yes!!

*a brainiac = no

*sensitive = yes

*easily hurt = yes

*calm = heck no!! as in super no!!

*choosy = yes

*active = no

*very shy = sometimes...

*confident about yourself = sometimes...

*brand conscious = no

*a good listener = yes

*easily bored = yes

*daring = sometimes...

*outgoing = sometimes...

*open-minded = yes

*an only child = no

*happy at the moment = no!!

*wearing anything yellow now? = yes!!

*tired = not really...

*playing any online games = right now? yes!!

*good at Chess = back then yes... but now, i don't think so...

*tempted by chocolates = no i don't like sweets!!

*tempted by soft drinks = yes!! i'm addicted to softdrinks!!

*a couch potato = super yes!!

*dark/tan/fair = between dark and tan...

*afraid of the dark = yes!! as in!! can't sleep without any source of lights on!!

*always freaked = as in freak out? hay sus!! i'm a freak out queen!!

::: D O Y O U :::

*play the guitar = no

*play the piano = i wish!!

*play any other musical instrument? = no

*like your life = yes

*like school = sometimes...

*like dancing = nyahahahahaha!!

*like sweets = njo!! no!! no!!

*like the sun = sometimes...

*like travelling = yes!!

*like Spongebob Squarepants = annoying, but i love him!!

*have a tattoo = no

*ride a bike = wish i could...

*read Harry Potter = yes

*read a lot = yes!!

*yell at your siblings = yes!! hahahahaha!! always!! as in every other sec.

*argue with your parents = yes

*love McDonalds = yes

*play basketball = no

*play badminton = yes

*watch football = no

*watch Disneychannel = nope...

*like Oreo = yeah...

*drive = no

*do the housework = sometimes...

::: W I L L Y O U :::

*get more than 5 piercings = yes!!

*curse a friend = no...

*hit someone that offended you = no...

*cheat to win = no

*sacrifice for the one you love = hmmmm...

*hug a stranger = no!!

*sneak out at night alone = no!!

*join Fear Factor = yes, no

*marry someone you dislike for 5m bucks = 5m lang? no na lang...

*further your studies overseas = yes

*try summoning a ghost for fun = heck no!!

*try alcohol = alcohol as in alcoholic beverages? yes!!

*cut your hair = yes

Sasuke... bye-bye na din...

When I woke up this morning I just found out that Sasuke the remaining hamster died... I was hoping he would recover from his sickness but as fate would have it... he passed away... This is really so sad... so sad...

Anyway today is Constantine's birthday!! yey!! Happy Birthday Constantine!!

bye-bye Sakura!!

Sakura one of our hamster died because of something I don't know. First I thought that they were only sleeping/hibernating but I've noticed that Sakura's not breathing and Sasuke's very weak and not his normal hyper self. Then realization dawned me... Sakura's dead and Sasuke's sick... as in very sick... I panicked because I already love those hamsters... not to mention our grade depends on them... but still I really love them... This is really so sad!! so sad!! And I've just found out that Sasuke's blind!! Whhhhaaaaaa!! It's really so sad!! I really want to cry... And just this afternoon I was teasing my very dear classmate as a hamster killer... Karma nga naman oh... ang bilis bumalik!! And now I've lost one hamster and the other is near it's end. But I'm hoping that Sasuke will get well soon... I don't want him to die... Of the two hamster he's my favorite!!

EXTRA CHALLENGE: manghingi ng piso sa complete stranger

Last monday our Expt'l Psych. prof. made our group conduct an experiment about verbal vs. visual persuasion.

Instructuions:

verbal: All group members must have one reason for asking the one peso.
visual: The group members will ask for one peso without telling any reasons why or for what for. Group members will only use facial expression as in paawa effect!!
The group member can debrief the subject after the experiment.

The actual experiment:

This is the part where we need to ask stranger passing through catwalk for one peso. Some gave us what we asked for and some didn't. Hehehehehe... we spent almost an hour and a half performing this experiment. Hehehehehe... I was the last one to finish hehehehehe...

The experience:

The experiment was fun, but I also want to perform grp. 1's experiment, which is about E.S.P. hehehehehe... But the experiment assigned to us was the most exciting one... hehehehehe... Pakapalan talaga ng mukha!! hahahahaha!!

Tapos na ang immersion at back to reality na naman kme...hay... broadquest, adver... hay... nxt tym i'll post something about the immersion... late na ko sa meeting for broadquest... haaaaaaaayy... sunday na sunday dmi pa rin nmen gngwa... hay...

Procrastinating

I'm at it again!! I really love to procrastinate huh?! Dapat gumagawa ako ng Filipino ngayon bpero ano ang ginagawa ko? WALA!! hahahahahaha!! I really need to stop this habit of delaying things. I should really be doing my Filipino paper now as in now na!! hehehehehe... Ü

Movie: He Was Cool

Song Seun Heon from Endless Love 1 and 3, and Jung Da Bin from Attic Cat stars in a funny romantic film He Was Cool. The blockbuster movie was based on a best selling novel in Korea. Jung Da Bin portrays a clever girl Hye Won who fell in love with Song Seu Heon's mysterious character.

In this movie people can see the diffrent side of Song Seun Heon. Here he was funny, unlike his character in Endless Love 1 and 3. You'll laugh your hearts out when you see him sing in the karaoke bar. Jung Da Bin on the other hand, will never fail to make you laugh in her crazy antics in the movie. There are lots of funny moments in the movie like the salon scene, the first kiss and many more.

It's a must see movie especially for those who loves funny romantic korean movies. Too bad we won't be seeing Song seun Heon 'till 2006. I heard he's currently serving his country through military service/training.

Wala lang... Naalala kolang si Lolita X

This would guide you on **how to control your
emotions** towards your
better-half, friends, officemates and all the people
around you.
The rules of practicing 'ugaling langit, ugaling
kaaya-aya':

> #1* Ang naunang magalit ang may karapatang
magalit. Pag naunahan ka
na ng galit niya, tumahimik ka na lang muna.

> #2* Walang taong nag-aaway mag-isa*. Pag
hindi kayo sumagot o pumatol,
titigil din daw ang taong nakikipag- away sa inyo.

> #3* Ang taong galit, "bingi". If someone is angry,
wala raw
pinakikinggan, so, don't try to explain and fight
back. Hindi ka niya iintindihin dahil wala siyang
naririnig kundi ang sarili nya.

> #4* Ang taong galit, "abnoy". Ayon sa pastor,
Biblical daw ito... because the Lord said when He
was crucified, "Father, patawarin mo sila dahil
hindi nila alam ang kanilang ginagawa." Modern
term for these kinds of people are "abnoys", so
you better not get angry para huwag kang
matawag na abnoy.
You should also know and realize that the
persons who make your day bad are "jewels",
because you need them* for you to mature*.
Hangga't andyan daw sila at kinaiinisan mo, ibig
sabihin, immature ka pa.

God will not take away those people; it's for you to
take away your bad
feelings towards them. You'll know na "mature" ka
na pag dumating 'yung time na hindi ka na naiinis
sa mga taong ito because you have learned to
accept them and to have patience with them.

> #5 Finally, the best part of this is to tell
yourself
na, because of
this person, "I will grow & become mature," and
that DAHIL SA CONTRIBUTION NIYA SA
MATURITY MO, KUKUNIN DIN SYA NI LORD

100 Days...

100 Days With Mr. Arrogant is a korean movie about a senior high school student Ha-young, who inadvertently causes a car to crash. To pay for the damages done Ha-young agrees to be a slave of the car's owner Hyung-joon, for 100 days. But then she seeks revenge after knowing that the damaged she had caused wasn't actually serious.

Ha Ji Won plays as the senior student Ha-young a spirited young woman who got dumped by her boyfriend before their 100 day anniversary. Most people know Ha Ji Won as Erica a character in an award winning drama series Memories of Bali. Her character in the movie is so different from her character in the said drama series. Here she plays as a lively young senior student who lacks energy when it comes to her studies. But everything changed when she accidentally caused a car to crash and became a slave for 100 days. But when she found out that the damaged she had caused wasn't that serious, she turned into a goddess of revenge. Kim Jae Won plays Hyung-joon the rich owner of the Lexus 430 that Ha-young damaged. He enslave her and made her do crazy stuffs.

The movie has a good pacing between drama and comedy. Although the movie takes a drastic turn near the end when it comes dramatic. But over-all the movie was very well presented. My favorite part was when Ha Ji Won impersonated Sailor Moon!! hahahaha!! It was so funny!! hahahahahaha!! And the ending was nice. Romantic and sweet.

I Try...

I try my best to take each day one at a time. I try not to worry about what will happen tommorrow, if i will be able to get through the day without messing things up, or will I make it this sem without failing any subjects. But lately it's as if several days have attacked me all at once. School works keep on stacking up, we need to do this and that... a paper is due tommorrow, a subject that I can't fully understand, a lousy teacher and the list goes on!! I don't really know how to survive this sem, but I'm really trying to do whatever that is needed to be done in order to pass all my subjects. A friend once told me that I like to procrastinate things, which I think is true. I'll start to do something then I'll stop doing it and continue after an hour or so. The truth is laziness is my biggest problem, my enemy. And I'm trying my best not to be lazy.
I do believe that everything will just fine and I know the best is yet to come.

Finish!!

At last!!
It's over!!
Finally..

We're Almost There

I can see it!!
The Finish line..
We can almost reach it..
only few more steps
And its all over..
We can finally
Take our running shoes off..
But only for a time..
For we must wear it again
And run..
Run towards a new challenge..
Hoping to make it trough..

We're almost there..
Almost..
Just very few steps..
We're there..

Just Don't Read...

I can't think of anything right, right now. It's like my brain is not functioning correctly. It's like it's still on vacation mode. I can't think of anything creative for our TV prod. subject, and it's frustrating and pressuring me!! I want to scream and kick the printer, oh, the whole computer I mean. Arrgghh!! my head is already aching!! I can't think of anything!!

Cry Me A River

Awhile ago I cried over something so silly. And if I tell anyone the reason why, they would probably tell me that I'm stupid for crying over something so little. But at that moment I just felt like screaming, destroy everything in my way and crying. But ofcourse I can't scream because some people are having their siesta and I definitely can't destroy or break anything around our house, so my last resort was to cry. I went inside the bathroom, and cried for awhile. After that I still felt bad. Until now I still feel like there's something inside of me that wants to break loose.

I think at the moment I need to break something, hmmmm... I wonder if I break the flower vase, will I feel better? Hmmmm... but if I ever break that ugly vase my mother will be piss off!! Hmmm....(thinking) *light bukb moment* AHA!! Break the ugly vase!! I'll just think that I'm doing everyone a favor eliminating that ugly vase.

And The American Idol Is..

It's no surprise that Carrie Underwood became the 4th American Idol. I'm not a big fan of hers but well, she did her best though sometimes some of her performances seem bland. But she's been consistent throughout the competition. So I guess she deserves it. Though at the back of my mind I'm screaming, that Bo should've been the next American Idol.